Dear Sayangs,

Happy Birthday, Cousin Yana ! Semoga Panjang Umur !

I just finish watching "I'm Not single." Its really sweet and romantic. Texting with Sayang none stop. Sayang, I love you.

Today English paper, was average. not that hard not that difficult. I have nothing much to update. But i wanna say something to Sayang.

Sayang,

I know our age are far different. & its feel "kekok" sometimes. You treat me who i am, you stand all my childeness, you even can control my temper. Thank you! I have learn what past and moving a new life with you. Sayang, with your support, i sure i can. i have know what type of guy you are, and im sure if there's no quarrel and no misunderstanding, we will stay long. i love you alot, Sayang. I maybe afraid to express my feelings tuhwards you, only words can prove everything. May we last long & be blessed always.

Loved,
YAYA`cinta .

I never love a guy deeply. Even with ex boyfriend Zul. I know what he wants from me, Not love but the other way. I just dont want to think about hym. For me, he not exsist, he a guy who doesnt appreciate love. I told sayang to give me time of loving hym deeply, and he say he will. As, i dont wanna get hurt anymore. Sayang understand me alot. Eventhough how hard i am, he tries to make me happy. Ex boyfriend Aidil, im sure, you regret what happen in the past, right ? Actually me too . But, its all fate that we have to except. We may not be together, but im sure we still can be friends right ? im sure sayang wont "halang" me. As sayang also know aidil. Sayang, i miss you so much. & i thought of suddenly i love sayang deeply now.

I know im fast of getting a replacement, im fast ! Actually there's story behind it. While ex Boyfriend, Zul busy with hys "work" at Pasir Ris with hys new crush. Im like a kid waiting for love. & Suddenly he made the choice for breaking. & its like, yesterday i broke up, & today, im having fun ! On this particular day, i was on the way home, in the bus, hearing music, was thinking, "Now, i broke up with Zul. Let love come to me nd not me come tuh love." & i was thinking what type of guy i want, "I want a guy that understand me, that give and take. Understand what i am. A good listerner. A guy who have "vehicle" that can bring me all over Singapore. Someone who's accable in realationship. & i dont want a guy who not mature, like Ex Boyfriend Zul." Thinking and thinking till i reach home. & Suddenly while doing house work, mama told me that i have a miss call from Zul previous number, & for goodness sake i tried call that person, "nak tawu jugak, pompan ker laki". so i called. & its a guy.

Yaya: Hello
Hym: Hello
Yaya: Nie Saper ?
Hym: Saper nie ?
Yaya: (curious, aku tanyer kau, kau tanyer aku.) You got call Zul ehk ?
Hym: Huh ?
Yaya: Kenal Zul Kecik ?
Hym : Yarh, Why ?
Yaya : You called hys previous num ber ehk ?
Hym : (paused) Biler ehk. Aganyer kot .
Yaya : Ohhkaes.
Hym : Spaer nie ?
Yaya : (Tergerak nak ckp name.) Nie Yaya.
Hym : Ohh .. Yaya. Nie Abang Syam .
Yaya : (stopped) ABG SYAM ! (shouting)
Hym : laughing

And the conversation goes on till 5plus , i think. till at night we still talking. I told hym that i broke with Zul, and stuff. And talk about kuda. & that's all started suddenly. I wont loose my chance if i have a guy. & i have that heart that says Sayang can be with me. & fyi, I calleh hym "abang" till now, and i keep saying myself "yaya". (i know, we lyke not Bf/Gf) I dont care ! *laugh* Just respecting hym. Hys 7years different then me ! Which the same age as my Brother Age ! Js my brother older. & now we are lyke loving couples ! Hope this goes on. & Wont stopp . *smiles*

Till here, will update more soon.

YAYA`cinta