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2009-11-08T20:07:00.001+08:00

I have moved ~ RELINK PLEASH !!

http://ahlanyaya-5thchapter.onsugar.com/

Away ;

2009-11-05T00:58:00.000+08:00

BUSY WORKING .

H I A T U S !

Hurt ;

2009-10-27T21:52:00.003+08:00

Dear Diary,

What for having a divorcee if you guys are still together eating and say out the jokes together . I wont forgive mum if there's anything happen to me . Or i get beaten with Hym ! I just hate being treated that way . & if i didnt get my freedom . I wont forgive mum . I rather get out from this house ! Argh ! I hate ! Why cant anyone in this house feel how i feel ! Im so damn hurt right now . Tears are all over my face ! I dont know why must this happen the next 2 months ! Argh ! How i wish there's someone know how i feel ! If he dares to touch me , i make sure that , i wont come back in this house .

Mum being so selffish ! & 2 faces . Stop acting ! Finding fault at children went you had quarrel with you boyf . & trying tuh get Hys attention ! Its not that i wanna be rude to mum ! But , she's been thinking her own world ! I hate ! i hate ! i hate ! i hate ! Can anyone tell me how can i be patient . Im hurting deep down my heart ! :'(

Hurts ,

Yayacintaa

Tagboard ;

2009-10-23T01:22:00.002+08:00

To Dearest SAKINAH STUBBORN ,

Ass me at my this msn - yayaloved_kecikbintang@hotmail.com .

Okkaeys ?

Love ,

Yayacintaa

Not Regreting ;

2009-10-18T00:17:00.003+08:00

Dear Diary,

When a GIRL is quiet , millions of things are running in her mind.

When a GIRL is not arguing , she is thinking deeply.

When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions , she is wondering how
long you will be around.

When a GIRL answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds , she is not at all
fine.

When a GIRL stares at you , she is wondering why you are lying.

When a GIRL lays on your chest , she is wishing for you to be hers forever.

When a GIRL wants to see you everyday , she wants to be pampered.

When a GIRL says ' I love you ' , she means it.

When a GIRL says ' I miss you ' , no one in this world can miss you more than that.

Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person ....

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot.

Who calls you back when you hang up on him.

Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead.

Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.

Who holds your hand in front of his friends.

Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.

Love ,

I dont need any gift , i dont need any sweetalks , i dont need anything back .

What much imprtant in my life is being LOVE ! and giving love !

Im not like your ex girlfriend , giving you the name of enjoy !

Im not like your ex girlfriend , that doesnt control and concern about you !

Im a girl better that your ex girlfriend !

The name of enjoy ? Your still in that world !

You need time on your own ? Sure . Understandable .

You need that dance floor ? Sure , with me .

But , if you desperately want that dance floor alone , You can forget about being with me .

Say that promises went you feel that you want , Break it went you lost that point .

Your gone now , & forever . Chances are given , you use it for granted !

So long and goodbye sweets ! Have a great future ahead ! Cause deep down , your promises went down the drain , and it will never flow back .

Treasure someone you love , or else , she's gone . (:

Love ,

Yayacintaa

Letter To Lovely Brother ;

2009-10-16T22:49:00.004+08:00

Hello My beloved Brother !

How are you abang ? Im fine down here ! Abang , i miss you ! *laughlaugh* Yaya dah terime check abang . Abang , how's your course everything goes fine ? Im so sorry for the late replies . And , this are some of the photo that i took during the Hari Raya Eve . Abang , it gonna be a year less to your arrival ! I just cant wait for you !

Abang , i had hard time here at home . I try my best to understand at home situation but , sometimes i think its so unfair . I have tried my best not to cry , and always stay strong . But abang , i just feel so terrible .

Mama seems to control everything . And i didnt event have time for my friends . And mama keep talking to her , "boyfriend" . Which i really hate alot . The bigger i am now , i realise that both Mama and Papa are the same . With all the 3rd party all over .

Every single day , mama keep talking to that "guy" . And i really hate alot . What i do , is just ignore . Papa will come back late at night , and he will be at room , opening LOUD music . While others are studying . I just feel so alone and sad .

Abang , i did send you , my boyfriend photo . I known him for 4months aready . But mama tak restu , cause he comes from "bad company" . I seriously dont care , as long as he love me for what i am . Eventhough he got tattoo or whatever , he treats me well . But , its hurt though , cause having a boyfriend a not is still the same .

I had hard time with him now abang . If a guy love a girl so much he wont go any club to enjoy himself right ? Now , his dong this to me .. I seriously wanna a break up . I had enough abang . Cause , its really hurting me . While im writing this im crying too . Abang , why must a guy take my love for granted ? I know im still young and can find a better one . But , it hurt so much . I want to have a peaceful realationship . But , having that , it really take time to find . What actually a guy ones ? Advise is needed . I begged . Cause , i wanna get rid of this "matrep" realtionship . I want a proper guy that can give me a living in the future . That can give me happiness in the end and not saddness .

I also like spending time with my friends rather than boyfriend . Seriously abang i js cant wait for your friend to be out next month . Do ask hym to contact me . (: in case you dont have my number , --------- . He single ? *laughlaugh* Hopefully . I feel so saved if there's someone taking care of me outside . I js cant wait for you to be out , and you will take care of me as well ! I love you !

Oh yarh , my boyfriend now NS . He help his brother at Caltex Car wash . One of their friends know you . Terperanjat jugak . *laughlaugh* My boyfriend/friends want to visit you . Is it possible ? Do update me okkaeys ?

Abang , i really miss you alot . Totally i miss you ! i cant wait to visit you again !

Anw, abang hantar surat pat kak zilla ehk ? I will pass it to her a.s.a.p okkaeys ?

Abang , now i finished my n level , i aready start working with mama . Will be spending time working . So , hopefully that i can have a great time with mama .

Abang intreseted in KudaKepang ? Just asking . (: Cause currently my free tyme , i spend time playing kudakepang . (: really i had a great time . I'll be opening a new group . Insyaallah it will be opening next year . Pray hard okkaeys ?

Abang , may one day you return to me and teach me a proper meaning of life . I had enough of hurt and being so unfair with mama . With her "boyfriend" . I really need you . I really want to spend time with you .

I promise , i will takee your step as my example . And i will remember all your adivse . Your one and only brother i have .

I miss you so much ! I love you so much ! I need you so much ! I want you so much !

You gave me strength . You gave me hope . All i need is you !

With much love and kisses ,
Your one & only sister ,
Yayacinta`bintang !

Anniversary ;

2009-10-13T23:58:00.007+08:00

Happy Anniversary Sayang . Hys Present . *onmyhand*. One Love .

Dear Diary ,

I had a great time today morning . Whith so much laughter , tears , jokes and much more . I'll share what happen .

Lastnight , 12am sharp i send my anniversary msg to Sayang . It was short . Cause i was talking on the phone with my friend . Then , he did replied long text . Its sweet .

" Hapy 4mth anniversary syg.. hope we can share all the sadness and happiness together syq... I have nothing to give u.. only love care and concer that i can give u . and ...... "

I was so touch by him . Thankyou Sayang for the wishes . I went bed early at 2am . And woke up at 10plus . I get washed . And while making up , i text Sayang and eating plus play Saron(will tell later) . Finish make up , i went out , in the train . Called Sayang , didnt answer . 100% sure , he sleeping . Then asked Brother in law , where's Sayang . He say he dont know , cause he just come back from Computer shop . So , went he reached home , i ask Brother in law to wake hym up . And fetch me .

Reached Lavender , wait for Sayang , then suddenly he apperred without i notice he kiss my cheeck . Shocked ! Lucky was him , kalo larh manusia laen yang cium . Adui ! Orang tuh darh kene maki siang siang . Haha ! Then went somewhere . Personal . Then , went Bugis meet Brother in law . We went Bugis by Cab , Brother in law walk to Bugis . I was , "tak penat ker ? jalan kaki ?" If were me , im so damn tired . While wating for Brother in law , I and Sayang walk at Bugis Street . He buy earing that he craving since last few weeks and one small ball for his stud under his lips . Bought phone casing . Meet Brother in law outside, " i love sex toys " . He bought the New LG phone . But , 2nd hand . Touch screen . Sayang aslo LG( its mine , btw ) . Then he bought stud for his lips . Then Sayang hungry . Sayang ate . I and Brother in law Drink Water only . Loads of craps and laughter . I cant stoping laughing cause Sayang & Brother in Law talk craps .

After eating , walk pass durian Shop . YumpYump ! Abang treat us Durian . Sedap ! Haha ! I was eating with Sayang then suddenly he hilang . He went to a shop infrount of us where we are sitting . I talk talk with Brother in law . take photo . then suddenly Sayang went out from the shop , take rapping paper , i was , " huh ? " Who's birthday ? then , he went in , few min went out , he called Brother in law . Brother in law return to sit , i ask , "Kecik belik aperh abg ?" he replied , "tatawuq". I was like , tatawuq ker taknak bilang ? Curious ! Then suddenly , he came , with this present , on his hand ,

Sayang : Happy Anniversary Sayang ! (Giving the present)

Me : Huh ? Aperh nie ? (shocked!)

Sayang : Aperh yang huh ? Kan Anniversary kiter .

Brother in law : Buat tatawuq pulak yaya .

Me : (paise) . Thankyou ! (Kiss him)

Sweet . I seriously dont expect anything from you . Cause i know your situation . & i dont event think of you giving any gift , cause i thought this could be a simple celebration . I was so damn shocked by your gift ! Thankyou Sayang ! Appreciate much .

After that went home . On the home SnapSnap some photos from Brother in Law LG phone . Btother in law disturbe this Indian guy while walking.

Brother in law : Excuse me , she ( pointing at me ) preety anot ?

Indian man : Preety !

Brother in law : She preety right ?

Indian man : Preety !

Sayang : Thankyou ! Thankyou ! My wife !

Me : ( laughing sampai caket perot )

Indian man : Your wife ?

Sayang : Yarh whye my wife larh . ( walkoff )

Me : B , Malu nyer !

Sayang: uat aperh nak malu .

Me : ( still laughing )

Then reached home , talk to mama and baba . They preparing for Saturday Performances . And chilled out there one whole day . Till at night something happen . Mama and Syang quarrel , sad . Till i was affacted cause went Mama and Baba talking about Sayang . Sayang not happy . & he he went outside , then i say , " darh larh b . " he replies , " eu diam ! " Haish . i was a bit hurt by hys words by i did understand him in the same time . Understanding his situation , and knowing that hys hot tempered . He get changed to his army clothes , he say hys going Caltex lepak with Brother in law . So , he waited for me till we get a cab .

Totally silence . No talking . My tears stars to fall , cause it really sad that our anniversary was nive in the day but not at night . He didnt realise till , he caught my eyes , asking why , and i said nothing . and he kissed my forehead , which i hugg him tightly .

Have one cab , on the way , i read this Book that Brother in law borrowed me . Hys realationship with hys ex ghurlfriend , Yuyun . That time i was with Zul , went he was having that realtionship . Lots of story i read . Sweet . Romance . Hurt . Aload . Now , both of them have seperated . Really sad . they were the best couples .

Reached home , I open the present that Sayang gave me . To my suprised it was a LOVE perfume . Thankyou Sayang ! I get washed up , Mama using my laptop , so i watch tv while waiting for her . Wents she done , i edit the pictures that i took , its all at my tagged view there for photos . Okkaeys ?

After editing , continue reading Brother in law Love Story Book , and now im blogging .

Special dedication to Sayang ,

Dear Sayang ,

I didnt expext that you will give me something . I was empty handed too . But , i what i want is your love and you care tohwards me , present nothing much to much . But your sincerlty of being with cared . Dear , Happy 4th Month Anniversary . We went true tick & thin together . May we last long , and shared our life time together . You prove me that you change , You proved me that your not like before . You proved me that your serious in this realationsip . Im glad you change . And i have no reasons to leave you all alone animore . I hope this will remain as it be forever . Baybe , your romance are my strength , your love make me strong , your looks make me preety . No matter what , you are always mine ! Smiles ! Will be waiting for our upcoming months Sayang .

Love ,

Yayacintaa

Tagged reply , too kynn . Yupp its about Nana . About the sondol thing . Anw , its all over i have taken what mama bought for me and Lia . So , i have nothing to do with you guys animore . Let me say out loud , there's NO ONE wanna potong aidil burung ! So , if you see the comment in tagged , about the airport thing , its Apit , who say that . But who wrote that in Kecik's Tagged photocomment , behing Apit photo , IDK ! But since , you guys wanna know so much, and thought my side wanted to potong hym . You guys are WRONG ! there's NO ONE wanna touch any of you ! Its Singapore , everyone dares to say , but doesnt dares to do . Until the say infrount of us . Then the dares . Humans are Humans . Be logic ? Think wide . People come in good manner , treated them good . Not he other way wrong . Its over , i dont wanna say much anymore . Im done & over about it . So long and all the best people .

p.s : im not here to hurt anyone feelings . If i did , i apologised . Thankyou !

Tomorrow , i'll be waiting for Kia Feichi People to come , cause they wanna do recording video ! I'll be waiting for you , people ! 5 songs to record will be uploaded at Youtube , onces its ready . I got to go now . Tired cause im out one whole day .

Love,

Yayacintaa

Tell Me Now ;

2009-10-12T22:37:00.002+08:00

Im finding people that intrested in KudaKepang . Anyone interested ? Tagged me NOW ~ !

Over soon ;

2009-10-12T11:20:00.002+08:00

Dear Diary ,

Lately , i been so sad for the past few daeys/hours and whatever is it . I been so strong to face the consequences . Hopefully , i will take back everything . Tak semestinye orang cakap besar akan jatoh , you have to be prepared for the worst that will over come your life . And be prepared , cause i'll be fighting for my right .

Let the future do the talking . Well , tomorrow . i proudly survive 4 Months with Sayang . Going out with him after his camp . And i miss hym alot !

Dear Sayang ,

We been through thick and thin together . Till parents have agreed with us . & im sure , you been so faithful to me since the day we petch back . And now , you changed aload . May this will remain , and will never fade . I'm sorry if i did hurt you all this while , but seriously , i dont mean too ! So , may our monthsary will always be memorable . And , i love you so much ! You been so patient with my attitude , and alwaeys giving the love , i love you more each day sweet . The day we know each other will never be forgotten . Too much , i love you !

Lovee ,

Yayacintaa <3

Hurt ;

2009-10-11T13:12:00.002+08:00

Dear Diary ,

I am so dissappointed with what happen yesterday . Totally . There's no manners and respect at all .. What have i done wrong ? Aytes , let straight to the point . I had enough of everything . I been kept silence all this while .

Yesterday , i went Sri Cempaka Puteh performance . Seriously , i come there to watch not to do anything STUPID or , finding faults . I went out of cab , dfind place to sit . And see them performan . (insertname) , suddenly wanted me to come to her and i thought she mean GOOD ! but , i think ada disebalik nyer . So , i decided to go . Then something happen . I was shocked . And also unbelieveable .

After everything , i ask cikdean ,

Me ; Cikdean kenape , mummie pakai , Kapor nan Kicap . Biler balikkan yaya ?

Cikdean ; Mummie kuar kan barang yaya . Bab tuh tady cikdean tak tengok .

Me ; Huh ? ( darh start kuar airmata) walkoff .

Towards to mama .

Me ; Mama , balik . (crying)

Mama ; Asal ?

Me ; Mummie darh kuarkan barang akak . (crying) Walkoff .

Then something happen under block . Cikedean came . I cry non stop . For good sake . I was v v v v v v v v v dissappointed . Totally . Who was there yesterday , i didnt expect that to happen , seriously ! Time to go home , there's this guy stop my cab . I was lyke huh ? Mummie suroh . Saying i Pipit & Erul nak potong orang .

ehk , kiter semua saturh family datang , bukan nak buat kecoh . Kiter semua datang dengan niat baik . Tapi aperg motive korang semua ?

Im still dissappointed still now .

Love,

Yayacinta <3

Excited ? ;

2009-10-07T11:37:00.002+08:00

Dear Diary ,

I have decide to blogg as N level are finishing so soon ! Im gonna mish school soon . But still , im gonna enjoy my holidays . And i heard from my councilling teacher that she would want me to come back to help her with her paper work ! Fuhh ! Can i , Mrs Goh ? I seriously want the baking lessons again !

Sayang out to work . And im alone at home . Brrr , hoping that Sayang could at least give me a call or something ? Well , we had loads of plan this week and next week . Hoping Sayang takes hys MC . and really want to be with hym . Very well that Sayang change alot . I did borrowed my LG phone to him . Cause of resons . HE did took care of it ! Seriously any damage , you pay for it .

Heard about this Saturday . Well , if anyone intrested to see Kudakepang , please ask for address . As im going over . Insyaallah . I thought mum woudnt wanna go . And i did plan with Sayang about this Saturday . Last min , mum told me she will be going . So okkaeys , good anw . Save my Pocket money ! Weeeee ~ ! Sayang will be going with Brother in law , plus family i think .

Hoping this Saturday , goes "very smoothly" ;) . All the best to you all ! Selalu di ingatan , Sri Cempaka Puteh . Those who mish me , do come to me , and find me . I'll be waiting . Cause your missed too !

Till here ,

Yayacintaa <3

Kau Milikurh ;

2009-10-04T21:20:00.002+08:00

Dear Diary ,

Im confused and still mad with people now days . Im begging you guys , just stay out from this . Please dont start the Fire first ! Please be more mature . Its 2009 , stop being Internet gangter . Late of time aready . No such people do this anymore . If your not happy , do say straight forward to us . Not talking behind us . I begged , think WIDE ! And stop being Internet gangster . Thankyou !

I have nothing much to update . Im gonna be away . As , N level starting tomorrow . Finishing this N level . And im done with Secondary School ! So Long !

Love ,

Yayacintaa <3

Happiness & Revenge ;

2009-10-03T01:15:00.002+08:00

Dear Diary ,

I just come back celebrate the Eve with Dearest Classmate . Really enjoy it alot ! Next outing will be Next Saturday ! Will be waiting . Photos will be uploaded soon . Its my happiness today .

I'll be waking up early in the mroning later . Get ready after mum go out . im going out . With ? Sayang . Where ? Planning . Revenge ? With mum ? I think so . I js hate being use names . I'll make sure it came true . Oh mum , sorry if i hurt you . Cause , you hurting me more . Your selfish . And also , look yourselve in the mirror , you having affair with hym . Macam mane kingkong tak tinggalkan mama . The same story like Bohsia . Sorry mum . Im not being rude ! But its all the fact !

I got to go . Js a short update !

Love,

Yayacinta <3

Misses ;

2009-10-02T00:02:00.004+08:00

Dear Diary ,

I been missing this particular guy , Muhamad Zulfiqar Bin Khairul Anwar . Will be waiting for you . 8 days and counting ! Will wait for your return . Kia Feichi oyy !

& i need Sayang to be with me NOW ! I mish hym truckloads . Eventhough i js met hym 2 daeys ago . But still , i js get seperated by from him .

Will be going out with classmate later . Photos will be tak taken an upload at tagged . And Saturday , will be going out with dearest Husband . Js cant wait .

Im so upset with Mama js now . I went food court to eat . I was busy entertaining this crazy guy . So irratating . then Sayang called me . i ran outside foodcourt , and talk . Cause i dont wanna let mama hear . Then , went i come back . Mama talking with hyer boyyf or whoever , then she realise my nails , i was using Red Nailpolish , and she say , " Kakak , Kuku kaw macam pompan Prostitute! " I was talking on the phone with Sayang i told hym to called back later . My tears was going down my checks . Seriously , how can a mum say like that ? And i was so shocked ! Ohmy , she can use that kinds of words . Exscive that im nothing to her . And she say she gave up with her children . I was crying and loads of words , thinking in my mind . She's the one who want us . She's the one who realy wanna take care of us . If she really gave up . I as well , find a new house in town with js one room flat . And stay by myself with all my effort ! Seriously shirt , im doing that . Finding a new home . Without mum around . And survive with my own hands and effort . A understanding mum , wont say such words to her own children . Giving reason , for us to chances was Bullshits ! I js hate being treated this way .

I was crying went i told Sayang . Sayang told me not to cry . And i seriously told him that i feel like running away from home . I tell out everything . And Sayang was asking me not to cry . Thank you Sayang for the comfort . I really appreciate much . I love you Sayang . And your my one and only . You understand me aload . And i seriously hope that we remain this way forever . With much love , from me to you ! And i'll meet you soon Sayang ! See you on Saturday . Pink ? okaeys ?

Im gonna thinking about a new flat . And im gonna survive alone . Went i reached 18 . I'll makesure that , i will have a new life . I prefered to be alone . then , being pampered with someone . Day by day , i realise that both Mum and Dad are the same . I wanna stay away from them . And having a new life for myself . Will be aiming , as soon as possible .

I got to go now . Need to rest for tomorrow . I dont wanna have eye bags any way .

Love,

Yayacintaa <3

Shits ;

2009-10-01T18:33:00.003+08:00

Dear Diary,

I am so damn fcuking mad with this particular guy who from this particular group

" ehk jantan . akurh memang uhk bukan kaw peh baju uhk . Tapy akurh JIWER baju kaw . beh asal ? kaw nak buad mulot nan akurh ? kaw bbual depan-depan akurl larh sial . Kaw pikir akurh aperh ? Senang nak bbual blakang akurh ? Ehk kalo manchoy ader , akurh rase muker kaw darh pecah larh cia . Kaw tak puas hati nan akurh ? Personal larh nan akurh ! CCB ! ehk jantan , darh bagos akurh buad name baju kaw hawt pt woodlands . cikit peh tak ader terime kasih ! Kaw tak hormat kepale kaw perh ? Kaw nak kene potong ? Cial uhk , kaw leh senang kater uhk , pasal nonok kaw tak nak masok campor ! ehk , akurh tak heran uhk cia ! Tak ader konek pon akurh masih leh hidop larh cial ! CCB ! Akurh tak nak gadoh nan kaw uhk , tapy akurh rase kaw masuh YP uhk cia ! Baru 15 ? Nak fanatic ? Tyme lambat larh dohh ! I dont give a damn on you ! You will see the next meeting . Muker kaw akurh pecah kan !

I told Sayang baout it . And Sayang was also angry . But still he told me not to get involve .And tell me not to be with them anymore . It not that i dont want to follow your command but , i still love that group . I'll wait till my pateint is over . And i tell you , i;ll hate them how i hate the another group . I swear , i will . I have no regrets seriously . This is all bullshits .

I been enjoying my one week in school totally , im prefer staying at home than at school . Even though i skip loads of classes but , im happy now . I met Fahmin , my classmate just now , pass me smoke machine . And did ask hym what they are learning in school . Surprised to hear that they are having all straight Maths Lesson . Big no for me , i'll be js wasting my time only .

Sayang did remind me to bring my LG phone . So i will bring for him .

Im so damn stress . Update soon .

Romance ;

2009-10-01T00:56:00.004+08:00

Dear Diary ,

I was so surprised that there's still another mean people at another group member . Seriously shit . I hate this type of people . Im not siding a any person who ever , but ths really embarrassed me aload . I shouldnt get involve , but im so damn dissappointed with their behaviour . How i wish i could , js shout at them infrount of their face , and telling them that there are jus being so selfish . Thinking about themselves !

Today was totaly sweets and laughter . The family bond with Sayang side was great ! Im been missing all my in laws . I meet Sayang and Brother in law at Amk Hub . Took 169 tuhwards Nee Soon Camp . Its not because we wanna go National Service . We are going to this tattoo shop , called David Tattoo ... Cant that remember . So on the way , in the bus . As usual , Sayang will see his Video , that i took . Its at youtube . Find under , " Warisan Sri Melati - Kecik Closing " . Brother in law busy hearing DSP Gamelan at my mp3 . Apon reaching , get that smoke machine on . And , went inside Uncle David Tattoo shop . I was amazed . I swear it was my first . So did see some design . Prefectly NICE !

There's this customers , a botak man . Erm , doing setan picture . Nice . Brother in law , wanted to complete hys left arm . which end up he manage to complete . He begans with 1/3 of it . And then Sayang finish up hys Tattoo , making the whole hand fully with tattoo . Then , Brother in law continue doing full arm . I js cant bare to see their faces , cause it totally pain ! i wonder how they can stand it . Uncle David did recommand me to do . Sayang was saying , " akurh tak bagy kaw buat . Lempang kanng ! " Funny . I kept quite all the way . While waiting for Brother in law , Sayang and Me went survey backdoor . Laugh , laugh , then i went back to see how's Brother in law while Sayang still surveying the back door . Smile at Brother in law , Sayang come inside and Smile at him . Brother in law was confused . But inside hys ming something going on . Laugh . Laugh . I know you , You know Public Dont know !

After all , snap snap to busstop , smoke machine . And went back Amk . Took train , to Lavender . I was so tired and hungry , but still manage . Sayang was so damn sweet ! There was a seat in the train , i was in between Brother in law and Sayang . Sayang from the back , shouting , " B , dudok ! " I was shocked but still , husband command have to follow . So , i did . Brother in law and Sayang sit seperates ways . Sayang was busy playing hys handphone game and hearing my MP3 while Brother in law sleep . I was busy looking for people , and concentrating on Sayang . Kushuuk playing game .

Reached Lavender . Smoke Machine again . I told Sayang i wont be sitting at hys house cause of my attire . I was wearing short hot pant and Cotton on Long top . So , i wouldnt want my in laws to think bad about hym . So i sat outside at his house and i was busy Looking at , Sayang cousins playing football . Sweets . And i like Baby ! Cute banget ! Smoke machine . And waited for Sayang to pack and finish eating . As he going Part tyme work , At Caltex Car wash at Golden Mile . And the next day , he will be going Camp . I did scold him onces . Cause , he was sick having 2 jobs in one day . Told him to quit . But , still he continues . I have nothing to stop him . If his finding money for hys own life .

Took cab , home but before that send Brother in Law and Sayang to work . And im off home . And now im blogging . early in the morning .

Brother in law did ask me : ~

Abang : Yaya , yaya terime Kecik ader tattoo kat leher semua ?

Yaya : Yupp . Terpulang pade kecik . Kecik tak pernah halang yaya uat aperh - perh . Yaya pon tak pernah halang Kecik uat aperh deir nak .

Kecik : As what i say , love the way i am .

Yaya : Yupp true .

Abang : Bagos ehk yaya . Pompan abang tak macam giturh ..

Conversation goes . So , i have no rejection if Sayang wanna do this or wanna do that . But befire he want to do something he should tell me first or earlier . So that i know . and not worried about hym . So hopefully he wont do his mistake again . Sayang , day by day , your my one and only !

Love ,

YayaCintaa <3

Mean People ;

2009-09-30T01:45:00.003+08:00

Dear Diary ,

People are so mean now a days . I wouldnt say who but , i may not be in that place , i may not be a member anymore . But , the thing that im now surprised , even an invitation was not given to me . I realise who am i to them . But , i suppossed they shoudl inform me or something , Ohmy ! Sad and dissappointed .

Im out with Sayang tomorrow . Enjoying the fun and sharing the romance together . I did met up hys parent last Sunday . Its pleasure Sayang bought me there . Got to talk to Baba alot . I'll see you on 17th . And i'll make sure it will be happening . Cause , there's something in mind . Sayang was happy , but then ? im not . I still have hearts and respect to the one who gave me the power and strength . Did ask permission , still thinking about it . Whatever your decision is i respect it .

Celebrating the Eve , wasnt thatenjoyable enough , but hopedully this 2nd & 3rd will be a great one . Hoping laughter on the 2nd with Classmate and Having romace on 3rd .

Sayang will back to National Service starting tomorrow . So , i'll be sleeping at home while hys at Camp . I'm sorry Sayang , but i still be companying you next week . I been skiping school for lyke a few days . Plus This whole week . Its not im weak to go to school . But , coming school without any Studies going on i as well , sit at home and sleep . And attend school next Monday , just to take exams . And after exams , continueing sleeping .

I had plans after exams . I apologised to Sayang earlier if i dont have tyme for hym . I'll be working Mid of this month or Earlier next month , Will be assisting mum with her work at , Mount Ellizebeth . Js right behind Orchard Paragon . Monday to Friday , working hour . And Saturday , Half day . I'll be at the Receiptionist . And what i'll be doing will be , answering calls and assist mum . Simple but yet , its all about Nursing . Didnt learn much about Science in school . I remembered taking Sciende went i was Secondary 1 & 2 . And after that , i get my hands on , taking Design & Technology . And i have little memory space in my mind . So , i'll be facing problem countered while working . Hopefully mum bared with me .

Excited ? Jyearh ! With some upcoming event . ont the 2th , 3rd , 13th , 17th , its my special day so , hopefully it will came out in a different way . Im hoping the best from Sayang . The most im waithing for in 17th . Overjoyed i think . Im loving that day ! Farrel Park ?

Surprises ? Woah ! I bet people like it . Come down on 17th . Thank to Sayang for the invitation . Im glad at least there;s is someone who know how to invite me . eventougth im nothing to them . But still they treat me as one . I will never let you down Sayang . For you and them , i will do anything to get back everything. As whay malay say , Hidup Mesti Degil . Am i right ?

Proud to have a Boyfriend with Tattoes , drink , smoke , wrong compang ? Nope ! Totally im not proud at all . So what he have that all this but only Rubbish he gave to a ghurl ? Its better having all that , and loving a ghurl with sincerly . And for your information , Sayang treats me better then last tyme . Which is triple much better then last tyme . And hoping Sayang wont let me down . Hopefully . I dont care at all woth what he is now , what i cared is , he love and hys honesty , that he gave .

My experience ? Having Sayang for 3 an a Half months was totaly Complicating . Its worth of waiting . And patients . Either you can do it a not . As , one particular day you will realised that he come to you , begged for you love and asked for the lst chance given . And your heart was open to gave hym the last chances . Sayang show me that he change . But not fully change , im still standing straight looking how long can this happen .

Afraid ? Yupp , im afraid of loosing hym and afraid he might did the same . Who know , one day . Im not looking forward to it . But hopefully it wont happen . Im happy with hym now . And hopefully it wont end js like that .

Sayang , i love you no matter what .

Love,

Yayacinta

Confusion ;

2009-09-27T02:22:00.006+08:00

Its so hard for me to believe of giving hym another chance . All this while , he had been hiding somewhere in this country . I just dont know weather this is my right decision . Hard to believe hym now , cause i gave hym loads of chances . If you seen this blogg, previous post . There's aload of stories about hym . The way i love , care , cuddle , everything about hym , is all stated .

I did meet hym last 2 days . & spending a day with . With hym by hys side , one thing that i feel , A F R A I D of getting the 3rd time . I wonder why he come back suddenly . That day went i was walking home finding cab , i hugged hym . And say , " B , i takot . I takot you pempermainkan cinta i lagy . " And he replied , " Takk shyq . I takk akan . " I say , " How sure are you ? i takot you tinggalkan macam dulu . " he replied , " i janji i takk akan tinggalkan you . " And he kissed me at my forehead . And im went home .

There's still more . All hys text , msg , everything i keep in heart and mind .

He changed hys tagged . The same thing as what he did last tyme . But will it last long ? or will he repeate the same old thing ?

I seriously having a confusion in my mind now .

I wass so surprised , went i was getting ready , a called from Ijan ( hys brother ) ;

Ijan : Nie Yaya ?
Me : Yerr . Saper niek ?
Ijan : Nie kakak ipar ijan ?
Me : ( Terkejot ) Yerr . Asal ijan ?

Conversation goes ..

Kakak ipar ? Haish . To sadd to predict everything . How i wish he was lyke this last tyme .

Got to go ,

Love,

YayaCintaa <3>

Dia Kembali ;

2009-09-25T00:40:00.001+08:00

Back with Ex Lover , Kecikesai ..

HIATUS for the tyme being !

I need tuh be alone .

Different ;

2009-09-21T20:56:00.003+08:00

Dear Diary ,

Let me update for this year Hari Raya . Its all so DIFFERENT . There's no Happiness at all .

19th September 2009

I did aload of house cleaning . Change my bed layout . And throw aload of stuff . In this house im the only tall ghurl . So i helped mum with the Certains . Black end white thin strips . Its v v v v nice .

Boyyf text me he hys on the way . I was shit ! Havent bath yet . So quikly had a bath and i wear baju kurung with tights . Okkaeys , i didnt put own my make up pwder , wth eyebrow drawn . Then , Boyyf text me hys infrount on my list . I meet Boyyf . He prefer me with natural face . Which i sayy , "eeeeeew~" to hym . NoNo ! I look soplae without make up ouhkkaeys ? Help mama with buker . Arrange food . Its so sweet . Hearing azan , i bacer doa makan . Sweet banget ! We ate . Hearing radio , went they announce that the next day Raye . I was lyke Alhamdullilah . I am so Happy2 . Hearing takbir , it burst me into tears . I couldnt stop crying upon remembering my late grandmother . Plus , my dearest Brother . Who unable to celebrate with us as family . And this year we celebrate without a dad around . Its hys DEAD ! hys alive , but he got no brains to clebrate with uh .

Dear Abang Firdaus ,

Yaya ampun Maaf Zahir dan Batin . Kalaw yaya pernah menyakitkan hati abang or buat abg kecewe . Maafkan yaya yerr . Yaya naq abang bahagia . And yaya will be visiting you this coming Friday . Tunngu yaya ohkaeys ? I mish you , I love you , Mwuuuuaaahhk ! Abang i mish you sweet voices , and your Kisses !

Your Truely Sister ,
Yayaaaa ;D

Thanks to Boyyf who comfront me . I did ask forgiveness to Boyyf . Cause i really did aload of mistake to Boyyf .

Dear Boyyf ,

Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir Dan Batin . B , i tawuq i banyak saketkan hati you , i byk terluker kan hati you . I mohon maaf pat you . Walaupon , we byk gadoh - gadoh tappy tetap i shyq you bhyk2 . B , sempena bulan mulia ini , i harap we stay long kaeys b , I love you till elternity ! Only you , i have .

Love,
Yayaaaa ;D

We did play Bunga api , with Boyyf and siblings plus , lili brother friends . Well , i did enjoy . But poor thing Boyyf have to go geylang meet hys friends . So he left early . Erm , v well . I teman hym down , smokesmoke . Then went up . Watch Tv . at 2plus then i went bed .

20th September 2009

I woke up early at 8plus . Watch tv . And Bath . I was the first one who woke up early ! Haha ! Mum was surprised . So i ate aload in that morning . And i went my room , i make up . Cuase , my make up will takes 1 hour . So yearh , make up . make up . make up . Mum iron clothes . Then , worn the green baju . Nice ! We took photos .

Totally nice , but i didnt manage to seek forgiveness from mum . But , for her we did her best .

Dear Mama ,

Kakak ampun maaf zahir dan batin . Akak banyak susahkan mama . Banyak uat mama sedih . Maafkan akak ma . Dan akak tawuq , tahun ini berbeze , cause Papa taq der . Mama jangan sedih - sedih , cause kakak nan adeq - adeq will always be with you . Once again , kakak mintak maaf , Minal Aidil Walfaizin , Mohon maaf zahir dan Batin .

Love ,
Anak mu .
Yayaaaa ;D

Off to nenek house , i seriously dont like facing Mum side . But what to its Bulan mulia , so i have too face them . Took cab . Stop infrount of nenek house , 147 Yishun . And i saw baba House . argh ! I mish them aload ! So , went up , meet nenek . Nenek was surprise to see my mum lonnnnnng hair . and mine , so natural . Haha ! its fake ohkaeys ?

Eat , eat eat . Then Untie Linda , ask me to teman her . Smoksmoke . I really got an UNDERSTANDING untie ! Haha ! ;D So , talk , talk with her . Then talk tuh nenek about abang fir , saying that abang fir will be staying with us NEXT YEAR ! lyke hell year ! waiting for 14Oct2010 ! Soon ! Soon ! Soon ! Will meet hym v v v v SOON ! Nenek ask Mama : Betol Kaw nak jager Deir ? Mama : Aus dah janji nak jager orang . I was there . Its lyke , nenek afraid that Abg Aus will did hys old things back . Insyaallah , with the help of me , i wont let mama down . Abg aus will me taken care by me !

Till , 3plus , followed nenek go , Nyanyi house , than , atok side , nyanyi house also . Hapy , hapy . Went i reached at Atok side . Firstly i saw , Cik Mimi . I really lyke to see hym . And the onlything i ask hym is , " Mane Hidayat ? " . he say , hidayat went overseas . I was lyke , kenape hidayat tak bilang akurh ? Sad Sad Sad ! Then mum talk to Cik Mimi . She cried . I aready know about what . Then , suddenly , Cik Mimi , call me , so he talk about my father . I just agree whatever she say . And he did say about , Hidayat . He is actually inside . cause of rioting ! My breadth STOP ! ohmygod . i didnt know Hidayat was lyke that .

Fyi , hidayat once lyke me before . And its was 2years past . before he went NS , till he finish now .I miss you aload Yayat ! :'( So thats was my last house , i went back after that . To tired , cause og heels . Penat giler ! So went im back home , and rest . I ate . Then on laptop chat with Boyyf . told hym aload . about 1plus i went to sleep .

22nd September 2009

Today , i didnt went out . Cuase mum say , mum wont be going anywhere aready . So jyearh . I was at home . All the long . My throut and Nose was giving me problem . i ate adeq's medication . seriously , sleepy enough ! So , i went to sleep . Then nenek arrive . So did talk to nenek . About tyme nenek went home . So , yearh . So i went back to sleep . About 7 , i wake up and get wash up . So i was so fresh . Eat . then m now im blogging . Will be going school tomorrow . Cause some of my friends going . N level in 2 weeks tyme . So jyearh ! Preparing for it .

Boyyf will be online ~ ing later . So , hopefully i can chat with hym .

Alright , I got to go .

Love,

YayaCintaaaaaa ;D

Blue ;

2009-09-18T23:41:00.002+08:00

Dear Diary ,

I thought it was end of my life . I was happily on the way home . I js bought my 7inch Guess at Metro with Mum . While on the way home , in the train . In sudden i was so restless . And i almost fainted . I told mum as she's sitting , i need to sit . She was just happily talking with hyer Boyyf . So i squad down . Then , she gave me the sit . I was relief . But , all my skn , mouth , face , turn so BLUE ! & thought that its was end , i keep mengucap inside my heart . Mum sat beside me , and gave me oil , so i did rub and rest at mum shoulder . So reach Admiralty , i seriously cant stand long , i felt lyke my legs do not have bones to support me . Sat at Macdonald waiting for Buker , gladly , after buker , hearing Azan , i was relief , and back tuh a normal person . Mum told both my siblings , i was shocked though , cause i , myself , didnt know i was so Blue ! I was blessed i could continue my life and celebrate Hari Raye . Insyaallah !

Didnt mange to tell boyyf . I had some quarrelwith Boyf js now.

Dearest boyyf ,

I dont wanna quarrrel with you . Its not being mature or not . To think mature , i can manage everything myself . I js want us to be happy . But then , i felt so damn hurt , i had enough of crying . And i olso want you to know , putting a name , its fair if we can do it a same . and please , mind your words . Its so hurt . Think twice before you speak everything , its reallly hurt for me . I understand you , but sometimes you dont understand me . I been very pateint now daeys . And please its not because of mature a not . aytes .

Love,

YayaCintaa

I'm helping mum with preparation of Hari Raya , hopefully tomorrown boyyf Buker with my family . As , its hys first tyme meeting my family . Hopefully jadd .

Till here ,

YayaCintaaaa ;D

Geylang Outing ;

2009-09-18T14:54:00.005+08:00

Dear Diary ,

Goodafternoon Earthlings ,

Well , apologised much for not updating , as im busy preparing so many things , mostly Hari Raya coming , so did bought aload of things . Went geylang aload, aload, aload of tyme .. Tiring though . But , have fun . Didnt attend school for 3 daeys . Staring Wednesday till Today , Firday . Lazy to go . Heard from classmates , there's no studies . So i decided not to go .

I had my last Geylang outing with dearest boyyf , with hys members . Yearh , did enjoy aload !! ;D Totally . Photos will up loaded soon .

Currently im getting aready to go Mum work place , i wanna buy Heels ! Weee ~ ! So , yearh

Boyf having CSO as usually every Friday . And i cant text me , as hys highcard low . Boohoo ! ;(

Aytes , i got to go now . Photos uploaded !

Choose your Best Photos !

Survey ;

2009-09-14T21:43:00.001+08:00

Number One .

Wheres your boyfriend?
* at home .

Name something you did yesterday?
* Tak Bangun Sahur

Last person you text messaged?
* Boyyf

What colour is your hair?
* I just dye dark brow cause of N Level . *shobshob*

What was the last thing you cried over?
* Boyyf cause' of small matter , besar-besar kan .

Whats something you really want right now, be honest?
* Boyyf i mish hym so much !

Is there anyone on your mind that shouldnt be?
* Currently not now .

Do you have a little sister?
* Yearps , Menyakitkan hati dohh .

Do you like to listen to the radio when you are in the car?
* Tune on !

Who were you with the last time you went to the movie theater and when?
* With exboyyf , watch 3D UP . Forget When

What are you listening to?
* Kucing Cemari

Do you sleep with a fan on?
* Lyke Durgh !

Do you get good morning texts from anyone?
* Nope , i js say im on the way to school .

Where is your cell phone?
* Beside me .

Will you be up before 7 am tomorrow?
* Yupp , i got N level .

Do you wish you were somewhere else right now?
* Yes , with Boyyf

Did you speak to your dad today?
* No & Never .

Will tomorrow be better than today?
* Insyaallah .

Do you want to see somebody right now?
* Boyyf Muhammad Fadli Bin Abu Bakar .

Your current relationship status?
* Peace , Love & Party !

Do you like it when you get kissed on the forehead?
* Yes totally .

Are you waiting for something?
* For Wednesday , going with Boyyf

Do you think the last person you kissed cares for you?
* Yearps , totally .

Do you text message a lot?
* Yes . But Boyyf ppd low , so sunyi .

When is the next time you'll kiss someone?
* I kiss mum everyday before going school !

What was the last thing you drank?
* Coke .

What would your name be with the first three letters?
* erm , Name penuh kurh , Nur Halimatuz Sa'adiah , First three letter ? - Nur ?

Do you think you'll be married in 10 years?
* Im 16 , 10 years ? 26 , i bet , im having 2 kids aready !

Did you have a good day?
* Erm , tired !

If you could move right now would you?
* Move house ? stay with Boyyf cann ?

Are you happy with the way things are going right now?
* erms , depends .

Do you like being in pictures?
* yearps .

Where will you be in an hour?
* My bed waiting for me .

Is your heart broken right now?
* Currently nope .

How old are your siblings?
* 22 , 14 , 12

Do you believe in love?
* Im in love anw .

Do you think relationships are even worth it?
* yearps .

Have you ever done anything outrageously dumb?
* Yupps .

Have you ever kissed anyone and never saw them again?
* Yupps .

Where EXACTLY were you when you entered 2009?
* I went Lau Pat Sat with my family & exboyf family .

Have you ever kissed anyone whose name started with a D?
* Nope

Have you ever been back-stabbed by a friend?
* Yes .

Who was the last person you cried in front of?
* Mama , cause of KingKong .

Spring or summer?
* Winter

Do you wear make-up?
* Yes !

Confused about anything?
* Nope

Do you prefer to call or text someone?
* Depends

Do you have a secret that you arent telling anyone?
* could be .

Number Two .

1. How often do you think about him?
♥/ Every sec can ?

2. Do you like him a friend?
♥/ A friend ? I know hym as a friend .

3. How do you know him?
♥/ Moroe than you know .

4. Who is he to you?
♥/ Boyyf

5. Does he ever talk to you on his own will?
♥/ i begg your pardon ?

6. Do you think he likes you?
♥/ Kaww naq kaw tanyer laky akurh .

7. What does he talk about with you?
♥/ Anything .

8. What does he give you?
♥/ Love , Love , Love

9. Do you love him?
♥/ More than Love baybe

10. Does he love you?
♥/ Ask hymm larh .

11. Do you feel shy to talk to him?
♥/ Shy ? Selalu jerit2 pat telephone ader .

12. Do you know that he likes you?
♥/ the night i chatted with hym !

13. Are you a very good friends?
♥/ Good friends ? lyke ?

14. Do you feel that you should hide your weaknesses from him?
♥/ Hide ? Deir tawuqq dohh .

15. Do you think about him all the time?
♥/ Tadd darh tanyer knn ?

16. Do you feel to give a gift to his birthday even when you don't know how it will make him feel?
♥/ Tunggu next year , then i plan .

17. Do you really want him to know about your feelings?
♥/ Yesh totally .

18. Do you believe in love?
♥/ Im in love , totally .

19. What do you think /what are your feelings for him?
♥/ I wannt hym forever cann ?

20. Do you feel sad when he is not OK?
♥/ Yes .

21. Does your friends know you love him?
♥/ Yesh aload people know , but sometimes BLIND !

22. Do you stare at him a lot?
♥/ Stare ? Haha ! Naq rembat buleh ?

23. Do you get jealous when people talk to him?
♥/ Jealous ? Kuat tawuqq ! ADUI , setakat bbual nan kwn pon boleh world war 10 .

24. Did you tell him you love him?
♥/ Yes ! Alwaeys .

25. Do you call him?
♥/ Yes .

26. Do you text him?
♥/ Bru msg , tanyer biler naq online ?

27. Do you think about him everyday?
♥/ Almost every time .

28. Did you kiss him?
♥/ Selalu .

29. Do you write about him in your diary or journal?
♥/ Yes .

30. Do you try to make him jealous to love you?
♥/ Akurh taq kenek maki darh bagos .

31. Do you ask his friends if they like you or like someone?
♥/ Giler babi perh , darh bagos laky akurh taqq jerit nan akurh !

32. Do you love more than 1 guy?
♥/ I only love one guy , Muhammad Fadhli Bin Bapaknyer .

Number Three .

First off, what is your name?
- Yaya

Do you have a best friend that you can talk to 24/7?
- Nope , Boyyf is my bestfriend .

Do you have any siblings?
- Yesh . plus me , 4 siblings .

How many years apart is your mom and dad?
- Four , skrg darh taq ader paper lagy .

Do you like someone?
- Yesh ! Boyyf

Where is your dad right now?
- taqnaq ambek tawuq !

Do you burn incense?
- Yes .

Closest purple object?
- My BARNEY !

What is bugging you right now?
- Boyyf where is he ?

How does your hair look right now?
- Let go . Wind Blow .

Do you have any fears?
- i do .

What do you hear right now?
- Suria , dipinggiran Ramadhan .

Can you roll your tongue?
- YESH !! PREFECTLY !

What are you wearing?
- T shirts and Shorts .

Who was the last person to message you?
- Boyyf

Do you like emo kids?
- Nope .

Rock or Rap?
- Rap

Flying or Driving?
- Merangkak taqnaq ?

Was your Valentine's day nice?
- With Exboyyf ? Clebrating Anniversary & Valentine tuhgether , its sweets !

What are you doing now?
- Doing this quiz & watching tv

Would you die for someone?
- probably .

Do long distance relationships work?
- Yesh , give and take is much important .

When did you last talk to one of your siblings?
- tady .

What are you doing tomorrow?
- N Level , buy heels .

Do you worry about getting older?
- No .

Do you bite your nails?
- Nope .

Ever gone a whole day without eating?
- Yes . that tyme puase ! i didnt eat at all !

Do you own ripped jeans?
- No .

What would you do if you found out that you were adopted?
- Shocked ! tears .

Are you jealous a lot of the time?
- Yearh .

Do you use a calendar or day planner to schedule everything on?
- Yearh , till using it .

Who can make you laugh during the hardest time?
- Boyyf I LOVE YOU !

Missing you ;

2009-09-13T22:31:00.004+08:00

Dear Diary ,

Oh Sarangheyo People ! Im lovely fine today night . Getting ready for school tomorrow , recaping the nect exam . It will be CPA practical on Tuesday morning . So , im actually ready for CPA practical . I did v v v v well for Prelims . So aiming for A* . Hofefully .

My dearest Boyfriend , Muhammad Fadhli , your deares ghurlfy misses you aload ! I see you soon sayang . Remember , Peace in Love , Make Love and Party , when comes the day . I love you !

Today , 13th September , exboyf , Adimin , called me early in the morning . Asking me out . So , i was sleeping went he called . And told hym im going out with family . He wants me to teman hym , go geylang . Im sorry . I can't . I also did wish hym , Happy Anniversary . Kejam pelik , 3 months with hym . Cepat jugak . Hmmm , he did text me , he thought our anniversary was tomorrow , nope . Tomorrow is me & exboyy, zul 14mth anniversary . And he did tell , tell say , js because of a my ex we became lyke this . I was like , HUH ? So , js forget it . Im happy with my boyyf now . And im staying strong with my love onces .

I did tell Boyyf about Adimin called , ihe say , "Bbual macam tak pelat jer." I was , ntarh ehk ? Biar larh . Tak kuase . Boyyf had MCYS one whole day , so they went bowling and stuff . So , didnt manage tuh text hym . Hys value , left feww Cents . So , he did use hys friend to calleh me . Thank youu !

I better go now , i have to get ready for school .

P.s ; I'm Mishing Muhd Fadhli ! ;D

Lovee,

YayaCintaaaaa (:

Im Back ;

2009-09-11T21:57:00.015+08:00

Dear Earthlings ,

I apologized for not blogging here . As my previous blogg , at onsugar.com . So all updates was there . Since i miss so much using blogger . I'll be using Blogger back . ;D

Let me update with certain things. With photos uploaded during the past few , days / weeks / months .

Life

Im now happy with my life . Enjoying with all those people around me . & Knowing the people surrounding me . Its a Small World i bet . Knowing loads of people with same Connections . Its really a pleasure .

Love Storia

Im Happly attach with Muhammad Fadhli . People may thought Im a " playgirl " . Changing Boyyf . And not faithfull to guys . Since the day i broke off with Adimin . And knowing who he is . And Boboy , what he said , "Brothers" will come first." So i have decided to move on after that .

Since that , i have know this guy . Who i known hym from tagged . And he started of owning one of my photo , till i send hym , asking hym to add me up at MSN . And he did . So we chatted the whole night . Knowing yesterday . But its js a simple conversation . And we plan to go lepak next day . So we meet up . & there we have the first sight love . So we had our love story begins on 2nd September 2009 . We meet up . We talk around . We craps around . We had our love on . It maybe a short while of knowing each other , but im happy with him .

Its been A week plus of knowing hym . And i greatfully its going strong . Im blessed from both families . And im now having a serious realationship . No more having ~~timmers~~ , ~~scandals~~ . Im faithfull to boyyf .

Family

Talking about my family matter , its alot of difficulty . I having my family court case next month , 26th October 2009 . I apologised to mum , that i cant get what she want . Of getting back with "hym" . Its a big NO .

School

About school ? Having N levels . 2 papers done and finished . English and Malay are done . So i wont be cracking my head . Now im just thinking about , Maths . the main important plus EBS , which can get my Course in ITE . Hopefully i can try my best . There's aload os support given . & i appreciate much .

Friends

Im mishing Kia Feichi Familly . Mishing Manchoy . Will be waiting for you . No matter what . I mish you so much .

Aytes , im done with everything .

Im quarelling with Boyyf again . Arghh ! Im being patient right here .

Love,

Yayaaaaa !

Misses ;

2009-09-11T21:11:00.002+08:00

I been missing Blogger !
Will still update with both blogg !

Baybe , i mish my dearest boyyf !

Will be blogging at night ! ;D

Wanna talkk2 and change everything at my blogg NOW !

Moved ;

2009-08-23T15:36:00.002+08:00

I've Moved ;)

RELINK ~ http://ohhboyy-iloveyou.onsugar.com/

THANQUEEE !

Rise And Shine ;

2009-08-22T13:17:00.002+08:00

GoodMorning/GoodAfternoon !

I js woke up . Totaly too tired i think . Today, there's no plans i guess . I wanna sit at home at rot . Cause to tired . Maybe tomorrow buker kat luar . So , hopefully larat . I feel so restless .

Did talk to anniversary boyy last night . Hys cute larh ! ;D Boyy , i mish youu tawuq ? I meet you soon aytes . Did plan with hym buker ~ ing kat luar so , hope kesampaian ..

I have nuthing much i wanna update i think .

Ohh yarr , that boyy burday coming . What should get for hym ? Or , menghilangkan diri ? NO ! but , still planning . Stress about hym ..

Got to go wanna bath ! ;D

~YayaCintaBintang ! ;D

Fastinq & Anniversary ;

2009-08-22T00:08:00.004+08:00

Wishing all Muslim , Happy Fasting Month . Jangan tak puase yerrrr ! ;D

And wishing ohhboyy , Happy One Month Anniversary ! ;D Lastlooooong tawwww .

Hurt & Surprise with exboyyf ? Haha ! To tired to say about hym . Dont know who to believe . exboyyf who i know for 13months or a ghurl who js i know . Which one ? Grrrr ! Did confront hym , but he say was nothing . Hell yar , how can i trust you ? I know your attitude . Watever , exboyyf .

And yearh , i did went for Terawih , which i actually dont wanna go , but mum force me too . So i did . 8 rakaat . Then i went home . HAHA ! those who text me , sorry ex , tgh solat . HAHA ! will be going again tomorrow .

Oh yarr i meet my schoolmates , rafi and gang ! plus , my looooong exboyf , RazmilSyahh ! I missh you larh darla . Long tyme nvr see you . Then suddenly see you . I didnt wear tudung , cause rimas . after prayers , take out scafe then , let my hair flew . So what people wanna say , still i go for prayers what . People mouth are so Bad !

Texting with , exboyyf & the anniversary guy ! Calling hym later . ;D

& my tongue piercing , recovered ! Fuhh , im just putting this bubel inside my mouth forever . ;D

Go to Go ,

Selamat Menyambut Bulan Puase (:

Dari ,

Yayacintabintang ! ;D

alone ;

2009-08-21T16:21:00.004+08:00

Since im hell ya alone at home . So , i get myself accompany by singing . Shoutinq as went i lyke . HAHA !

FunFun ! ;D

Now , updating . Cause im bored .

To My MSN peeps , sooooooo soooorryyyy , didnt reply your msg , or ignore you guys . Im kindda lazzy tuh chat and im kindda busy . Hopefully you understand yarr ! If online , not one ONE person will chat with me , there will be a DOZEN ! Swear , never lie . I have 410 peolpe , at my "tagged" catagory . Havent mix with other friends yet . The most people i have is at my tagged list . Ohmy , please understand sometimes , i have lack MSN . So yarrr , Hopefully understand me .

To Dearest Wawan , yaya busy larhh . ;( sorry didnt reply your text or msgg . Bukan ignore taww . Busy ajer . So sorry ! ;( I text you went im free aytes .

Im currently , hate being in love . My phone is away from me , both bill and ppd . Im lazy tuh see who text me , or call , or voice mail me . Wat-so-ever . When suddenly i see , loads of calls and msg . Brrrr ! Totaly lazy .

Even if having a boyfriend , didnt made me accompany . cause , hys all busy with work . And hell yearh , no tyme for me . Or , he will find me went he needs me . Lyke , WHAT ~ !

So yearh , i need a break ! I mish having a "child" with me . My loooooong exboyf with hys child . Grrr ! I mish Bilal ! ;( You have grown up darla ! ;( I wish i could have a child lyke dat . and wish tuh adopt one . But , brrr ! Im too young any way . Skip ~

Nuthing much more tuh update i guess .

Hurt ?

2009-08-21T13:56:00.002+08:00

Oh Well , I alone at home again !

Last Paper of Prelim ! EBS , was okays uhk . After exam , hurry went home . Exboyy waited . So , yearh . Spent tyme with hym .. Then saw hurt thinqs , well , js let it be . Aurh pon malas naq layan .. So exboyyf last long with her ! You Lied . Thanqs ehk boyy .

So now , i've decided to move on . And , jyearh . Aku happy nan hidop akurh ! HAHA ! So now , akurh mencari kekasih sejati ? amcm ? HAHA ! Kaeys FAKE ! ;D

Im bored actually , taq tawuq naq uat aperh larh kan ... So , will be update againn . ;D

Last Met ;

2009-08-20T22:25:00.002+08:00

Dear Boyy ,

our last met was a disaster , I was totaly down that day . Im hoping that you know , that im hurt . I reached there , while your mabok . I took videos of you . And suddenly you came tuhwards me , and look at me . You caught my eyes . and im into you . Boyy , i shouldnt go that day . I was damn lonely . And , after that day , everything change . Boyy , whye ? You come and go . You change the way you are . I need the old you . But went i reflect , its js the same . I felt so down . And sometimes i gave up with you . I really need to move on . Boyy , its hard for me tuh say tuh you . I need your first move , of seperating . But , went could it be ? No point of crying and no point of texting you , if your busy with yourstuff . I wish you understand me . :'(

I still love you , but day by day , its fade . I'm sorry i need tyme for myself , Boyy . And hopefully you return one day , with your open heart . :'(

Love ,

Yayak3c!3k`cintabintanq !

Suddenly ;

2009-08-20T21:05:00.002+08:00

Oh boyy , Suddenly you return back . Whye now ? I had enough of hurt boyy . Cant
you realise that your hurtinq me ? Boyy , why mush you did this to me ? Hadnt
you get enough ? I was so serious into you . But , i lost hope on you ... You
shouldnt say those promises tuh me . You should say that you love me , Cause
thats was all lies . Im not a tissue , that you take and throw . If you need it
, you take it back . No boyy , im not . Please understand me . Your matrue
enough tuh think , and realise whats going on between us . Think again .

Today Paper was easy , so i bet im doing it fine . Computer Application is not that difficult . I lyke Practical . And i did finish on tyme . Tomorrow i will be having my last Prelim Paper , which is EBS ! Sumpah , i wish tomorrow was my LAST N Level paper . How i wish ! At last gonna be Friday soon , fastinq will start Saturday , Cepat nyer naq puase . So , i bet im ready for fastinq . I think . haha !

Exboyyf , i mish you ! Haha ! RANDOM ~ ! Did text hym today , cause of reason , ... And had some "funny" conversation , that he wanna "taubat" . I was laughing all the way . Boyy , im gonna mish you soon . Haha ! Serving ns soon , and i bet you gonna be so tanned when your back ! All the bast , jangan notty2 ! Haha !

Did change my layout , RANDOM and temporary . will be changinq again . Lets see how . Im kindda tired . Will update again soon ! ;D

Loved ,

Yayak3c!3k ` cintabintanq ;D

a while ;

2009-08-19T20:13:00.003+08:00

I update a LiL' bit about my storia .

Ohhya , i was surprised tuh 3-6 viewers . Surprisinq . Haha !

So yearh , i had my D&T Prelim Paper , Lyke shit ! I didnt duh some of it , guess what i hate D&T . I gave up . and did stupid things at that paper . Haha !

Went back home , change clothes , and meet ex boyyf ( thinkinq ? who ? pandai2 teke . HAHA ! ) watch movie , at AMK . What Storia ? UP 3D ! Fuhhh ~ ! Best . Some part i and exboyyf was bored . So , yearh . Did enjoy the movie ! After movie , lepak , he keep slapping me ! Fuhh ~ ! " Big Fight ! " Haha ! Kidd . Gurau-gurau only ! ;D & we really lyke "close friends" . chitchat about hys upcoming NS . Haha ! Ohboyy , dunn forget me . Cukop tyme we went home .

Ohh yearh , im back tuh Sinqle life ? Great ! I just had enough with hym , i guess . I had enough of hym using me . I had enough of sweet talks . I had enough of hym , and everything . I plan alot for hys upcoming burday . End up , it was just a waste . So , just move onn ghurl ! ;D You have a proper life now .

I guess , its about all . Nothing much more . ;D

So long ,

YayaK3c!3k ` cintabintanq ;D

Hiatus ;

2009-08-17T20:11:00.001+08:00

Will Be Back After Prelim !

Past ;

2009-08-14T20:38:00.003+08:00

I was bored so i read all my previous bloqq which i wrote about hbby , i was bless that im still with hym . And hopefully it last . Kindda heard loads of stories about hym , but i told myself that i wont believe what they say till i saw by my own eyes . Im afraid that , i will loose hym . im afraid if they say was true . Please dear , your are my one and only . And , your promise of beinq with me ?

Hby out for training, for tomorrow . Will be going , cause penutup . taq pernah2 tgk WSM keluaran , so im goinq . Jyearh , and i promise hym . but then , naq kasih surprise , went i reach , i wont tell hym . pandai2 carik yerr shyq . Will be goinq alone i think . or father will be accompanying me . I see first .

And i did heard about mama talking about hbby . Mama watch the video that hbby played pat Henderson . He play ketek . Then the pokok broke . And , mama was laughinq all the way watching that video . its shows somethinq , mama since tuh get along with hbby . Hmmm , curious ? And mama want father tuh get dulu nyer scp contact infor , means hbby family and others .. Curious kann ? adui ! Hopefully mum blessed me with hym . I dunn want anythinq tuh happen again , lyke last tyme .

Nothinq much more , i love you shyq .

From emiliya

2009-08-14T19:53:00.000+08:00

1. wats ur name ?
ans : yayak3cik`cintabintanq

2. do u still schooling ?
ans : Yesh . Last Lap !

3. what colour do u like the most ?
ans : Sky Blue

4. do you have boyf/ghurlf? [if yes , skip question 5]
ans : I DO !

5. would you want tuhh have a boyfr/ghurlf ? [ if yes , skip ques 6 ]
ans : Skip !

6. what's your boyf/ghurlf best features ?
ans : Romance , HAHA !

7. do you have a person u like or admire now ?
ans : erm , ..

8. what present do you want for ur birthday ?
ans : For next year birthday ? i want a diamond ring ! HAHA !

9. what would b when you grow up ?
ans : model ?

10. do you like tuhh study ?
ans : tgk mood !

11. do you love ur friends ?
ans : YESH !

12. list 3 goodfriends n why u label dhem as ur goodfriends ?
ans : all my ghurlfriends , they have help me aload !

13. do u believe in KARMA ?
ans : Totally ! ;D

14. love is blind ? YES or No ? n why ?
ans : Yesh ! cause , .....

15 . if u're ex boyf/ghurlf ask for a patch up, but u like somebody elso, would you ecept it ? Why?
ans : ex boyfriend ehk ? indepence ? if i still love my exboyfriend , MAYBE ! But, still , i love my boyfriend !

16. list down 5 people tuhh do the quiz.
ans : adieq , kynn , nananayli , myra , ika .

Lameo ;

2009-08-14T16:25:00.005+08:00

English paper was lyke , easy . Js for Paper 1 . For paper 2 , taq habes , pasal H1N1 plus , micheal Jackson . The whole paper is all about that stupid topic ! WTH ! susah naq mampos ! Monday , Malay .

After exams went causway , do my tongue piercinq ! Thanqs to AMANDA and Lay Ying , thanque so much darlinqs ! Weee ! Darh pierce . Saket giler ! ): SKIP ~

Erm , nothing much tuh update . im mishing hbby , taq kerje cause demam . Hmm , kecian . He went polyclinic just now , so had hys medication , and restinq now . I think .

Suddenly there's a particular person tell me about hbby , grrr . Was mad about it , then asked hbby . Hbby did denied that it was hym . But, i told hym , i wont trust other people , till i see with my own eyes . Tros , he reply good . i lazy tuh reply back .

Boredem .

Will be back after exams , and will be thinkinq about Seni again .

Cikdean ask me to continue inside , Sorry father , i cant . sorry tuh let you down . But , i will be there tyme keluaran . Okaeys ? Father ? Besok amacam ? Jadd taqq ? Ambek yaya . Pergy samer2 ? Can ? Hehe !

Me and hbby did plan somethinq , so , hopefully our plan jadd hor ! haha ! Ksiaw perh boyy ? Haha !

i see you soon .

Nothinq much tuh update , till here .

I Love Muhammad Adimin ! ;D

Survey ;

2009-08-13T22:39:00.000+08:00

? Attach , Single , crushinq ?
LOVELY ATTACH !

1)What's his/her full name?
Muhammad Adimin

2) Does he or she have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
Hys My Boyfriend !

3) Do you know a secret about him/her?
Hur.Hur. I BET !

4)Is this person older than you?
yearh , 4years different .

5) Has he/she ever cooked for you?
Naq try boleh ?

6) When was the last time you thought of him/her?
Every Second !

7) Do you have a nickname for each other?
Totally , yayak3cik (:

8) How many times do you talk to this person in a week?
Selalu , sampai ppd low .

9) Why is this person your 1st top list ?
Because , hys my Husband !

10) Have you seen this person cry?
Nope ,

11) How long have you known this person?
Know hym for a 13mths , but together for 2mths .

12) Have you ever been to the mall with this person?
Erm , soon can ?

13) Have you ever watched movies at his/her place?
Naq jugak ?

14) If you ever moved away would you leave her/he ?
NO ! i'll brinq hym .

15) Have you ever given this person something?
Cominq soon !

16) Have you ever done something really stupid with this person?
YESH ~ ! gosh !

17) What is it that you love doing with this person?
Hys talks , hys love , hys ROMANCE ! haha !

18) Do you hate anything about him/her?
Went he went HIATUS ! grrrrr .

19) Do you know everything about this person?
Nope , soon .

20) Do you know this person's shoe size?
Nanty akurh chack kaeys .

21) Have you ever worn this person's clothes ?
Clothes ? naq try ?

22) Have you ever heard this person sing?
Sometimes . RANDOMLY .

23) Have you and this person ever had a fight?
Yesh , till we broke of then , im back tuhgether . HAHA !

24) Have you and this person went
pergy maner ?

25) Do you know how to make this person feel happy?
YESH , totally baybe !!

26) Do you and this person talk a lot?
Went we meet , thats loads of laughter larrhh !

27) Have you kicked this person?
Kaw giler ? akurh taq maki darh cukop bagos .

28) Do you love this person?
I DO !

29) Do you want to be with him/her forever?
Till kawin cann ? HAHA !

30) Why?
Hys my HEARTBEAT !! ;D

31) List down names that you wanna them to do this survey ?
- Adieq
- Myraa
- Nana
- Kynn
- Fiah
- Addah
- Ika
- ALL THAT ARE READINQ MY BLOGG NOWW !!

GoodLuck & All the best ,

2009-08-13T22:01:00.006+08:00

Wishinq All 4t1 ,

All the Best For Prelims ! Do Properly Horr ~ ! Don't hentam2 ! Hehe ! All best 4t1 !

Love ,

Halimatuz Sa'adiah .

Aytes, Studyinq for Prelims ~ GOSH ! hopefully the paper aint no difficult . Cause im totally damn scared !
And greatfull , tomorrow i will be having my First paper at the AIR CONDITIONAL HALL ! Bring my sweater tomorrow . And , will be finish around 11plus . Pierce my tonge . Then off i go .

Today, i went "study" with Hbby . Haha ! I meet hym just now . Then , spent tyme with hym , totolly MISH Hym aload ! Anw , its our anniversary . Thanqs ehk bhye , i dunn want you tuh pierce for me , naq terjerit akurh . Haha ! Chill around take pictures. Yearps . Cukop tyme balek . I MISH YOU larh shyq ! I wanna spent tyme with you againn ! Not enough ceh bhye . ILY ! Currentyl , hys highcard low . Grrr ! Wanted to top up for hym , but my card denied ! Gosh ! So , get frustrated . Waitinq for hym tuh call me tomorrow , but im havinq test tomorrow . Inform hym early2 . at 11plus then call me taww . I love you forever , sweitheart .

Aytes, i wanna get a super great rest . Wish me all the best people .

Loved ,

Yayak3cik`cintabintanq (:

Hiatus ;

2009-08-12T18:06:00.003+08:00

Before i go Hiatus , i wanna update about my life & my realationship .

First of All ,

Happy 2nd Month Anniversary to Me And Muhd Adimin ! We had been together for lyke 2 months , eventhough we are lack of meetinq but still , i love you darla . And shyq , im so in love with you now a daeys . Do not stress yourself with seni aytes ! I will be there for you aytes . I love you ! I see you tomorrow , and saturday ! Onces again , happy anniversary and , hope we last long !! :D

Right , it all over now . Im done with everything . Im done with seni . Im done with all that i should do . Right now , What im concentrating is my N Level examination . And will be away baybe , for Prelims starting this Friday ! Im gonna be rushinq back home and get change and go library tuh study ! Woah ! And im duhinq this myself . I just want tuh be indepent . And jyearh , Being my ownselves is better with people surrounding . But still there's people supporting me . Thanks tuh mama , Hbby and friends . You guys are great .

Dearest Sister Azillah ,

Please follow me this Saturday ! I begged ! And i really hope you can accompany me . I wanna meet Hbby !

Soon , im gonna change URL , so kalau dapat my URL link ajer larh . Kalo taq dpt , pandai2 carik .

So so lonq people , .. Will be Back after Perlim . Then Haitus again , then back after N level !

So do wait !

Loved,

Yayakecik`cintabintanq (:

Why ? ;

2009-08-07T12:07:00.003+08:00

I dont know why life is so complicated ? I just hate what happen tuh my life now .. I need a proper life ! Cmon ! How can i get out from every stituation without hurtinq anyone ? Ohmy !

Perlim will be a week tyme ! Good Luck tuh me ! Studyinq for the sake for N level ! After all , im done with it !

Will Be away for Perlim , Hopefully i wont get sick , as im having sorethroat !

Anw , there will be Kuda kepanq performance from my group tomorrow at Amk .

Got the Survey From Nananayli ;

2009-08-05T17:56:00.001+08:00

1) Single, Taken, or Crushing?
` idk

2) Are you happy with who you are?
` Yupp , with one person , then another .

3) When you meet the right person, do you fall fast?
` Right person ? Semua same , can ?

4) Have you ever had your heart broken?
` Yesh & currently .

5) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is ok?
` Kindd Off .

6) Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you?
` Erm ? Cheated ? By ? Who ?

7) Have you talked about marriage with another person?
` Yes ! And hopefully its happen .

8) Do you want children?
` Yes !

9) How many?
` Twins , a ghurl a boy ?

10) Would you consider adoption?
` I willing tuh take !

11) If somebody liked you right now, what do you think is a cool way to let you know?
` I bet , say out !

12) Do you enjoy playing hard to get?
` Erm ?

13) Be honest, do you play the "game" when you are dating?
` Game aperh ?

14) Do you believe love at first sight exists?
` Yes .

15) Are you romantic?
` Erm ? agaknyer kot !

16) Do you believe that you can change someone?
` May god Willing and , i wanna tuh chage 2 PERSON right nowww !!

17) If you could get married anywhere, money not an object where would it be?
` Erm , Heaven ! Hahaha !

18) Do you have feelings for someone right now?
` I DO !

19) Have you ever wished you could've had someone but you couldn't?
` Yeshhh !! but i cant decided .

20) Have you ever broken a heart?
` Yupp , and i learn from my mistake . Cause i regret .

21) Would you ever fight somebody over your significant other?
` Life Move on aytes .

22)What would you say about your last ex?
` Hys someone that i wants backk !! ): But i fall for hym . CONFUSED !

Survey Requested ;

2009-08-04T22:23:00.002+08:00

1)Are you single or attached?
- Complicated ; Kecikesai/zulkecyk .

2) Do you have a person you like?
- Yesh , ofcourse.

3) What is the name you're in love with?
- Erm , Kecikesai/zulkecyk .

4) If the person you love and your mum dropped into the sea, who will you save?
- Yupp , ofcourse . and i love my mum more .

5) Have you hugged someone before?
- Yesh !

6) Do you love your parents?
- Mum Only .

7) Are you willing to do anything for your girlfriend/boyfriend?
- Depends .

8) Will you hug the one you love?
- i will and i will never let hym/her go !

9) Are you jealous now?
- Jealous ? adui . yupp i am .

10) Who is the last person who messaged you?
- Kecikesai and Zulkecyk !

11) Who is your clique?
- Myra , Nananayli, kynn, Yana, Adieq, Liya, Ika , Addah .

12) Do you want babies in the future?
- Yupp , twins .or one ghurl one boy !

13) Do you prefer MacDonald's, KFC, Burger King, Long John Silver or coffee shop?
- Mac .

14) Do you sniff glue?
- Nope !

15) Do you smoke?
- YES!

16) If your girlfriend/boyfriend is a two-timer, what will you do?
- Up tuh hym larh , i olso can do what .

17) Which CCA are you in now?
- Gradute ~ ing class .

18) If you're rich, what will you do?
- Adopt aload of children , and bukak seni baru !

19) If the one you're in love with held your hand, what will you do?
- Hold hym tight !

20) If the one you're in love rejects you, what will you do?
- Life still move on .

21) What is/are your cartoon character/s?
- MickeyMouse , Plus Barney Disney !

22) Friendship/realatinship or both?
- Biar kawan seribu , mataer biar satu .

23) Cookie monster or Elmo?
- Cookie Monster .

24) Do you use laptop or computer?
- Lappy !

25) Do you like lollipop?
- Yupps ,

26) Do you have diary?
- Use to have one !

27) If you quarrel with your boyfriend/girlfriend and he/she wants to break, what will you do?
- Kecikesai , will blow hys tentrum . then say sorry . Break ? nanty baek balek .

28) Are you blur?
- Sometimes , random .

29) If you can have your hair died, what colour do you want it to be?
- Blonde !! Soon ;D

30) Who is the last person who chatted with you on MSN?
- Erm , not sure ehk .

31) How many girls/boys have you beaten before?
- Taq pernah pukol oranq .

32) What school are you in?
- Woodgrover

33) Favourite name for a girl?
- Ferlisha Amanda ( i & zulkecyk made it )

34) Favourite name for a boy?
- Taufiq Danial ( i & zulkecyk made it )

35) Tag 8 or more friends to do this quiz. =)

- Adieq
- Nananayli
- KynnBaybe
- Liyaa
- Ikachucky
- Addah
- Fiah shyq
- Kecikesai

Life Hurts ;

2009-08-04T16:11:00.002+08:00

Im currently gonna delete everythinq , blogg , tagged , fs . and what so ever im havinq ! Naq relax . darh taq nak pakai niek semua so , people , if you see me outside . GOOD ! and tegor hor ! And msn will be deletinq soon ! (: Bubbye people ! (: ILY !

truth ;

2009-07-31T22:59:00.002+08:00

Dear Husband,

I have been waitinq tuh tell you somthinq that i hide since we get back tuhgether ..
its have been kept quite long .

Bhye ,

You been a good role model to me . And eventhough your a "hawtstuff" guy . which your contacting with who ever girl . Serious , i dunn mind ! I pon mengaku jugak i pon "hawtstuff" and guys keept contactinq with me . To give and take , i have STOP contactinq with guys .

And bhye ,

You have change ! change in a better way . Sorry if this gonna hurt you . Dulu , tyme i baru-baru nan you , you letak qambar sekali . but your status , "sinqle." then , we went off , but still contactinq . you delete our picture , then we went seperates ways . I mengalah , cause i cant get rid of you out of my mine , and i love you . So, thaat tyme, i decide to , gave you a msg and text you back . And heard about your hand . I cried . Cause, i didnt know what happen .

Then SUDDENLY ,

NOW , you show me that you really love and sincerly about me . All the pictures in your taqqed mean everythinq ! Naq kater you darh berani letak "engage" dah berani letak qambar i ! And taq DELETE comment i ! Baybe , you show me improvement . And i melt with those words !

Bhye ,

Get this words , NO ONE CAN SEPERATES US . taq kire mama ataw saper2 ! Keputusan i tetap ! I Sayangkan you , dan i taq boleh pisah denqan you ! You milik i . You adelah segale nyer untuk i ! I love you deep down in my heart , tiada penganti dirimu !

Bhye ,

If this gonna be my LAST word to you , I Love you so much and kalo i taq ader nanty , find some one better that can love you . And baybe , dimana dirimu ader , disitu larh i akan ade ! I Love you truck loads .

Love,
Your Wife ,

Yaya`cinta

cinta ini milik kita berdua ;

2009-07-29T21:23:00.002+08:00

I mish Ddyshyq aload !

Currently i gave up with my D&T work ! Sungguh STRESS ! SKIP ~

Ddy, mmy mish aload larh . Where are you larh shyq ? You kater jer naqq msg . Haish .
Kadanq - kadang , i feel that your usinq me , sometimes i think you love me aload . Ntarh larh shyq . Please , change yourself aytes ! You been showinq me some improvement . Just continue what your are . Be sincer tuh youself shyq . Im sure you get someone that really understand you baybe .

Tarian tomorrow , i think im goinq tomorrow . I want to relese stress . Tarian is better i think . Preparinq for Saturday . And hopefully , tarian wont give me problem ! Ghurlfriends , i meet you soon ~

I had enough of school work . Penat sangat . Im havinq body aches . And im havinq rest asap ! Dont wanna think much !

Tipu Sini Tipu Sana ;

2009-07-29T18:20:00.003+08:00

Akurh naqq update !

Tuesday

didnt update cause of some reasons , So this is Tuesday !

Woke up for school, had breakfast . Text Laky kurh , told hym im mish hym ! Than off to school . Had P.E , Skateboard lesson . Believe me i fall ! *laugh* Burok giler babi ~ !

Then , had our break , for thefirst tyme ever i didnt finish up my food ! Waste ! Cause i dont have the appite to eat . SKIP ! i had Malay lesson then, Maths lesson . As normal revision . Then come LCD , Cikgu Noraini was tell us that she will be having Grow Coachinq . So , yearh . I was the 3rd person . Then, chatted with her , about family and told her that im from Kudakepang tarian , she was "shocked" . went she knows that i ate Kace and stuff . Well , she a religious teacher so , yearh . She did say that its not good for me and stuff . Just Listen .

And cikgu , cikgu mcm orang SPAM bloqq sayer . She ask me likye this .

Cikgu ; Maaflah kalau saya tanyer awak , Awak niek tukar2 lelaki ? betol ker ?
Me ; Tukar2 laky ? Taq larh cikgu . Sayer byk kawan laky . Tapi tetap sayer setia nan saturh .
Cikgu ; (paiseh)
Me ; (SMILE)

Tolong larh , tak salah sayer ramai teman laky ! Dengan class pon sayer get along ! :D

Then had another 2 period of Contact tyme . So , its our free tmye . Chatterd with Ghurlfriends in class . Cakap pasal "bapok" and stuff ! macam-macam . Laugh all the way had a great tyme !

Then school ends at 215 sharp . I have plans after school with dearest Syahna , of findinq a job but end up cancel . Cause of stupid me didnt brinq the house key ,not me alone ! Siblings pon samer ! taq ader orang bwk kunci rumah !! Naq kenek tunggu mama balek at 6plus .

Reach home , lucky my tingkap bilik tak lock . manage tuh thorw my Dnt Board inside . Try tuh take the key near my Door . Still cannot . Macam - macam care cuber tetap taq boleh .

I give up , i and sister plus her friend went foodcourt . Makan ! then , i have upset stomach !! Seriously not my day . Went tuh Sis's Friend house , tompang tandas . then while sitting at the Sofa , i fell a sleep ! till 630 ! PENAT !

Mama called us meet kat Macdonald , then ate fries . Then went up . Get change , watch Anugerah ! Catty , get well soon ! ;D Eventhough your sick your me No. 1 Female Fan ! Wawan , Kamurh Hawt Bangett ! Watch Jihan for awhile then cleep !

TODAY

Assual woke up , breakfast . Text laky kurh , then went out . Sampai skolah have 3 periods od D&T sunqquh tak suker ! at last abes jugak , tinqqal nak buat Presentation Board and Journal ! wth ! Cepat larh abes ! Then , had 2 periods of Malay , Thanqs ehk Heikel cause kaw oilih akurh buat Perbualan ! Sungguh menyeramkan ! Its lyke infrount of the whole class ! Semau kater - kater baku ! Fuhh ! Cikgu noraini was proud ! Ehk heikel , at least akurh taw tgk porn tayme akurh bosan ! akurh uat bende yang berfaedah tawuuk ! HAHA ~ !

Break tyme , then 2 periods of Maths . Revision . Algebra , really Senang ! cumer yang fraction ajer , confused . Then 2 periods of CPA , got call from lakykurh , i was lyke sembunyi - sembunyi pakai hp .

Hym ; Bhye , taqmo msg hp i taww.
Me ; Asal ?
Hym ; Hp i kenek curik !
Me ; haiyo ! okok !
Hym ; kat ner niek ?
Me ; school . i ader class . Got to go !
Hym ; Okkaeys !

I was like ! Aduiiiii ! Phone ilanqq ?! Mcm aner niek ? mcm aner naq contact ? Cpa lesson curik-curik masok internet . check taqqed , sen msg tuh lakykurh .

"DADY ! Macam aner hp boleh ilang ? Macam maner i naq contact you ? Kol i at 115sharp ! :D "

then had EL . Revision . 215 Hopin lakykurh kol . then didnt kol . Waited . Waited . Waited . Reach home , as usuaal , lappy then smoke . then suddenly at 5plus phone ranq . blinkinq ~ Camp/Sayangkurh ! Cepat2 angkat !

Me ; BHYE !
Hym ; hey baybe . Uat aperh tuh ?
Me ; tgh tgk Upin and Ipin ! I tunggu call you ceh .
Hym ; i work larh shyq
Me ; Okkaeys , asal taq check taqqed ?
Hym ; i maner pakai taqqed lagy ? Jan yang pakai taqqed i .
Me ; Abeh kalo ijan pakai , pompan bagy you comment , doranq pikir you tawuq !
Hym ; Yelarh , pasal tuh tagged i !
Me ; Tawuq pon !
Hym ; LAUGH. bhye darh mkn ?
Me ; Taq , puase . For Saturday .
Hym ; Mepek ceh !
Me ; Biar larh .
Hym ; Nanty caket taww .
Me ; memang tgh caket !
Hym ; Caket aperh ?
Me ; Caket kuat !! HAHA ~ !
Hym ; LAUGH ! I pon camer . Lepas niek i naq gy gelanq !
Me ; gy larh !
Hym ; YEARH !Shyq i bagy !
Me ; Otak you , i jer boleh ! LAUGH !
Hym ; LAUGH ! taq larh baybe . maen - maen jer larh .
Me ; LAUGH !

Conversation goes .

Then he have to fall in . So MAYBE he will be texting me later ~ NO IDEA !

And now im stuck at home alone , while other went down and eat ! I have no appite at all . So , have to do my D&T PB now !

Dia Kembali Pulanq ;

2009-07-27T21:35:00.003+08:00

I had nightmare today ! Which i seriously tak percayer oyy !

I had a class from Sharizal , which sunqquh irratatinq ! and menyakitkan hati . So, i quickly hangup . then suddenly got call from a mysterious person ! Which i serious dont know who !

Conversation goes like this ;

Hym ; hello uat aperh ?

Me ; tgh on the net . ~ dalam hati (net mesti sharizal lagy ! bingit akurh !)

Hym ; Kenal taq niek saper ?

Me ; erm , taq tawuk , banyak sgt num call hari niek (bbual fana)

Hym ; taq kenal taq perh . byeee !

Me ; ehk nie caper ?

Hym ; Adeq !

Me ; HUH ?! tio bo ? (terperanjat)

Hym ; (diam)

Me ; Serious perh , niek adeq ?

Hym ; yupp .

Me l i taq mimpi ?

Hym ; sepak muker cendiri !

Me ; BHYE !! (shoutinq/cryinq)

Hym ; silence.

Me ; bhye, sorry taw i pikir si sharizal tuh . sorry taw bhye .

Hym ; (laughing) taqperh .

Me ; bhye i mish you ! i mish you ! i mish you !

Hym ; i mish you tuh !!

Coversation goes .

OHMYGOD ! akurh sunqquh taq percayer ! he say ppd deir low , tros gy bwh top up kan deir larh ceh . I just cant stop msginq hym ! akurh shyq Mohd adimin sgt2 ! Insyallah jumper you besok . Weeee ~ ! Baybe , i mish youu !!

Akurh cinta dia ~ ! Dia larh bintanqku ! dia larh segalah nya !!

Akurh Dan Dirinya ;

2009-07-26T20:57:00.003+08:00

Im updatinq now , was away just now , gy tengok Sarkas Putero keluaran . Rate ? Averaqe . Last part gerek . Okkeys golekk !

Besok school ! Going to sleep !

P.S ; Kechik Wijaya Hawwwt Gilerhh ! ;D

Kasih SayangKu ;

2009-07-25T23:10:00.006+08:00

Not To Be Foggotten !

Dearest Mohd Adimin ! ~ Akurh rindu dirimu ! Adeq , jangan lupa yaya kalo adeq dah kat dalam , okkaeys ? Yaya ridu sangat kat adeq ! The last text was about you asking me about my sickness , Baybe ! i mish you , and the last chat . I really mish you ! i mish the way you treat me , and the way you tell me that you love me . Eventhough , that all just kater-kater manis . But still i mish youu ! Kalo dah kat dalam jangan lupa ingat yang yaya selalu kat hati adeq ! I just cant bare to see you merane . If i could help , i help . but , your gone now . Kalo dah keluar , tolonq ilanq yaya ! as what you promise me , yang you akan carik i biler you dah keluar . I cried went you told me about the new break . Kenape semua oranq yanq akuh shyq semua pergy ? Walaupon , im attach . & hys "could" be attach . But still in both heart , we are still together . Shyq , text-text you i taq pernah delete ! dan qambar you selalu disimpan ! i mish yooooou ! Akan kiter bertemu lagi !

Dearest Lil' Sister ! ~ Adeq kakak ! niek kakak persan kat adeq , adeq baru naq meningkat . Banyak lagy laki-laki kat dunia niek . Bukan dia sorang ajer ! Kalo Wawan nak maen kayu 3 , pergy larh . Deir masih nak enjoy life ! Kalo akak dapat sepuloh laky mcm giniek akak darh lame tinqqalkan . tak gune deq ! Seriously, enjoy life deq . One day , you find a better guy . Lepas kan Wawan tuh , dah terbukti dea tuh nak mempermaenkan adeq ! Tolonq larh deq , adeq tak akan rugi aperh2 . deir akan rugi ! Adeq dah byk bersabar , sampai biler kan ? Break it and continue Life aytes ? Stay Happy alwaeys , Lil' Sis !

Dearest Nana, Kynn, Myra & Yana ! ~ I mish all of you aload ! Hope we meet again ghurlfriends and , i wanna say sorry about the past ! Weee ~ Im sorry if i did hurt your feelinqs . I heard you guys ader talk2 about me , well , i dun mind larh shyq , if you got somethinq tuh say to me , just say olrites ? I olso wanna know about what . okkaeys larh ghurlfriend , I Misssssh you !

Dearest Boyfriend ! ~ I love you ! I mish you ! I want you ! I see you soon !

Dearest SPAMMER ! ~ I HATE YOU ! HAHA ~ ! Actually, spammers ? Do you have anything better to do ? Than Spam People Blogg ? Merepek sia korang ! Seriously not happy , SET TYME DATE AND PLACE ! Thankyou !

Till Here !

Dinqin ;

2009-07-25T22:38:00.002+08:00

Back For Bloqqing now . aytes ! Lets update !

Today , didnt go Chalet . Sorry KakSiti ! Hope you have a wonderful birthday !

Tomorrow, will be going Sarkas Putro Keluran , mereka undanq kami . So , im goinq , cause thats my cuzin Kumpulan also ! So , i see them tomorrow !

Everything normal , except the Spammer's !

Hey2 Kiki , aperh laqy kaw tak puas hati nan akurh uh ? Kaw masih naq jadd "internet gangster" ker ? Tolonq larh zaman biler tuh ? Taq out dated ker ? Skrg darh 2009 , maner ader spam2 laqy ! Please larh , your welcome to be my friend kalo ade niat baek . Kalo masih benci , disilakan keluar dari bloqq akurh ! Laqy pon your not invited ! HAHA ! So , whoever you are , kalo nak berkawan , your WELCOME ! Kalo naq dendam , JANGAN KEMBALI

Just come back from Causway , and my throat is still killinq me , Ate at SiamKitchen . So , order Pineapple rich end up i eat , tomyam soup ! Cause of throat favors . Went to the New Cotton On shop , thanks mum for the jeans and shirts ! Really grant it aload !

Love , Bbyboy out tuh Manchoy House . As usuall ! Dont bother about hym actually . So, didnt text me , and i olso dont care . He's "BIG" enough to take care of hymself ! YUPP ! But still , i love hym though . Meetinq hym soon . Not sure went , so hopefully !

Nothinq much more .

Sayonara !

Akan Kembali ;

2009-07-25T16:22:00.002+08:00

Will Be Back For Bloqqinq ! ThankYou !

Akurh Mempunyai Kekasihku ;

2009-07-24T15:39:00.003+08:00

To who-ever thats Anti~inq me , I dont give a damn aytes ! you guys are such a LOOSER ! of not owninq up who you are ! Kalo masih taq puas hati , SET TYME AND PLACE ! kiter turon ! So please , dont come come back again .

Im updating , I've move on . And , im in love woth this Lil ' Boyfriend of mine ! So, please ehk , akurh taq tukar-tukar jantan . Biar Kawan seribu matear biar SATU !! pleash uhk . akurh bukan small kidd . Akurh tawuq aperh makne cinta . Dan akurn tak susah kan hidop koranq semua ! Kalo kaw benci , kaw kuar . Kalo Kaw suker , kaw BACER ! Kalo taq , BERAMBUS !

Liyashyaaqq ! Move on taww baybe ! No matter what i will alwaeys support you kaeys baybe ! Just fcuk off with dat couple , we see kalo doranq last lonq ker taqq . Okkaeys . I Love you LiyaaaaShyq !! ((:

To the FANATICGERL ! name stop it ehk , naq step maner nyer fanatic , kaww jangan qanqqu myra boleh taq ! kalo ader pepek kaw tulis namer kaw larh sial ! Jaqan nak maki mak oranq ! Asal ? Kaw ader hal perh nan puki mak akurh ? Ntar2 muker kaw laqy pecahh larh sial ! SIAKSIAK ! ader hati nak jadyy gangster internet ! Ehk , GET A LIFE , BITCH !

Im out !

Hati Kurh Gembira , Bila Kaw Ada ;

2009-07-22T00:53:00.003+08:00

Updatinqq , tyme check 12am almost 1am . Supposed tuh be cleepinq , but later larh . Not tired . Chattinq with myra darlinq and some friends .

Update aqain !

P.S : YAYA MOVING ONN OYY !

Akan Kurh Troskan Hidop ;

2009-07-21T23:33:00.001+08:00

Yaya tenqah Move on Oyyy !!

Stop Botherinq ehk Passerbyy ! Stay Away Cause your not needed !!

Thanqqs aload !

Ahkirnya Denganmu ;

2009-07-21T22:13:00.003+08:00

Laeving Kakai is totally hurt for me , but still life have to move on .

I have made my decision . Abang adeq comes and goes , and now .. I made my decision tuh be with boboy shyq . Hopefully im doinq a right thinq .

Will be soon updatinq about Bbyboy ..

Hurt ;

2009-07-21T18:26:00.002+08:00

To Kakai , If your readinq this ..

Im endinq this realationship with you , its really hurt me aloads . Akurh taqnaq di bodohkan laqyy ! Pergy larh , your love onces is waitinq for you . Akurh bukan milikmu . Dan dgr kater ku ini , Guys come and goes . Make your Right decision .

Kater-katermu semua naq maniskan diriku . I had twice , and now with you . Im movinq on . Biar akurh yanq undur diri dulu .

Yesh i fall for you , but ... there's no point either ! I seriously hate it aloads ..

And no point of crying .. Cause you wouldnt care ..

Be happy with , MSK .. Watever soo ..

Aku Tak Mau Dilukakan Laqy ;

2009-07-21T11:59:00.002+08:00

I had enough of hurts . Baybe , make up your decision who you wanna be with . Be sincerly with relationship . If you love her more just move on . Jaqan mepermainkan cintaku . I had been giving in . And its for me to see that you have another person . I love you aloads but ..

Its your decision too love me or her aytes . And im not qonna force yyou . Js make up your mind asap . And tell me . I rela give in ..

I js come back from hospital . I had high fever 39.0 degree . And mum ask me to go NUH hospital . Took cab to hospital , and seriously i felt so restless . Register my name . My hearts pump so fast . I was told be in a room alone . So i was bored. Doctor let me rest and he did check . Gave me panadol so that my fever went down .. I rest , then about an hour , i was discharage . Great ! Pay hospital bills then ate , take cab went home .

I have nuthinq much tuhh update aready .. Js i felt sad that all my love onces didnt text me . What a dissapointment . Thanqs myraaybe for you care , only you knows how i feel ..

Got to go Now , ..

P.s : Baybeboy , your hurtinq me .

Kini Baru Ku Sedari ;

2009-07-20T20:22:00.003+08:00

Didnt went school today , had High Fever again ~ its lyke wth ! Me & Sis was well prepared for school , and js we both wanna salam mama . She ask the both of us tuh take tempreture . So yearh we did , I had 37.1degree & sis got 37.7degree . Mum told us tuh change tuh home cloths and both of us sleep .

Text Dearest , i didnt went school . & he called me askinq why didnt go school . So did tell hym . & He wanted tuh meet me so yearh he come down till , 9plus . Woke up mum told us tuh go clinic , so me and sis went . Called dearest meet at clinic , and he say okkeyys . Nurse took my tempreture its heats 38.0 degree . And sis 39.0 degree . So terrible and lucky were the first patient so jyearh . Doctor gave me 2 daeys mc , today and tomorrow and will be restinq .

Went up with dearest plus hys friend and sis . I slept with Dearest , but kindda not ~ talk craps . Duh "stupid" thinqs and smoke .. Still , he take care of me . Then played guitar , he sanq one sonq for me , Dearest , thankyousomuch ! ~ Aku akan terime cintaimu itu .

Then Yayan come , so he slept plus Dearest's friend slept , so i talk2 . and see phones ~ what-so-ever . Then suddenly i felt so sleepy , i slept at my room . And mum call me tuh qo then , Yayan needs tuh see the doctore so yearh .. I went up first and cleep . then teman Dearest . Thanqs aload ehk dearest for that "maki ~ ing" thinq .

Wait till Mahgrib ends , and they went back . Top up dearest ppd card so he CAN MSQ ME ONLY ! read this ehk dearest ! Kawan biar Ramai , Matear biar SATU !

To dearest , deep inside eventhough im hurt , but i dont show . But still tuh be fair . We both are the same .. I dont care what you wanna do as long as you love me and faithfull with me aytes . I love you aloads . Dan satu hari akan ku buktikan cintaku padamu .

Got to go , im totally weak .

Biarlah Rahsia ;

2009-07-19T22:26:00.002+08:00

I just come back from clubbinq , sungguh penat . So , im qoing tuh cleep soon . I had cough and takken that cough syrup . So yearh , tired .

I have nuthinq much tuh update .. Js tuh Myraa Darlinq , please stay strong and i will alwaeys be with youu alwaeys . ILY !

Nuthing much ~

Dearest baybe , i love you !

Keputusan ;

2009-07-19T13:08:00.002+08:00

I have decided to move on my seni , and give in . Well , mum have decided tuh have the closing keluaran on the 8th August . So , dearest scp , please dont givee any money aytes . Its farewell party too . Im goinq out aready , and may not return . Thanks S.c.p for all the sweets memories . Im gonna mish you'll truckloads .

Currently im updating while waitinq for mum tuh get ready , Im goinq out tuh club at Father's Club . So will be back at night . Hopefully i cann online and update .

Dearest Baybe , I Mish you and i love you ! Thanks For supporting me , and understandinq me . ~

Diriku Berubah ;

2009-07-18T23:55:00.004+08:00

Mum angry with me cause of Kuda again , its lyke whyee ? I oslo not sure . & mum keep naqqing lyke this .

"Kau kalo darh sukerh kat satu oranq dqn akurh pon kaw luperh ! Kan akurh suroh kaw kawan dulu ! Asik naq bercinta ajer ! Darh kenek tinqqal braper banyak kali , kaw nak kenek laqy kerh ? Tak serik - serik ehk ? Tawuk nanty nanges ! Laqy saturh , akurh nak kaw keluar kuda . Kaaw tak malu ker ? Baba darh malu kan kaw dpan oranq ramai msih naq masok ? keluar ajer larh !"

*Sigh* I just dont know larh weather tuh fall anot ? Scared ? Kindda . But im craving my "so-long-TTM" . Watever mum saying , im js lyke hearing . But really , what she is true . If i fall for sumone , i will fall for hym deeply . But end up , menqhilanq .

I learn my mistake last tyme , of lovinq a guy with high hopes . & i js donn want it tuh happen again . I maybe contactinq aload of guys now a daeys . But he came , and now . Im avoindinq every guy who's contacting with me . believe anot . i dont entertaint them if i have someone special . Cause i treat me lyke my Boyfriend . Hopefully , this qonna be my right decision . Cause im startinq tuh fall in love aqain .

Kuda ? LOST ! just because of kuda , im cryinq . i love this Seni aload . & i dont want tuh tinqqal kan Seni . I told baba that im concentrating with Prelim and N level . After that ? i js dont know weather tuh continue anot . Sometimes , katerh2 dwq menyakitkan . tapy , tetap sabar . Ntarh larh .. Byk pikiran . Js get rid of Kuda now , and studies important !

Im changinq myself into a proper human being . ~ i think . I thought dropping out from d&t class . I js hate that topic aloads . but , its waste . Naq dekat cehh . Monday have tuh stay back after school finish my Artifect . & im done for d&t .

SpecialQuotes ; Just Believe that Miracles Happen ! Cause im lovinq you deeply .

Saat - saat Kau Tiba

2009-07-18T23:10:00.005+08:00

Im updatinq because someone ask me tuh update . So bhye , Jangan complain bored . *smiles*

I just came back from Kuda kat 253 , Yishun . Totally tired . Rps undanq Scp mabok . So 4 dewi nd 4 dewa . Mabok till tak sedarh diri . ~ PENAT ! & i meet bbhye for awhile . & for sudden my ex boyfriend child went up tuh me callinq me "ibu" aqain . and i was like ,

Yaya : Bilal , ambek maenan niek .

Bilal : Ibu nahh (giving hys toys)

Yaya : Bukan ibu , Kakak .

Bilal : (diam ) Laqu O`o .. (Laqu ketahuan)

Yaya : (keluarkan hp) .

Bilal : Mama .

Yaya : (shocked!)

Then i keep quite . tatawu naq kater aperhh . Up tuh you larh darlinqq wanna call me what . Asalkan your appy kaeys baby ! I mish you larh shyq ! And now , im close with Kak Seri , Bilal Mother . So yearh , she darh masok SCP. Dengan rela hati , i say out my feeling at rumah Baba . So everything is fine now .

Js i get scoldinq with mama . Cause of Kuda . Im still wonderinq weather tuh stay or backoff . Perlim coming . 14th August !! Argh ! Takot gilerhh .

Wishinq KynnBaybe , All the Best for O Level ! Buwat betol2 taw shyqq ! ((:

I wanna say somthing tuh my special person ;

Im starting tuh fall in love again . And im tryinq tuh qet the fear of " bustard ~ ing " off . So i hope you know , Eventhough im nuthinq tuh you . Deep inside i love you . And i know , you know that . Mean everything you say , that you wont leave me alone . Promise me , that you will be there for me always . ; 사랑해요 ! (i love you ! )

Tomorrow im out with Family plus Myrabaybe , watchinq Ice Age 3 . Hopfully my shoes wont give me problem again . Oh yarrh , i js bought Lascote shoes , its really hurtinq my leq with all over bubbles .

Now im totally bored tuh the maxx , watchinq APM ! Borinqq qiler larhhh ! ~

Aperh laqy naq update ?

Ermmm , lastlast kayy ! I wanna sayy , i mishh that hawtstuff guyy ! Ilysm shyannqq !!

Akan Kembali Bila Kau Tiba ;

2009-07-18T21:54:00.001+08:00

Yaya gonna be awayy for the tyme being , till the tyme is backk .

Keluarga Bahagia ;

2009-07-16T18:13:00.003+08:00

To Mama And Papa , Happy Anniversary ! Semoga Panjang Umor dan kekal abady ! Amin~ ! Walaupon yaya bukan caper2 , Tappy yaya wish Mama and Papa , long life aytes ! (: Dan moga2 mama dgn papa , bahagia bersama anak-anak mama dan papa tersayang ! Dari anakmu adeq dan yaya .

Siapa DiriKu Disisi Mu ;

2009-07-16T15:01:00.006+08:00

Just come back from school . and finnaly lesson starts pernormal . And really had hard tyme catching up my studies .. Ohmy ! Hopefully gonna be normal soon .

Bbyadeq , Mish you truckloads ! & Happy Anniversary Papa & Mama ! Semoga panjang umorr !

Now, Myradarlinq beside me helping her with her blogg . And soon Yayan , wawan and izat coming .

So yearh !

Will update later ..

Ps : Kenapa si dia jady pilihan mu ? ~ adeq

Cinta Yang Datanq Sekali ;

2009-07-15T14:27:00.004+08:00

& tuhday i start my normal school with tempreture all over , sickness has cure but my still sorethroat and bodyache still there . Still i try my best tuh manage myself . There's no lesson today , what we did is paper cranes , & mange tuh do 500+ . Will be continue~ing tomorrow .. Hopefully, i wont feel so restless .

Well, my life gonna be back as per normal . What happen tuh me the past few daeys is just a life which i donnt want tuh be . I have learn my mistake of being in love . Its totally hard for me now adaeys tuh fall for a guy easily . eventhough there's still guys are wanting for me . Well , i much appreciate if we're closefriends like, TTM. But not more than that . Its hard for me now tuh love a person .

Ex boyfriend came back tuh life , and i js wanting hym for so long . Well, Bbyadeq , aka bbyakiro . He came back in my life out of sudden . As what we chatted the past few daeys . And , i js know that hys injured bcause of me . Bbyadeq, dunn hurt yourself again . I feel the pain for your injury. Recover soon . And , i promise you . And it will never be broken . Stay happy aytes . Enjoy your life .. And im sure you gonna find your Mrs.Right . Eventhough your craving for me .. And i , myself miss the past . Im sure you stay strong , and still i will alwaeys accompany you .

TTM, BbyKakai . Stay what you are . And its hard for me to express my feelings tuhwards you as your with her .. & its not easy for me tuh see you in hurt . If you lve her just move on . there's no one will stop you . not even me . You own your life , not me . Choose the right girl for you .. And you will alwaeys be love .

Studies are now not getting as normal with teacher on MC's and with H1N1 thing . Its hard now as we need teachers tuh teach us . But went came in Relief teacher which they teach us differently its totally haard tuh understand . And i did not attend tuhday D&T coursework , as im down with my sickness . I need rest . As its hard for me tuh cincentrate with my heavy head !

Let me explain what i want , and what others should understand me . I just want close friend tuh be around me , i dont care ghurl or boy . As long as they really want a friends . Friends like what ? Lyke TTM , bestfriends , closefriends , friendsforever and etc . but NO realationship . And i dont care if you people wanna say im flirting with whoever , and saying love with who ever .. Its my life my problem . Except what i am , and love what i am . You dont own my life though . But , i know what im doing .. I may be Bitch ~ ing around . But then , im not ruining your life . I do cause i want . I do cause i want have a great teenage life . Dont you want it ?

Being single is better than relationship , as having a relationship you been controll by your gf/bf .. And hard for you tuh have peace . Loads of quarrel all over . And i had learn my mistakes with my past , past , past , boyfriends . Even friends cant control you as , your nuthing tuh them . eventhough they treat you so special . Its a matter of life , if you could except everything .

Yesh , you may say , " Dulu kaw yang nak sgt ader mataer . " Now , its different . I dont care i got boyfriend anot . Itu semua tak penting . Hang around with whoever you want and do whatever you like . cause , life is precious . you do it once in a life tyme . Right ?

So hopefully some could understand what i want now in my life , how long you waited for me , i may have feelings for you , but having a realtionship , a big NO ! till went ? till im ready . And i still have a long way tuh go ! Enjoy Life people ! CHEEERRS ~ !

Sadness ;

2009-07-13T23:38:00.006+08:00

Love is Totaly Blind . Mama broke off with me best father ! *tears* And i broke up with Hady. And Ex boyfriend , broke off with hys ghurl . Totaly shadd . There's a video that Hady gave me .

Sad but still im moving life . Im done with love . Thankyou !

the past wont return ;

2009-07-13T22:22:00.002+08:00

Chatted with dearest exbyfriend . He js broke up same as me . And today is our 1mthsary . i did wish hym .

! уαуα`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
ohh , anw . happy one month aniversary !
adeq says:
happy one month aniversary too you too
! уαуα`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
(:
adeq says:
anytink msg bye
! уαуα`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
aytes
you too ..
byeeeee .
got something to say ?
adeq says:
signing off..YaY {A} DeQ
that wat i m going to say
bye
! уαуα`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
yay[a]deq selalu dihati !
byeeee .
takecare darla !

Mishing hym truckloads ! And had a new link . Hopefully its means aload tuh me .

100post ; Explanation You Needed

2009-07-13T19:48:00.005+08:00

Alright longpost i bet .

After all , i didnt update for so long . Kinnda Sick with 2 daeys MC ! Bored .

I wanna say too some people ,

Firstly ,

To Hady , Im sorry , hear's your explanation , i maybe hurting you . But let us both hurt . I want you to know , i cant be able to open my heart to anybody . You nor yayan or others guys . Seriously , im not ready for a relationship. After all, i get hurt from my previous guy, im afraid to fall in love again . Im declaring myself , if you wanna say , im a playghurl or what , .. its up tuh you ! i dont care ! Cause , im enjoying my life . If you think im Botching around with guys, its up tuh you ! Cause , you have no right tuh judge me . And my life . Cmon we are both 16 , i dont want any "Serious" realtionship . You guys wanna be my TTM , its fine with me . Cause , im treating all the same . And please , im not stupid . And what guys want . Tired of love ! and hoping that you could fine someone better , cause im not yours . Please last long woth other ghurls . May we come again one day . Apologise truck loads .

Secondly,

To BbyBoy , I bet your wating for me after i break up , but please dont put high hopes ! Im not ready yet aytes . And you can be my TTM , not more than a lover . aytes ? Seriously , guys come and goes easily . I bet some agree with me . Im damn tired of fighting and im hoping that you please understand me .

Thirdly,

To Yayan, You been waiting for me since the past June Holidays . And you badly fall for me . Thanks for understanding that we cann only be TTM, but not more than that . cause , im not ready . You know me much . I hope you can respect what my decision is . Thanks truck loads !

Forthly,

Adieqpampered, Babe sorry didnt read your blog for the past few daeys , cause im kindda sick . On Saturday , i was having headaces and fever till now . Im sorry if your angry with me . Hope you enjoy your birthday party ! And , baybe ! Stay PWEEEEEEEEEEEEETY !

Fivethly,

Woodgrove is s now down with tempreture taking everyday non stop , and also , we have particular guy had the flueanza , so , some teachers are quarintine . but school is not closind down . I wish we could . And now , im sick lyke high fever . Recovering soon , going back school on Wednesday . So yearh . Im gonna mish my Skateboard lesson tomorrow .

Sixthly,

To Bbyakiro ! Happy One Monthsary . Forgive me for what i did . And last long with your love one ! *smiles*

Nothing much to update, will be updating later .

Adakah Ini Keputusan ;

2009-07-10T22:23:00.002+08:00

Im having a new realationship, but i js dont know weather its right a not . Since Zul & Chacha , I & Dydi . Have settle . And now im afriad of somthing in the past might happen again .

And, the past few daeys, i been having loads of stress and and having my n level . ARGH ! damn stress .

I wont be updating much ..

TO ADEIQ PAMPERED !

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY !! (:

Valentine Baby ;

2009-07-08T21:06:00.002+08:00

My Bby Love , I Love You So MUCH !

Tak Ku Sang ; Tak Ku Duga

2009-07-05T12:43:00.003+08:00

Kau Menyakiti Hatiku ,

Semalam keluran scp , its all started lyke this , wake up early in the morning get ready , put make up , go yishun interchange meet yayan , they 5 min late , padahal i come late . *laugh* . Take 804 , stop kat rumah baba . then pasan Wiron and off tuh bus , sat with adeq shahidah . and off tuh Simei , in the bus make up Mairah , on the way tuh Simei , stop one corner wait for Father(cikdean) , then i went tuh back sit and saw my ex boyfriend with hys ex wife . Ex wife deir wants tuh jealous me *puuuuih* Jangan harap aku nak cemburu . then father came and off tuh Simei , reach and see the tempat verynice and sweit . emas2 barang . get ready for Semah , after semah , Tarian . Then Mabok . Me , Yana , Ryan , Hafiz and didi . Didi tak dpt naek . Kecian .

Then after mabok , rest tarian Batam , then Tarian Sinta , then Dewa mabok . Ex boyfriend zul come with hys ghurlfriend , plus mama lin and papa lin . Did salam mama and papa . for the first tyme papa was so happy with me ! Papa , i know your hurt deep inside . No mateer what please stay strong . Mama , please take care of your condition . Still , i care for you . Then lepas dewa mabok . rest . Meet Kakak Yuyul then salam . get ready for mabok . carik Vascoat , yana ask me tuh use Abg syam wants , i say no . Then she scold me ! argh ! Verynice , cant remember who mabok . till mahgrib rest . gave back Vasecoat tuh Abang syam , seri was "jealous" . Padan muker ! makan with yayan . then , Guru ask me tuh mabok again . i say okkeay go gelek . then patner with zul , then Father come tuh me , "yaya, okkaeys ?" i keep quite then say "okkaeys" . Mama come to me , and ask "Are you sure ?" i say "yesh. i dont mind." Yana larh niek plan . *laugh* then , kak nisa say , " zul nan yaya takmo carik pasal " . then kak nisa chang zul place tuh Abg faizal , tukar tempat . I was relief ! then mabok2 , i saw someone who not our kumpulan pegang Cabot ! i was so fed up , i went tuh guru , ask guru tuh follow , then lepaskan kuda , and go tuh that person and take that cabot give guru . "padan muker kau , chacha ! Kau joget chacha pon canteq ! " Chacha pompan zul . Huh ! Geram , beside chacha , was seri , ex wife , abg syam . Huh ! dorang tak kecot ! TAKOT !

Then mabok2 , till baek kan with yana . Then i was so happy . then , saw zul balek , then after muntah tros gy tgk kuda , then realise , Kuda deir pecah ! Then nanges ! Padan muker ! ( im so mean!) saper suroh maen ganas ? huh ! ambek kaw obat . then after everything was done , tgh kemas2 barang2 , then saw Papa amin talk with a guy plus chacha and Zul . Niek mesti ader cerite . then heard something from , Father , he say Pompan tuh darh ader mataer , tapy silent break den go with zul . then that guy tak puas hati . that guy confrount then . Pompan tuh nak kene decide antare satu . that ghurl , choose Zul , You will regret chacha ! I was laughing evil way !

Now, i feel so relief , what comes aorund goes around . What you did to me , have a written ! Serve you right Zul. Wanted have a fight then , everyone stop . then done . Im over with that , kemas2 nak bus . then sat with yayan . cant sleep cause i cough2 . then sampah umah baba , i mandy . then rest kat lantai . i was tired . then eat . then go home midnight aready . so take cab go home , Midnight charge , then aleak tros cleep .

Wake up today , and later going out with Kuda Mates to Siti house as there's Kenduri . yearh .

And to akirobby , i once know you as Akirobby , but you change . Im just hurt of what you did . Janji mu hanye kosong ! Kau yang aku tidak percayei !! Kecik_esai will NEVER EXIST ! i hate you truck loads ! tiada maaf bagy mu !

Thats all i wanna update .

Byeeee !

Requested Survey ;

2009-07-03T21:31:00.002+08:00

1) Besides your lips,where is your favourite spot to get kiss?
; Forhead & Neck

2) How do you feel when you wake up this morning?
; Tired darla .

3) Who was the last person you took photo with?
; With Yayan , still at my phone . Thanks tuh Myra Darlinq .

4) Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
; No comments

5) Would you ever donate blood?
; one day i will .

6)Have you had a bestfriend who was an opposite sex?
; Yesh , Yayan and mostly Ghurlfriends[penting] !

7) Do you want someone dead?
; No, ofcourse

8) What does your last msg says?
; " Call Yaya " sending to Yayan .

9)What are you thinking right now?
; AkiroBby - You Lied To Me, & i will never forgive you !
; Yayan - Should I Be Yours ?
; Ghurlfriends - please dont hurt me , ccause your'll are my special friends
; Myself - FIND A BOYFRIEND ASAP !

10)Do you wish someone to be with you right now?
; Special Boyfriend .

11)What is the tyme you go to bed last night?
; 11++ .

12)Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now?
; Pasar Malam , baju tido . Cinderella nyer dress .

13)Is someone on your mind?
; Yesh , Akirobby !

14)Who was the last person texted you?
; Yayan

15)Tag 8 random people to do this survey!

; ADIEQPAMPERED
; IkaChucky
; Addah
; Fiah
; Nananayli
; Myradarlinq
; Adeq Shahidah
; Kakaielmo

16) Who is no 2 having relationship with?
; Chucky's Property

17) Is no 3 a male or female?
; Female

18) Say something about no 1.
; Adieqsayanq , I LOVE YOU !

Anak Seni ;

2009-07-03T21:22:00.003+08:00

Sri Cempaka Puteh Keluaran

4th July 2009

Myra Darlinq 15th Birthday

Simei Block 229, Street 4

12pm - 10pm

Soalan Diriku ;

2009-07-03T21:12:00.004+08:00

1) Single, Taken, or Crushing?
` Single and Available

2) Are you happy with who you are?
` Yesh , ofcause .

3) When you meet the right person, do you fall fast?
` Fall Fast ? Nope . Must Know that person well first .

4) Have you ever had your heart broken?
` Yesh , alwaeys .

5) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is ok?
` Yes .

6) Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you?
` I believe in second chances . But once i hate that person i hate forever .

7) Have you talked about marriage with another person?
` Yesh with Ex Boyfriend .

8) Do you want children?
` yesh .

9) How many?
` T W I N S

10) Would you consider adoption?
` A big NO !

11) If somebody liked you right now, what do you think is a cool way to let you know?
` I aready Know who Lykes me now ! *laugh*

12) Do you enjoy playing hard to get?
` Huh ?

13) Be honest, do you play the "game" when you are dating?
` Huh ?

14) Do you believe love at first sight exists?
` YesYesYes .

15) Are you romantic?
` Not Sure .

16) Do you believe that you can change someone?
` Yesh .

17) If you could get married anywhere, money not an object where would it be?
` Austrailia

18) Do you have feelings for someone right now?
` Nope , havent had one yet .

19) Have you ever wished you could've had someone but you couldn't?
` Yesh , my ex boyfriend .

20) Have you ever broken a heart?
` A BIG YESH !!

21) Would you ever fight somebody over your significant other?
` Yesh . Fight for the right .

22)What would you say about your last ex?
` I LOVE YOU , BUT I HATE YOU , AKIRO !

Tunggu KehadiranKu

2009-07-02T16:17:00.001+08:00

I will be updating after i come back from Geylang !

Thankyou !

Terluka Hati Ini Tiada siapa yang tahu ;

2009-07-01T22:00:00.001+08:00

Kenape ?

Hati aku kecewa dengan kumpulan aku sendiri .. Im tired .

Aku ingin kau tahu ;

2009-06-30T20:40:00.003+08:00

Bbyakiro ,

I got Something to tell you that i dont know how to say , Im afraid to loose . Im afraid that your love tuhwards me fade . And i dont want it tuh happen . Bby, i really hope one day we will be tuhgether as what we promised ! You never missed calling me or text me everyday . Js keep that routine alwaeys , and i hope it will never fade .

Bbyakiro ,

I love you aloads , may we stay tuhgether alwaeys , eventhough there's no realationship us . But you alwaeys be in my heart . And our promise please , i dont want it tuh be broken . I love you Babyboy . Your alwaeys bright my day and will never make me down .

Bbyakiro ,

If you have someone replacement , do remember that , your someone that ii never forget . And someone that undersatand what i want . I you never force me in anything that i dislike . I appreciate much dear . Stay happy alwaeys sayang !

The Song You Hear This Is The Rylics ,

Malam ku tido tak lena
teringatkan dirimu
terimbas kembali kenangan lalu
alangkah indahnya bersamamu

Mengalir airmataku
menemani malam sepiku
Ku rindu saat bersamamu
sukarnya untukku melupakanmu

Dahulu engkau berikan cinta
mengapaka kini engkau berubah
manakah janji akan setia menanti ?
Jikalao engkau tak lagi cinta
katakan saja, aku tak kesa
dari kau terus membuatku menunggu

Takku sangka , takku duga
perpisahan yang akan melanda
dan ku cuba pertahankan
namun dirimu pergi jua

Chorus
Cintamu bagaikan rembulan
yang hadir bila malam menjelang
kau hilang bila siang mendatang
Begitulah sikapmu , ohh sayang .

Kau lontar cintaku di tepian
ku bagaikan hanyut di lautan
yang lemas didalam pecintaan
di pukul kelobang keresaan .

Dahulu engkau berikan cinta
mengapaka kini engkau berubah
manakah janji akan setia menanti ?
Jikalao engkau tak lagi cinta
katakan saja, aku tak kesa
dari kau terus membuatku menunggu

Takku sangka , takku duga
perpisahan yang akan melanda
dan ku cuba petahankan
namun dirimu pergi jua

Chorus
Cintamu bagaikan rembulan
yang hadir bila malam menjelang
kau hilang bila siang mendatang
Begitulah sikapmu , ohh sayang .

Kau lontar cintaku di tepian
ku bagaikan hanyut di lautan
yang lemas didalam pecintaan
di pukul kelobang keresaan .

Mengalir airmataku
menemani malam sepiku
Ku rindu saat bersamamu
sukarnya untukku melupakanmu

Aku Bingung ;

2009-06-30T15:38:00.003+08:00

Tak ku sangka , Tak Ku Duga ,

Second day of school was worst ! I had 3hours of Physical Education , and we had 4 rounds of running outside school , 3 periods of Badmintion . And 5min of rest ! Tired ! Had tea break , ate , and had 1 period mother tongue lesson , 1 period of maths , 2 periods of LCD 3 periods of Contact time .

Im tired ! bbyakiro didnt go work today , so he did tell me . and hys lepaking . so , he dont bother tuh text . Watever ~ ! And , im damn fcuking stress about my stupid ex , who wants me js because of ..... Argh ! Aku niek bukan pompan murahan ! Ko nak ko gy geylang , ambik pompan prostitude ! Geram !

I Have no mood right now !

Cintaku Hanya untuk Mu ;

2009-06-29T21:15:00.005+08:00

Bbyakiro has js left the comp shop , as usuall will update what happen .

adeq says:
baby
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
hye2 .
adeq says:
i nk tgk ur tagged taw
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
tgk uh .
dgr lagu skali taw

adeq says:
ok
u tkley tgk web ehk
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
nanty2 .
not now .
adeq says:
ok
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
darh dgr bie ?
adeq says:
tgh dgr bie
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
sdap ?
adeq says:
touching seh
keluar
bulu idong
hahah
jk2
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
hahahahas !
sajer jer bie
adeq says:
ader meaning la baby
sedih i
hahah
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
ahahahas .
i ader relik lagu tuh
adeq says:
mish u dear alot syng
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
mish you toooooooooo !
(:
muuuuaaaahhks !
you baybe !
adeq says:
love u to0 syng
mmmuuuaaaccckkkzzzz
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
(:
adeq says:
i really2 hope dapat mit u sei dear
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
i hope so bayb2 .
brb baybe .
nk bbual nan mama psal kuda
adeq says:
ok dear
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
uat per bie
?
adeq says:
dgr lagu u ...n tgk gambar u
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
gmbr i ?
adeq says:
yup2
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
kalo nak bukak web cam , up tuh eu taw ..
adeq says:
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! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
bie , sorang je .
?

adeq says:
u tk teman
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
ahahaha !
yelarh ..
adeq says:
bie ngh buat aper
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
dgr lagu ..
adeq says:
da mamam syng
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
puase .. makan fries jer .
adeq says:
hahah
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
dunn laugh larh .
adeq says:
tkde tyme baby nk puase syng
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
ahahaha !
stop it ceh muker .
hehehes
not sweit .
hehehes
adeq says:
ok
mcm niiee ok
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
hahahahas !
sungguh not swiet
adeq says:
mish u bie
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
mish you too !
(:
ahahaha !
thank3 .

adeq says:
welcome dear
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
(:
chat3 , chat nan saper jer taww !
ahahaha !

adeq says:
mane ader chat dgn saper2
i tgh tgk u nye profile
suke2 je
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
ader aper ceh ?
ahahahas !!
adeq says:
budak lelaki kene maki
hahah
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
saper ?
yang ane punyer ?
adeq says:
yang cari pasal dgn u
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
yang abdul latif tuh ehk ?
adeq says:
ah2
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
ahahahahas .
okkaeys
wednesday i dpt setanan baru i ..
yearppiiie !
adeq says:
hapy la tu
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
yearh !!
the day i waiting for .
abeh mama i yang kuar kan duet !
yang laen tak bayar pon !!

wei2 . sdap dgr lagu ehk !
ahaha !
adeq says:
best bie
nk join
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
ahaha !
takper2 .
dgr cendiri /
nanaty jady mcm you pulak ..
ahahahas !
adeq says:
love u baby

! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
love you toooooo !!
adeq says:
bby nnt i nk alek jap taw
pape i msg u kay dear
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
okkaeys !
adeq you tak marah ?
adeq says:
i tk blg dier
i buat bdh jek
hahah
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
pantat you larh biee !!
hahahahas !
muker maintain ehk .
adeq says:
tk sala pe i msg dgn u per
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
ahahah , itu macam cakap boleh !
hehehes .
bie , takmo fierce , not nice taww
adeq says:
tklah syng
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
ahahaha !

muuauaaaahhhks !
adeq says:
mmmmuuuuaaaaccckkkzzzzz
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
(:
cintamu bagaikan rembulan

adeq says:
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! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
hahahahahas ! (:
adeq says:
nobody can replace u in my heart baby
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
thankyou . bie gambar niek ader orang sound i cehh .
adeq says:
sape sei
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
kat tagged i .
adeq says:
i check kay
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
gambar tuh darh tak ader lagy
i darh delete .
deir kate lambang tak perlu .
adeq says:
asl sei
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
deir kate lambang tak perlu
adeq says:
bie agik 15 i da nk alek tw
kuwang ajar btol
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
okkaeys .
adeq says:
nnt i pok diorg kay
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
ahahaha .
deir dari t.j.r
stop it ehk .
hahahahas
adeq says:
takot nyer
i tkkn kasi org lain pegang u syng
janji
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
thankyou bie !
i love you !
adeq says:
welcom syng
i love u t0o
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
ahahaha !
bie ,
adeq says:
yesh dear
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
darh tgk personal msg i ?
kat msn
adeq says:
akiro bbyghurl
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
ahahahaha !
muker maintain yerrr .
darh sachock2 ..
ahahaha !
ahahaha !
adeq says:
syng u
alot3
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
sayang you tooo !
many3
hehhhs .
wei !!
ahahaha !
adeq says:
wait
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
maner nak gy uh !
hahahahahas !!
wooooochhhaaa !
hahahahas
hahahahas .
broom stick pon jady ..
adeq says:
pape pon bole la
hahah
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
ahahaaha !!
stop it ceh bie .
ahahaha !
adeq says:
i nk jahanam kan
harte bende diorg
hahah
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
ehk2 !
adeq says:
puas hati lh
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
mcm kedai you jer !
ader share ehk ?
ahahaha
aper eu uat ?
adeq says:
adr
bie
barang dier rosak
tkley pasang alek
aiyo
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
ahahaha !
step maner nyer cute jer
adeq says:
da mmg pon
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
ahahahah
tindik jer !
ahahaha !
sat2 .
hahahaha !
adeq says:
tkla
dgn baby i ...i tk sat2
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
ahahaha !
saper jer ..
hahahas
adeq says:
mamak kedai
sebok2 jek sei
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
ahahaha !
sebok jer !
nak romance pon tk boleh
hahahahahas
adeq says:
ah2 sei
bie
i nk
go
home
taw

! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
okkkaeyys .
adeq says:
...
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
takcare taww .
adeq says:
love u dear
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
love you tooo
adeq says:
mish u alot
mmuuuaaaccckkkzzzz
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
missssh youu tooo ddyshyq .
muuuuuaaaahhks !
jahanam jugak
adeq says:
syng mmy kush alot
be dea

! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
byeeee
adeq says:
lau ader org kacau bilang i kay
nnt i pok diorg
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
okkeaysss
ahahahas !
takmo noty2 !
muaaaahhhkks
byyee !
adeq says:
janji i tk notty2
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
goood !
hehhhs
adeq says:
u pon same kay nanak noty2
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
okkeayyys shyq !
(:
byyyeeee !
ahaha'
bye

The webcam session has ended.

Long post giler ! And Some of the pictures i Snap2 , without he knowing . Laugh out load people ! Im so loving hym ! Thanks Bbbyakiro ! Your Loved !

Tiada Gunanya Aku Kembali ;

2009-06-29T16:49:00.003+08:00

Cinta ,

Im going seperates waeys with ex boyfriend . I just dunn feel right with hym , and suddenly he wanted tho do all those things . Im was so pissed off . And did told BbyAkiro about it . He didnt xcept that will happen tuh me . And did scold me , well , im just continue ~ ing my life now . And did delete my previous post . Sungguh menyakitkan hatiku ini .

First of school was lyke heaven ,

Reach back gate , have tuh take tempreture . then , up tuh classroom , chitchat with friends . Had new time table . and Hell ! I HATE THE NEW TIME TABLE ! sungguh geram , tomorrow i got 3 hours of Physical Training ! And it gonna be tired shit ! And i been texting2 with Bbyakiro since i woke up till now . Thanks bby fot teman ~ ing me . I love you still !

Yesterday had Training ! And body aches aload . Learn new dance which i like it aload . But still , TIRED ! Did know about some new things happen . And hopefully it will be fine . Keluaran will be lyke 5 daeys left . and im fasting , which is NO food that living things . Argh , been eating Maggi , and hair will drop .

Bbyakiro , did respect what i am , and i much appreciate it . And your never be replaced . Cause i love you still . And it will never fade ! Did talk tuh hym during recess , and texting hym all day long . I mish you bbyakiro !

Nuthing much tuh update , and tuh Bbyakiro , aku cinta dirimu seorang !

akan kembali ;

2009-06-26T23:55:00.001+08:00

Will be RightBack for blogging ! (:

Okkaeys ? (:

Who hates me ; THANKYOU !

Selalu menanti Dirimu ;

2009-06-23T23:05:00.003+08:00

Chated With Dearest Adeq , I was shocked in the first place , cause he changed hys name to "adeq" which is danm hurt . Read this .

adeq says:
hi
★-ɣαɣ[α]ҝιʀσ`сιитαɓιитαиĝ-★ ; says:
...
adeq says:
??
★-ɣαɣ[α]ҝιʀσ`сιитαɓιитαиĝ-★ ; says:
takde paper .
-.-"
adeq says:
ya bisa engak
buat aper niie
da balek blom
★-ɣαɣ[α]ҝιʀσ`сιитαɓιитαиĝ-★ ; says:
tak uat ape2 .
kalo belom aleak ,
tak online
adeq says:
asl bbual mcm tk suker nii
tknk lyn sudah
★-ɣαɣ[α]ҝιʀσ`сιитαɓιитαиĝ-★ ; says:
takde paper ,
cumer terluker .
adeq says:
abe lepas kan geram kat org ah
★-ɣαɣ[α]ҝιʀσ`сιитαɓιитαиĝ-★ ; says:
tak uh ,
uat aper nak lepas geram kat eu
sedangkan org nyer eu /
yayakiro says:
asl
aper i buat
★-ɣαɣ[α]ҝιʀσ`сιитαɓιитαиĝ-★ ; says:
takde paper larh .
bace larh PM i ...
yayakiro says:
pm aper bende
★-ɣαɣ[α]ҝιʀσ`сιитαɓιитαиĝ-★ ; says:
personal msg kat msn
yayakiro says:
tk dear
i tk pernah tukar
i nyer syng kat u tetap mase ader
btol sei
i tk tpu
dear2
u dun believe
miieee
★-ɣαɣ[α]ҝιʀσ`сιитαɓιитαиĝ-★ ; says:
believe .
yayakiro says:
i really2 love u ...
i cannot msg u selalu
★-ɣαɣ[α]ҝιʀσ`сιитαɓιитαиĝ-★ ; says:
i tawu
yayakiro says:
nnt mama dapat tawu mcm mane
kan
??
★-ɣαɣ[α]ҝιʀσ`сιитαɓιитαиĝ-★ ; says:
hmmm ..
yayakiro says:
btol
dear
★-ɣαɣ[α]ҝιʀσ`сιитαɓιитαиĝ-★ ; says:
...
yayakiro says:
u sanggup ke tunggu
sal i pon lagik suke tunggu2 taw
★-ɣαɣ[α]ҝιʀσ`сιитαɓιитαиĝ-★ ; says:
kirekan i skrg tk tunngu uhk ?
yayakiro says:
tapi kan u ...lame sei
i cume nk tgk u hapy ...
nanak tgk u sad2 taw
★-ɣαɣ[α]ҝιʀσ`сιитαɓιитαиĝ-★ ; says:
bie ,
i taknak kehilangan eu ! final .
yayakiro says:
yesh
★-ɣαɣ[α]ҝιʀσ`сιитαɓιитαиĝ-★ ; says:
kalo you ader yg eu suker .
yayakiro says:
miieee tooooooo
★-ɣαɣ[α]ҝιʀσ`сιитαɓιитαиĝ-★ ; says:
up tuh eu kaeys .
yayakiro says:
TAKNAK
I NK YAYA SORG AJE
understand
★-ɣαɣ[α]ҝιʀσ`сιитαɓιитαиĝ-★ ; says:
understand .
yayakiro says:
i really2 hope that 1 day ...
kiter akan bersame
that wat i really hope
★-ɣαɣ[α]ҝιʀσ`сιитαɓιитαиĝ-★ ; says:
yearps .
i want eu alone .
bie ,
i nak ilang eu bende .
nak tawuk skrg laki2 yang kenal2 i , semua kenal i as yay[a]kiro ..
yayakiro says:
bagos
biar diorg tawu sape kiro yang sebenar
★-ɣαɣ[α]ҝιʀσ`сιитαɓιитαиĝ-★ ; says:
yearps
darh bace photo comment i ?
yayakiro says:
kat mane syng
★-ɣαɣ[α]ҝιʀσ`сιитαɓιитαиĝ-★ ; says:
gy gambar i .
carik akiroproperty
yayakiro says:
ok dear
alalala
sweet nyer
mara nampak hahah
bby i nk kene bobok taw
★-ɣαɣ[α]ҝιʀσ`сιитαɓιитαиĝ-★ ; says:
haish .
okkaeys .
yayakiro says:
asl bie
i kat camp
★-ɣαɣ[α]ҝιʀσ`сιитαɓιитαиĝ-★ ; says:
i tawuk
yayakiro says:
i nk kene ckp org besar i sei
nnt kene charge sape susah u jgk
kan
kan
kan
★-ɣαɣ[α]ҝιʀσ`сιитαɓιитαиĝ-★ ; says:
ahaha ,
yelarh tuhh ..
yayakiro says:
love u syng muackz....
★-ɣαɣ[α]ҝιʀσ`сιитαɓιитαиĝ-★ ; says:
love you tuh .
:'(
yayakiro says:
dun sad2 kay adeq syng dyer
mmmmmuuuuaaaccckkkzzzz
★-ɣαɣ[α]ҝιʀσ`сιитαɓιитαиĝ-★ ; says:
sayang baybe !
muuuuuaaahhhks
mimpi indarh
yayakiro says:
YAYAKIRO willl beee together always
★-ɣαɣ[α]ҝιʀσ`сιитαɓιитαиĝ-★ ; says:
will alwaeys !
WO I NIE LAOGONG !
yayakiro says:
mmmmuuuaaaccckkkzzzz
byeee syng

Sweet kan ? From "Adeq" tuh "yayakiro" . Im sorry guys you cant stop me , if i still have the heart on me . And dearest baybe , eventhough we are not tuhgether , but i still treat you well . Baybe , i love you truck loads .

Going swimming tomorrow . So have another fun tomorrow .

Aku cinta dirimu ;

2009-06-23T21:53:00.002+08:00

Dia tetap dihati ku ,

Adeq , i know your jealous cause about what i wrote , well , no worries , dalam hati ku tetap name mu seorang ! And anw , i will alwaeys think of you . so harap eu know that aytes .

I just come back from Yishun with Budak-2budak kuda. and yesh we had aload of laughter , pecah perot . Im kindda not in mood , as i received text for dearest ex boyfriend , totoaly worried about hym ..

Update again !

Hanya Diriku Tahu Segalanya

2009-06-23T00:13:00.003+08:00

Its Tuesday in the morning , look at the clock , its 1215 , and im still awake . Its really a life move on . I can see loads of different on me . Lyke realationship , eventhough im still , loving Adeq but still , i move on , and still Say sweet with hym cause , i believe in waiting .. So hope one day he realise that what hys doing are actually making others hym regret .

I am so glad that its Tuesday aread , i cant wait for dearest Yayan tuh call me . Im gonna hug hym tight firstly i see hym ! I MISS YOU, YAYAN ! just cant wait for you and your call .

Im really dont know what tuh update actually as , and i just got tuh know school still gonna start as the usuall date , on the 29th June , argh , can you just postpone it longer ? i still want my holidays babes .

Nothing much actually , and im done for today .. Hopefully i got update more in the afternoon !

Kenanganku ;

2009-06-22T23:27:00.004+08:00

Okkaes , today is my happiest day , maybe some wouldnt except it , but i chat with my dearest exboyfriend , and still hys waiting for me .. Aha ! See this picture , hys sweet .

Its started lyke this ,

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★-ɣαɣ[α]ҝιʀσ`сιитαɓιитαиĝ-★ ; says:
asal end !!
hmph !!!
adeq says:
asl
i tunjuk kan kejap jek
★-ɣαɣ[α]ҝιʀσ`сιитαɓιитαиĝ-★ ; says:
ehk !
up tuh eu larh -.-"
adeq says:
asl niee
★-ɣαɣ[α]ҝιʀσ`сιитαɓιитαиĝ-★ ; says:
takde paper uhh !
adeq says:
nk last nyer tk
★-ɣαɣ[α]ҝιʀσ`сιитαɓιитαиĝ-★ ; says:
tak perh ..
adeq says:
siap dgn kiss2
btolll tknk...tknk sudah
★-ɣαɣ[α]ҝιʀσ`сιитαɓιитαиĝ-★ ; says:
nak2 !!
heh !
plsh3 .

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( He gave that flying kiss )
★-ɣαɣ[α]ҝιʀσ`сιитαɓιитαиĝ-★ ; says:
bie , thankyou bie !!
((:

The webcam session has ended.

adeq says:
welcome syng
★-ɣαɣ[α]ҝιʀσ`сιитαɓιитαиĝ-★ ; says:
((:
i mish you truckloadss !!!
adeq says:
same2
★-ɣαɣ[α]ҝιʀσ`сιитαɓιитαиĝ-★ ; says:
wait til my new laptop darh leh masok internet . den kan webcam tuhgether .
hehhs ..
adeq says:
ok syng
i nk kene balek taw
mama
i tkde org jage
★-ɣαɣ[α]ҝιʀσ`сιитαɓιитαиĝ-★ ; says:
huh ?
maksod eu ?
adeq says:
mama i kat rumah sorg
nobody takecare of her
★-ɣαɣ[α]ҝιʀσ`сιитαɓιитαиĝ-★ ; says:
ohhkaeys shyq ..
adeq says:
last kay

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( A Peace Sign )
★-ɣαɣ[α]ҝιʀσ`сιитαɓιитαиĝ-★ ; says:
aha !
okkaeys .
takecare baybe .
baybe , aku cinta dirimu !!
love you loads .
adeq says:
ok will...you t0o...anytink msg miie kay...bye...mimpi yang terindah
★-ɣαɣ[α]ҝιʀσ`сιитαɓιитαиĝ-★ ; says:
mimpi indah shyq !
adeq says:
love u to0...
1 day
jus wait
bye
...
★-ɣαɣ[α]ҝιʀσ`сιитαɓιитαиĝ-★ ; says:
byeee !
muaaachks
adeq says:
don' forget miie
★-ɣαɣ[α]ҝιʀσ`сιитαɓιитαиĝ-★ ; says:
i wont , always in heart
adeq says:
bye
★-ɣαɣ[α]ҝιʀσ`сιитαɓιитαиĝ-★ ; says:
byee sy=hyq
*shyq.

And seriously i miss hym aload ! Sungguh tak sangke , and he showed me , hys performance kat Anderson , sungguh kelakar . Nak jady monyet tak jady . Pastu aleak musibah , sayanq oi , sebelom nak panjat tuh check dulu kuat tak . jangan sembarang panjat jer . sungguh not nice ceh , .. see this video .

Funny right , sungguh not nice . Kecian deir , aha ! i was giggle ~ ing all the way .
And yesh baybe , I MISH YOU TRUCKLOADS !

Padanya Aku Redha ;

2009-06-22T19:05:00.002+08:00

Love of my life .

This kinnda a testing of my new laptop . Which i greatfull loving it . And im kindda now , enjoying my single life , cause , im still having the Vacation of having a single life . and i need nails cutting . as my finger nail are LONG !

Baybe , i js missed my realtionship life which with my ex's . but , also im having fun right now , which i like it ! im hoping that one day , i could find a better guy , for my future life , which still a long way to go .

Anbelieveable that its gonna be half a year gone , cause , it really fast . im hoping that i have a great future ahead , i wouldnt be what i am now , and im not the ghurl in the past . im now a strong ghurl , which thinks that guys comes and goes . which is truely true . Knowing my ex boyfriend have move on , and im glad he is .

Aha ! Greatfull hope they last long , Yaya anti korang pon tetap dalam hati i cared , Aha ! If they are happy im happy tuh . Have a great future ahead guys !

Besti Yayan , come home soon aytes , i missh truck loads larh darla ! Cant wait tuh tell you what happen in Singapore , and there not much thing . as its all the same , .. Im just happy with my life , and guys are all surrounding me .

Especially some of them , who really wants me tuh be their ghurlfriend , asap . Aha ! surprising actually . I may look gorgeous but , i still have my weekness aytes .

You guys may say it now , that im " nice , cute , or what-so-ever " .. but if your in realtionship is allBullshits of you guys saying that .. Aha ! I know guys , just hopefully there ONE guy in this WORLD could show that hys different from others . And sadly , that there none .

I dont know if you all believe in Fortune Teller , i had one Teacher in school that can tell us about our future by our Right Palm , and hard to say , that im 50-50 believe . And what he says is that , im gonna have a brighht future , but still there's still a few circumference to take note of , lyke money , and life . Money , i can have truckloads of money , but sometimes , people will ask for it . and trying tuh be so nice , js to get some of money part . Well, i dont care if you guys need money , cause im not stingy . if i can effort , i'll go for it . But if i can effort , im sorry but next tyme . Life ? I maybe having a great job , and not one job but tons of jobs . but its indepence of myself tuh choose the right job and not having a wrong decision . And hopefully i can make it .

Well, what i wanna say about some guys that i know each day , ..

Firstly , Casper , Your a nice guys actually . But i thought that happines of you is there , just abit strange . Cant elaborate more ..

Secondly , Sharizal , your a nice guy . I didnt know you that much , and never seen you before , what i know your a nice guy wet were ot the phone . A cicil Defence guys are nice , but sometimes i just dont believe it they are totaly nice . And thans to Aidil BigBird who introduce hym tuh me . Hopefully , i could see you in reality ..

Thirdly , Catering Son , Aha ! I just dont know what hys name , But hys good looking and hys educated . Whsi mum approve me with hym . And hys My catering son , which really he wants me tuh be hys "menantu" . Anak hantu boleh ? *laugh* i really hope hys a nice guy , bvut cant say much , cause Dont judge a book by its cover . You wouldnt know a nice guy outside can be other outside right ? So hopefully hys not .

Forthly , Melvin , Im kindda into you , but then your pure chinese , which i dont mind , but .. *thinking*

Im loving my life right now , as you wouldnt know that actually , having guy overing you is great , but the matters of you can or cannot .. Single is best . Which i dont care and im NOT so desperately wants a Boyfriend ! Lyke my ex boyfriends , who desperately wants a guy ! Aha ! it a BIG , nono ! Im not !

Im just a normal ghurl , who still wants a Life , and yesh , now i got my own princip ! A guy whom wanna be with must EXCEPT what i am ! You dont , just go away ! cause i dont give a them ! and i lyke tuh be myself ! i love the way i want , and i dont care what people say ! Cause , im being originality !

And about my Seni ? Well , im still into Seni , till went ? cant stop . cause its my keturunan . And i believe i can manage it . Those tak terime tuh , korang nyer pasal aytes , cause i got the blood of Kudakepang . Im loving my Barang that im having . Soon , im gona wear you ! just what aytes . cause i really love you ! Its part of me , and im totaly excited .

Life is one thing you should treasure , and we are not living for the rest of our life , js a short while . So do enjoy it !

Cintamu Bagaikan Rembulan

2009-06-22T00:15:00.004+08:00

Love of my Life , i just come back from Prabu performance , and its totaly damn great ! Now let me update a few things ,

To Nananayli ,
Sayang, no matter what stay strong kaeys . And im sure you can . Laki bukan satu didunia niek , ramai sayang . Ilang satu , Dapat seribu . But , if can talk things out with hym , maner tawuk okkaeys aleak ? and im sure, your a strong ghurl ! Girl Superpower ! *giggle*

To Acai ,
Please dont hurt Nana , you wasnt lyke this went i know you. Since you mix around with "hym". You changed . Nana may not realise , but i realise it , cause i know you first . Please dont me so "terperdayer" kater2 dorang . You have a great ghurlfriend , js not regret if oneday you loose her .

To Myra ,
Same goes to you baybe . Be strong , you can find a better guy . Just stay strong !

I think i should continue blogging later in the evening , cause ,

Im on the phone with Sharizal and Soon with Einn . Single is the best ! (:

& one more day , Yayan is back !

Happiness

2009-06-21T01:07:00.005+08:00

Dear Sayang ,

It gonna be a long post today ..

Firstly i manage tuh settle evrything with all my Dewi-dewi . Which im glad that everything is all over . And i wont be cracking head anymore . I apologised onces again , if there's my mistake . To Nana , Kynn and Yana , you are all my BEST dewi ghurlfriends . and i cant loose you ALL . Onces again i apologised .

And now , im continue ~ ing Blogging . Still , im still my another part is still hurt , cause of previous stuff . Which my close once know about it .. Im trying tuh get rid of everything , and strating a new brand new life . Single pon takper , asalkan hidup BAHAGIA !!
I heard alot of Single Ladies out there which is my close-close ghurlfriends ..

Example ;

AdieqPampered ; Darh lame Single
FiahBaybe ; Also Same , since you broke with The Mr.A , you did find a replacement but still , ... No hope .
Then ikabintang ; Baybe , theres aload of guy out there , no hym alone , so dont sad2 aytes ! Im here for you .
YanaSachek ; Still Waiting for Nas ? Right ? Yearh , you should . Hys a nice man !
The main , Single Ladies , Well , one day we will find a better guy right ?

And those in Realationship ,

Kynn Baybe - Hafiz ;
Nananaylu - AcaiKecheeq ;
Myra Darling - Aidil BigBird ;
ALL OF YOU LAST LONG AYTES !

And i did a family photo taking with mum js yesterday , and its for trial . Mange to take back 2 pictures home , the rest was deleted , cause , mum cant manage tuh buy the promotion the gave , it $3ooo+ . Wahdu !
Mum wants to buy for me new laptop tomorrow , and i cant manage tuh spend $3000+ just for a photoshot , eventhough is worth it , cause once you pay this amount , you can use this for your entire life .. example , married photos , engagement , party , chalet & What-so-ever , .. for Free ! Grrr ! Creak head totaly . So , yearh , this will be the pictures .

Now about my Passsion . Anak Seni , Kuda Kepang . 4th July theres Performance kat Simei , and block will be comfrim . And i seriously begge my god-father , Cikdean , to get that Setanan before that date ! Grrr ! Mati-mati i want it before that date . if not i gonna wait lyke another keluaran , and its really frustrated . I dont wanna use Yana setanan cause , thats belong tuh hers and , if i and she mabok tuhgether , she will be the first one tuh balek kan , and im the second . And its totally tired ! i cant manage . Totaly ! its not that i dont wanna shared it but , its tiring . If your in Kudakepang , you will know . Penat ! Wahdu !

What else i wanna talk about ? Oh yarh , my bestfriend in Kumpulan !

Actually , I been missing Yayan for this past few daeys . Hys was away outside country in Pening , with hys family members . And im totaly mish hym and console hym about whats happening !
Yayan , I mish you truckloads . I mish those daeys we spent tuhgether , in club , dance~ing the romantic version , *laugh* . And at Swensen , where we both had candle light dinner ! Wahdu ! Touching !
I totaly mish you alads, bestfriend ! You come back we go karoake , okkaeys ?

& had news that , school opening was postpone tuh another a week or two ! HEAVEN ! totaly ! Can enjoy and sleep late in the morning . *laugh* Im lyke Burung hantu taw , malam , bagon . Pagy tido . Aha ! Had panda eyes , surf me right . And im loving my school holiday ! Thanks tuh H1N1 , swine flu !!

I had hard breathing since i ate aload of Durians , excuse me . No one can stop me eating that okkaeys . Im a " Hantu Durian " taaww .. I still have few boxes of durian inside my fridge , and i tell you , im still cravinf for it . Biase larh , darh musim durian . Mangos too ! Yumm ! Feel lyke eating again . But must take care weight . *giggles* Im fat you know !

Well, im suppposed to sleep now , but im not tired yet , cause i ussually sleep at 2plus to 3am in the morning . Actually i had plans tomorrow , im going out tomorrow with mama and the dewi2 to watch Prabu at woodlands . Great ! but before that gonna buy , my laptop first , arg , ccraving for Viao Laptop ! As its the Great Singapore Sales ! Please , let the price go down !

Since yesterday event , I didnt much into Tagged . cause im concentrating on Blogg . And those who add me at tagged , thanks for adding ! And those who wanna know me ? certain people ajer boleh . Sorry taw .. Im a cerewet type . *giggle* But, im seriously not ready larh sweets .

Korang nak korang tunggu larh sampai musim Durian tahun depan , .. Im tired of love , i dont wanna be loved now . I js need love . *giggle* Im tired larh , .. nak love2 niek . And i heard aload of story from , my kumpulan about , my ex boyfriend . Argh ! Just feel so hurt . But still , im forgeting hym .. And im stoping aready . Tak sanggup ..

To adieqpampered , I Mish youu larh darla ! I see you soon , and Casper is a nice guy . *smile*
To Kynn Baybe , Yaya dgn Yayan cumer Kawan ajer larh Sayang .
To Nananayli , I Love you !

To all my Readers , Thankyou for Reading , and please tagged me and comment about my pictures (:

I Got to Go Now ,

Love ,

YAYA`cintabintang

Bestfriend

2009-06-19T18:57:00.004+08:00

I mish my beloved bestfiend ! Yayan , Lagy 4 hari . Cepat aleak !! (:

Sayangku ; Akiro

2009-06-16T00:24:00.003+08:00

Its aready 12plus in the morning , and im still awake . I wanna declare that eventhough im not with adeq , but im still contacting . Lyke ttm . And i js had a call from hym js now ,

Adeq : hello sayang
Yaya : ello bie , belom tido lagy ?
Adeq : Belom .
Yaya : Asal niek ? besokkan nak kene bangon pagy .
Adeq : i tersadah , teringatkan eu .
Yaya : yelarh . gy larh tido aleak .
Adeq : Okkaeys larh .
Yaya : Goodnight Sayang
Adeq : goodnight baybe .

Pelikkan ? tapy cute .

Yaya sekarang nak cuber bina hidop baru . tapy satu janji yaya , yaya tetap tunggu adeq . Biarlarh orang nak kater yaya aper , tapy untuk yaya , adeq memang baek . Memang he got tattoo or whatever izit , but for me doesnt matter with me . Dan tak semua orang yang ber tattoo niek jahat . tak2 , ader jugak baek . cumer kiter tatwu ajer ..

Adeq , walaupon kiter berpisah , tapy tetap contact kaes ? And yaya harap tak ungkir janji adeq . Biarlah aper orang nak kater , sekarang , kalo dorang tetap tak suker yaya kawan nan adeq , yaya tatawu nak cakap aper lagy . dorang nak yaya kawan nan binatang kot . Agy pon , yaya darh cukop besar nak tawuk mane baek , maner jahat . Sepandai-pandai tupai melompat ahkirnya jatoh kat tanah jugak .

Sepandai-pandai saper2 nak rahsia nan yaya , satu hari yaya tawuk jugak . Yaya tak nak orang rahsia2 nan yaya , kalo ader yang tak suker . Ilang yaya kaeys .

Anw, pade semua yang terime sms yaya , dgn keputusan yaya , kalo keputusan tuh betol2 yang semua ingin kan yaya darh tunaikan . tapy , jangan halang yaya saper yaya nak kawan , yaya berhak kawan dgn saper2 pon . So , jangan halang yaya . Yaya mohon byk .

Yaya not intrested in guy skrg , cause dalam hati yaya tetap name , Muhd adimin . Sampai biler ? itu tidak pasti . Tapy yaya harap jangan pikir burok tentang yaya dgn adeq . Tolong larh semua , takmo pikirkan diri sendiri kaeys . yaya mohon pikirkan yaya .

Yaya darh cukop menangis , dan yaya tak pasti kalo ini betol2 keputusan utk tinggalkan adeq . tapy demi semua yaya terpakse . Yaya harap semua darh bahagia sekarang . Sejahat2 adeq , deir tetap tawuk saper diri adeq .

Kalo satu hari nanty , korang dapat orang yang korang sayang sangat , dan tiber2 ader yang benci dgn hubungan korang . Aper rase korang ? Sedih ? Hampe ? Merane ? Pikiran ? Kenaper setiap kali aku nak bahagia , orang tak suker . Bila aku sedih orang simpati ! Kan ?

Inilarh hidupan yaya sekrang , manerime segale dugaan dengan rela hati . Aper kesilapan yaya selamer ini , sampaikan yaya selalu ditahan .

Yer ! memang betol semua sayang kan yaya , but for onces , hust think about people feelings . And im mature enough . Yesh true , adeq its not good for me , but deep down hys a fine guy . Memang ! memang yaya baru kenal deir , but he've waited so long ! Same goes to me . I've waited to get the laughter and love back .

Adeq knows me , the day i know Mohd Zulkifli , on the 5th of July 2008 ! And zul got me first , and others cant have the chances , count how many months he have waited . And im with adeq on the 13th Jun 2009 . How many months and days ? 11months and 8 daeys !! saper nak pergy tunggu ? memang in between he have other ghurl . same goes tuh me .. And im single , and hys single . we confrount out our feelings . And decided tuh get together . But wht happen now ?

Hanyer tinggal kenangan ? Its lyke why ? Im hurt , i cried . tak pernah2 , dalam seumur hidop yaya , yaya menagis dgn lelaki yaya baru stead js for 2daeys ! its where you wants that love grows . end up ? semua musnah ..

And i tell you on the 14th of June 2009 . Yaya and adeq had missunderstanding . I was outside club , and he called my cell phone . and my cell wasnt with me . And the same tyme mum got tuh know i smoke . I was having tuh problems went i reached my cell i saw 16 miss call . And he was pissed off with . i called hym , and text , saying sorry . at the same tyme telling mama , im sorry . see how stress i am . then , i text adeq ,

Yaya : Bie, i betol2 mintak maaf i tak dgr tady .
Adeq : takpperlarh gy enjoy puas2.
Yaya : Bie , im so sorry truckloads.
Adeq : (No reply)
Yaya : bie , im sorry .

He called ..

Adeq : aper lagy ? (raise tone)
Yaya : i mintak maaf . im really sorry baybe !
Adeq : (quite)
Yaya : bie msg i , i nak kerne confront mama , mama dpt tawuk i isap rokok .
Adeq : Hmph . (letak phone )

Text hym again while confrounting mama . Then we stopped at Yishun , to eat . On the way to Swensen .

texting ..

Yaya : Baybe , i gy yishun taw
Adeq : gy larh (sarcastic)
Yaya : Baybe , i mintak maaf . im really sorry .

He called , seriously this tyme i was afraid to answer . takot deir mengamok , thenn , ..

Adeq : Baybe takmo naughty taw . (bbual baek)
Yaya : Bie , i mintak maaf taw sayang
Adeq : takpe larh , baybe takmo naughty kaes2.
Yaya : okeayys sayang .
Adeq : Nanty aper2 msg i kaes baybe .
Yaya : okkaeys , i love you sayang .
Adeq : i love you Bie .

Hangup . See , how sweet he hys . and for goodness sake tak satu laki pon brani kater gitu kat phone . my ex pon tak pernah , especially Zul . Itu kalo darh naek , pill semua jalan . Im glad that Adeq really give and take . I know its my fault , end up he doesnt want tuh drag the problem . and samer2 mintak maaf . GOSH ! i just dont know why pople dont like ?

And went i tell hym yesterday that , i cant continue of parents and kumpulan .
He respct it , until i cried none stop . and telling yayan , wawan and izat who come over my house , korang darh puas skrg ? darh puas darh ? samapi nanges2 .

And i told adeq ,

Yaya : Adeq , yaya cant stop crying
Adeq : darh larh yaya , no matter adeq tetap tunggu yaya , kaeys syng ?
Yaya : (tak reply)

He called ,

Adeq : Yaya takmo nages kaes , no matter what adeq syng yaya kaes . Yaya tkmo uat kerje bodoh kaeys baybe . adeq tetap tunggu yaya till the end . kaeys sayng ?
Yaya : shobb2
Adeq : Darh makan belom .
Yaya : darh tady .
Adeq : okkaeys , aper2 msg adeq kaeys .
Yaya : okkaaeys .
Adeq : Bubbyeee syng .
Yaya : bye .

Hangup . He really cares about me . And im falling for hym , but why ader yang tak terime ? sampai sekarang i yaya masih tak paham . Yaya gonna meet hym later in 12 hrs tyme . So now, i should go to bed , and mimpi indah .

To Mohd Adimin , Yaya tetap tunggu adeq . dan itu janji Yaya ! Yaya sayang adeq , till the end .

And saper2 yang tersingung yaya mintak maaf banyak2 . Yaya bukan nak saket kan hati korang , tapy yaya nak luarkan aper yang ader dihati yaya . Harap semua paham .

Sampai disini sahajer ,
Mohon maaf ,
Ihklas dari hati ,

Nur Halimatuz Sa'adiah

~★-ɣαɣ[α]ҝιʀσ`сιитαɓιитαиĝ-★ ; Property ~

Muhammad Adimin ; Untukmu

2009-06-15T20:38:00.005+08:00

To dearest Muhammad Adimin ,

I hope you can except everything , But no matter what your in me heart aytes baybe . I apologized if i have hurt you before . But , promise is a promise . One day we gonna be back . No matter what baybe . Cause your not replaceable . But , if you find a better ghurl just go on aytes baybe . Onces again , deep down i still love you . And your mine till the end . But js there others who prevent it . And baybe , mean what you say , that you gonna wait for me . Im not gonna fall again . I Promise . Im tired . Lets other say im stupid , useless , selffish , or watever . Lets our love takes us to the future aytes . You once waited for me , and you once loose me , and im sure you wont loose me again . I love you truckloads . Eventhough its END of us , but one day we will be back aytes baybe ?

With Trucks Love ,

★-ɣαɣ[α]ҝιʀσ`сιитαɓιитαиĝ-★ ;

Hurt Deep Inside

2009-06-15T14:36:00.004+08:00

Dear Earthlings ,

I wonder if this is my mistakes . I tried to make myself happy . End up its doesnt at all . I dont understand , sometimes . Im just stuck here in my own world . I have to except all decision , and knowing that they are right . But i really need space for myself . Knowing the world . Its all matters with a relationship . Yes , i know im not suitable for hym , but it just that we are contacting with each other . I just dont know . And im really confused right now . Can i be happy for the last tyme (neverknows) , enjoying the love of life . Its what we call life , enjoying life , knowing what life , and know knowledge outside there .

I maybe showing a bright smile , i maybe having a great future , but deep inside , i just dont know who knows . I want to be loved , i want a loved . But , its not up tuh my expectation . Why ? Sometimes isint it unfair ? What for bother , if im not interested ? Wouldnt that wasting time ?

I really appreciate everyone , EVERYONE ! Who makes me happy , and bring me that smile back . Thankyou so much . And i really3 appreciate .

Till now , im confused with one person , and thats , Mum .

Love,

Nur Halimatuz Sa'adiah

AdieqPampered Sayang (:

2009-06-15T13:18:00.002+08:00

Yaya darh tukar layout taw Sayang , I love you baybe ! I see you soon taw sayang ..

He've Waited

2009-06-14T21:40:00.004+08:00

Im not gonna be updating much , im sorry !

Tears

2009-06-13T11:21:00.002+08:00

To adieqpampered ,

Yaya wanna say to you that , im just contacting with hym . We belom ader relationship pon . Im contacting with some guys too . Not hym alone , Im now thinking what the right choice for me . Adieq , dont worry aytes , no matter what i wont make eu dissappointed . I'll update you aytes if there's anything . Im sure i can face all the facts . And sometimes , I really like your advice to me , thankyou adieq . Really much appreciate .

Love,

Yaya`cintabintang .

Cintaku

2009-06-13T00:18:00.002+08:00

Nananayli , I dont know if this gonna dissappoint you . I dont know what to say to you sayang . Please help me , You Know Adeq right ? And your hys ex . Darling , what should i do now ? Its like im stuck with hym ? And hys falling for me ? You know hym , please help me . I really need your advice . Im really sorry s i just got to know hym today . Please help me dear . Im so damn stress .

With Love, Yaya .

In Loved ;

2009-06-12T15:34:00.002+08:00

When suddenly he came into my heart went i need someone to talk too. He ask me if i have any girls thats single and interested with . But i told him that i don't have, i also tell him that I'm currently single and available . And I'm also finding a replacement . He ask what happen to my ex , i told him everything , which he also know whose my ex is . He was shocked , and tell me to be patient , hopefully one day , I'll find a better guy . And Sudden he told me , if I'm interested to know more about him . And i said , Sure, Why not ?

And also, he told me that he was in loved with me before , just that there someone who prevent him from having me as his girlfriend . And now , He told me that , He have lost me onces , and wont lost me again . His sweet and I'm kinda falling for him . Hopefully I'm blessed in this relationship . Insyaallah and Amin !

Baybecrush , I'm in loved with you . Hopefully we are into this relationship . Just Wait Till the day comes .

Loved,

YayaCintaBintang (: