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Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Bbyakiro ,

I got Something to tell you that i dont know how to say , Im afraid to loose . Im afraid that your love tuhwards me fade . And i dont want it tuh happen . Bby, i really hope one day we will be tuhgether as what we promised ! You never missed calling me or text me everyday . Js keep that routine alwaeys , and i hope it will never fade .

Bbyakiro ,

I love you aloads , may we stay tuhgether alwaeys , eventhough there's no realationship us . But you alwaeys be in my heart . And our promise please , i dont want it tuh be broken . I love you Babyboy . Your alwaeys bright my day and will never make me down .

Bbyakiro ,

If you have someone replacement , do remember that , your someone that ii never forget . And someone that undersatand what i want . I you never force me in anything that i dislike . I appreciate much dear . Stay happy alwaeys sayang !

The Song You Hear This Is The Rylics ,

Malam ku tido tak lena
teringatkan dirimu
terimbas kembali kenangan lalu
alangkah indahnya bersamamu

Mengalir airmataku
menemani malam sepiku
Ku rindu saat bersamamu
sukarnya untukku melupakanmu

Dahulu engkau berikan cinta
mengapaka kini engkau berubah
manakah janji akan setia menanti ?
Jikalao engkau tak lagi cinta
katakan saja, aku tak kesa
dari kau terus membuatku menunggu

Takku sangka , takku duga
perpisahan yang akan melanda
dan ku cuba pertahankan
namun dirimu pergi jua

Chorus
Cintamu bagaikan rembulan
yang hadir bila malam menjelang
kau hilang bila siang mendatang
Begitulah sikapmu , ohh sayang .

Kau lontar cintaku di tepian
ku bagaikan hanyut di lautan
yang lemas didalam pecintaan
di pukul kelobang keresaan .

Dahulu engkau berikan cinta
mengapaka kini engkau berubah
manakah janji akan setia menanti ?
Jikalao engkau tak lagi cinta
katakan saja, aku tak kesa
dari kau terus membuatku menunggu

Takku sangka , takku duga
perpisahan yang akan melanda
dan ku cuba petahankan
namun dirimu pergi jua

Chorus
Cintamu bagaikan rembulan
yang hadir bila malam menjelang
kau hilang bila siang mendatang
Begitulah sikapmu , ohh sayang .

Kau lontar cintaku di tepian
ku bagaikan hanyut di lautan
yang lemas didalam pecintaan
di pukul kelobang keresaan .

Mengalir airmataku
menemani malam sepiku
Ku rindu saat bersamamu
sukarnya untukku melupakanmu

Tak ku sangka , Tak Ku Duga ,

Second day of school was worst ! I had 3hours of Physical Education , and we had 4 rounds of running outside school , 3 periods of Badmintion . And 5min of rest ! Tired ! Had tea break , ate , and had 1 period mother tongue lesson , 1 period of maths , 2 periods of LCD 3 periods of Contact time .

Im tired ! bbyakiro didnt go work today , so he did tell me . and hys lepaking . so , he dont bother tuh text . Watever ~ ! And , im damn fcuking stress about my stupid ex , who wants me js because of ..... Argh ! Aku niek bukan pompan murahan ! Ko nak ko gy geylang , ambik pompan prostitude ! Geram !

I Have no mood right now !

Monday, June 29, 2009

Bbyakiro has js left the comp shop , as usuall will update what happen .

adeq says:
baby
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
hye2 .
adeq says:
i nk tgk ur tagged taw
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
tgk uh .
dgr lagu skali taw

adeq says:
ok
u tkley tgk web ehk
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
nanty2 .
not now .
adeq says:
ok
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
darh dgr bie ?
adeq says:
tgh dgr bie
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
sdap ?
adeq says:
touching seh
keluar
bulu idong
hahah
jk2
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
hahahahas !
sajer jer bie
adeq says:
ader meaning la baby
sedih i
hahah
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
ahahahas .
i ader relik lagu tuh
adeq says:
mish u dear alot syng
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
mish you toooooooooo !
(:
muuuuaaaahhks !
you baybe !
adeq says:
love u to0 syng
mmmuuuaaaccckkkzzzz
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
(:
adeq says:
i really2 hope dapat mit u sei dear
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
i hope so bayb2 .
brb baybe .
nk bbual nan mama psal kuda
adeq says:
ok dear
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
uat per bie
?
adeq says:
dgr lagu u ...n tgk gambar u
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
gmbr i ?
adeq says:
yup2
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
kalo nak bukak web cam , up tuh eu taw ..
adeq says:
ok dear

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! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
bie , sorang je .
?

adeq says:
u tk teman
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
ahahaha !
yelarh ..
adeq says:
bie ngh buat aper
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
dgr lagu ..
adeq says:
da mamam syng
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
puase .. makan fries jer .
adeq says:
hahah
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
dunn laugh larh .
adeq says:
tkde tyme baby nk puase syng
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
ahahaha !
stop it ceh muker .
hehehes
not sweit .
hehehes
adeq says:
ok
mcm niiee ok
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
hahahahas !
sungguh not swiet
adeq says:
mish u bie
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
mish you too !
(:
ahahaha !
thank3 .

adeq says:
welcome dear
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
(:
chat3 , chat nan saper jer taww !
ahahaha !

adeq says:
mane ader chat dgn saper2
i tgh tgk u nye profile
suke2 je
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
ader aper ceh ?
ahahahas !!
adeq says:
budak lelaki kene maki
hahah
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
saper ?
yang ane punyer ?
adeq says:
yang cari pasal dgn u
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
yang abdul latif tuh ehk ?
adeq says:
ah2
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
ahahahahas .
okkaeys
wednesday i dpt setanan baru i ..
yearppiiie !
adeq says:
hapy la tu
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
yearh !!
the day i waiting for .
abeh mama i yang kuar kan duet !
yang laen tak bayar pon !!

wei2 . sdap dgr lagu ehk !
ahaha !
adeq says:
best bie
nk join
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
ahaha !
takper2 .
dgr cendiri /
nanaty jady mcm you pulak ..
ahahahas !
adeq says:
love u baby

! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
love you toooooo !!
adeq says:
bby nnt i nk alek jap taw
pape i msg u kay dear
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
okkaeys !
adeq you tak marah ?
adeq says:
i tk blg dier
i buat bdh jek
hahah
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
pantat you larh biee !!
hahahahas !
muker maintain ehk .
adeq says:
tk sala pe i msg dgn u per
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
ahahah , itu macam cakap boleh !
hehehes .
bie , takmo fierce , not nice taww
adeq says:
tklah syng
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
ahahaha !

muuauaaaahhhks !
adeq says:
mmmmuuuuaaaaccckkkzzzzz
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
(:
cintamu bagaikan rembulan

adeq says:
mmmuuuaaaacccckkkkzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
hahahahahas ! (:
adeq says:
nobody can replace u in my heart baby
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
thankyou . bie gambar niek ader orang sound i cehh .
adeq says:
sape sei
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
kat tagged i .
adeq says:
i check kay
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
gambar tuh darh tak ader lagy
i darh delete .
deir kate lambang tak perlu .
adeq says:
asl sei
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
deir kate lambang tak perlu
adeq says:
bie agik 15 i da nk alek tw
kuwang ajar btol
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
okkaeys .
adeq says:
nnt i pok diorg kay
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
ahahaha .
deir dari t.j.r
stop it ehk .
hahahahas
adeq says:
takot nyer
i tkkn kasi org lain pegang u syng
janji
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
thankyou bie !
i love you !
adeq says:
welcom syng
i love u t0o
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
ahahaha !
bie ,
adeq says:
yesh dear
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
darh tgk personal msg i ?
kat msn
adeq says:
akiro bbyghurl
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
ahahahaha !
muker maintain yerrr .
darh sachock2 ..
ahahaha !
ahahaha !
adeq says:
syng u
alot3
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
sayang you tooo !
many3
hehhhs .
wei !!
ahahaha !
adeq says:
wait
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
maner nak gy uh !
hahahahahas !!
wooooochhhaaa !
hahahahas
hahahahas .
broom stick pon jady ..
adeq says:
pape pon bole la
hahah
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
ahahaaha !!
stop it ceh bie .
ahahaha !
adeq says:
i nk jahanam kan
harte bende diorg
hahah
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
ehk2 !
adeq says:
puas hati lh
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
mcm kedai you jer !
ader share ehk ?
ahahaha
aper eu uat ?
adeq says:
adr
bie
barang dier rosak
tkley pasang alek
aiyo
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
ahahaha !
step maner nyer cute jer
adeq says:
da mmg pon
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
ahahahah
tindik jer !
ahahaha !
sat2 .
hahahaha !
adeq says:
tkla
dgn baby i ...i tk sat2
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
ahahaha !
saper jer ..
hahahas
adeq says:
mamak kedai
sebok2 jek sei
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
ahahaha !
sebok jer !
nak romance pon tk boleh
hahahahahas
adeq says:
ah2 sei
bie
i nk
go
home
taw

! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
okkkaeyys .
adeq says:
...
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
takcare taww .
adeq says:
love u dear
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
love you tooo
adeq says:
mish u alot
mmuuuaaaccckkkzzzz
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
missssh youu tooo ddyshyq .
muuuuuaaaahhks !
jahanam jugak
adeq says:
syng mmy kush alot
be dea

! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
byeeee
adeq says:
lau ader org kacau bilang i kay
nnt i pok diorg
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
okkeaysss
ahahahas !
takmo noty2 !
muaaaahhhkks
byyee !
adeq says:
janji i tk notty2
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
goood !
hehhhs
adeq says:
u pon same kay nanak noty2
! уαу[α]кιяσ`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says:
okkeayyys shyq !
(:
byyyeeee !
ahaha'
bye

The webcam session has ended.

Long post giler ! And Some of the pictures i Snap2 , without he knowing . Laugh out load people ! Im so loving hym ! Thanks Bbbyakiro ! Your Loved !

Labels: laughter

Cinta ,

Im going seperates waeys with ex boyfriend . I just dunn feel right with hym , and suddenly he wanted tho do all those things . Im was so pissed off . And did told BbyAkiro about it . He didnt xcept that will happen tuh me . And did scold me , well , im just continue ~ ing my life now . And did delete my previous post . Sungguh menyakitkan hatiku ini .

First of school was lyke heaven ,

Reach back gate , have tuh take tempreture . then , up tuh classroom , chitchat with friends . Had new time table . and Hell ! I HATE THE NEW TIME TABLE ! sungguh geram , tomorrow i got 3 hours of Physical Training ! And it gonna be tired shit ! And i been texting2 with Bbyakiro since i woke up till now . Thanks bby fot teman ~ ing me . I love you still !

Yesterday had Training ! And body aches aload . Learn new dance which i like it aload . But still , TIRED ! Did know about some new things happen . And hopefully it will be fine . Keluaran will be lyke 5 daeys left . and im fasting , which is NO food that living things . Argh , been eating Maggi , and hair will drop .

Bbyakiro , did respect what i am , and i much appreciate it . And your never be replaced . Cause i love you still . And it will never fade ! Did talk tuh hym during recess , and texting hym all day long . I mish you bbyakiro !

Nuthing much tuh update , and tuh Bbyakiro , aku cinta dirimu seorang !

Labels: bbyakiro

Friday, June 26, 2009

Will be RightBack for blogging ! (:

Okkaeys ? (:

Who hates me ; THANKYOU !

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

Chated With Dearest Adeq , I was shocked in the first place , cause he changed hys name to "adeq" which is danm hurt . Read this .

adeq says:
hi
★-ɣαɣ[α]ҝιʀσ`сιитαɓιитαиĝ-★ ; says:
...
adeq says:
??
★-ɣαɣ[α]ҝιʀσ`сιитαɓιитαиĝ-★ ; says:
takde paper .
-.-"
adeq says:
ya bisa engak
buat aper niie
da balek blom
★-ɣαɣ[α]ҝιʀσ`сιитαɓιитαиĝ-★ ; says:
tak uat ape2 .
kalo belom aleak ,
tak online
adeq says:
asl bbual mcm tk suker nii
tknk lyn sudah
★-ɣαɣ[α]ҝιʀσ`сιитαɓιитαиĝ-★ ; says:
takde paper ,
cumer terluker .
adeq says:
abe lepas kan geram kat org ah
★-ɣαɣ[α]ҝιʀσ`сιитαɓιитαиĝ-★ ; says:
tak uh ,
uat aper nak lepas geram kat eu
sedangkan org nyer eu /
yayakiro says:
asl
aper i buat
★-ɣαɣ[α]ҝιʀσ`сιитαɓιитαиĝ-★ ; says:
takde paper larh .
bace larh PM i ...
yayakiro says:
pm aper bende
★-ɣαɣ[α]ҝιʀσ`сιитαɓιитαиĝ-★ ; says:
personal msg kat msn
yayakiro says:
tk dear
i tk pernah tukar
i nyer syng kat u tetap mase ader
btol sei
i tk tpu
dear2
u dun believe
miieee
★-ɣαɣ[α]ҝιʀσ`сιитαɓιитαиĝ-★ ; says:
believe .
yayakiro says:
i really2 love u ...
i cannot msg u selalu
★-ɣαɣ[α]ҝιʀσ`сιитαɓιитαиĝ-★ ; says:
i tawu
yayakiro says:
nnt mama dapat tawu mcm mane
kan
??
★-ɣαɣ[α]ҝιʀσ`сιитαɓιитαиĝ-★ ; says:
hmmm ..
yayakiro says:
btol
dear
★-ɣαɣ[α]ҝιʀσ`сιитαɓιитαиĝ-★ ; says:
...
yayakiro says:
u sanggup ke tunggu
sal i pon lagik suke tunggu2 taw
★-ɣαɣ[α]ҝιʀσ`сιитαɓιитαиĝ-★ ; says:
kirekan i skrg tk tunngu uhk ?
yayakiro says:
tapi kan u ...lame sei
i cume nk tgk u hapy ...
nanak tgk u sad2 taw
★-ɣαɣ[α]ҝιʀσ`сιитαɓιитαиĝ-★ ; says:
bie ,
i taknak kehilangan eu ! final .
yayakiro says:
yesh
★-ɣαɣ[α]ҝιʀσ`сιитαɓιитαиĝ-★ ; says:
kalo you ader yg eu suker .
yayakiro says:
miieee tooooooo
★-ɣαɣ[α]ҝιʀσ`сιитαɓιитαиĝ-★ ; says:
up tuh eu kaeys .
yayakiro says:
TAKNAK
I NK YAYA SORG AJE
understand
★-ɣαɣ[α]ҝιʀσ`сιитαɓιитαиĝ-★ ; says:
understand .
yayakiro says:
i really2 hope that 1 day ...
kiter akan bersame
that wat i really hope
★-ɣαɣ[α]ҝιʀσ`сιитαɓιитαиĝ-★ ; says:
yearps .
i want eu alone .
bie ,
i nak ilang eu bende .
nak tawuk skrg laki2 yang kenal2 i , semua kenal i as yay[a]kiro ..
yayakiro says:
bagos
biar diorg tawu sape kiro yang sebenar
★-ɣαɣ[α]ҝιʀσ`сιитαɓιитαиĝ-★ ; says:
yearps
darh bace photo comment i ?
yayakiro says:
kat mane syng
★-ɣαɣ[α]ҝιʀσ`сιитαɓιитαиĝ-★ ; says:
gy gambar i .
carik akiroproperty
yayakiro says:
ok dear
alalala
sweet nyer
mara nampak hahah
bby i nk kene bobok taw
★-ɣαɣ[α]ҝιʀσ`сιитαɓιитαиĝ-★ ; says:
haish .
okkaeys .
yayakiro says:
asl bie
i kat camp
★-ɣαɣ[α]ҝιʀσ`сιитαɓιитαиĝ-★ ; says:
i tawuk
yayakiro says:
i nk kene ckp org besar i sei
nnt kene charge sape susah u jgk
kan
kan
kan
★-ɣαɣ[α]ҝιʀσ`сιитαɓιитαиĝ-★ ; says:
ahaha ,
yelarh tuhh ..
yayakiro says:
love u syng muackz....
★-ɣαɣ[α]ҝιʀσ`сιитαɓιитαиĝ-★ ; says:
love you tuh .
:'(
yayakiro says:
dun sad2 kay adeq syng dyer
mmmmmuuuuaaaccckkkzzzz
★-ɣαɣ[α]ҝιʀσ`сιитαɓιитαиĝ-★ ; says:
sayang baybe !
muuuuuaaahhhks
mimpi indarh
yayakiro says:
YAYAKIRO willl beee together always
★-ɣαɣ[α]ҝιʀσ`сιитαɓιитαиĝ-★ ; says:
will alwaeys !
WO I NIE LAOGONG !
yayakiro says:
mmmmuuuaaaccckkkzzzz
byeee syng

Sweet kan ? From "Adeq" tuh "yayakiro" . Im sorry guys you cant stop me , if i still have the heart on me . And dearest baybe , eventhough we are not tuhgether , but i still treat you well . Baybe , i love you truck loads .

Going swimming tomorrow . So have another fun tomorrow .

Dia tetap dihati ku ,

Adeq , i know your jealous cause about what i wrote , well , no worries , dalam hati ku tetap name mu seorang ! And anw , i will alwaeys think of you . so harap eu know that aytes .

I just come back from Yishun with Budak-2budak kuda. and yesh we had aload of laughter , pecah perot . Im kindda not in mood , as i received text for dearest ex boyfriend , totoaly worried about hym ..

Update again !

Its Tuesday in the morning , look at the clock , its 1215 , and im still awake . Its really a life move on . I can see loads of different on me . Lyke realationship , eventhough im still , loving Adeq but still , i move on , and still Say sweet with hym cause , i believe in waiting .. So hope one day he realise that what hys doing are actually making others hym regret .

I am so glad that its Tuesday aread , i cant wait for dearest Yayan tuh call me . Im gonna hug hym tight firstly i see hym ! I MISS YOU, YAYAN ! just cant wait for you and your call .

Im really dont know what tuh update actually as , and i just got tuh know school still gonna start as the usuall date , on the 29th June , argh , can you just postpone it longer ? i still want my holidays babes .

Nothing much actually , and im done for today .. Hopefully i got update more in the afternoon !

Labels: Loved

Monday, June 22, 2009

Okkaes , today is my happiest day , maybe some wouldnt except it , but i chat with my dearest exboyfriend , and still hys waiting for me .. Aha ! See this picture , hys sweet .

Its started lyke this ,

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★-ɣαɣ[α]ҝιʀσ`сιитαɓιитαиĝ-★ ; says:
asal end !!
hmph !!!
adeq says:
asl
i tunjuk kan kejap jek
★-ɣαɣ[α]ҝιʀσ`сιитαɓιитαиĝ-★ ; says:
ehk !
up tuh eu larh -.-"
adeq says:
asl niee
★-ɣαɣ[α]ҝιʀσ`сιитαɓιитαиĝ-★ ; says:
takde paper uhh !
adeq says:
nk last nyer tk
★-ɣαɣ[α]ҝιʀσ`сιитαɓιитαиĝ-★ ; says:
tak perh ..
adeq says:
siap dgn kiss2
btolll tknk...tknk sudah
★-ɣαɣ[α]ҝιʀσ`сιитαɓιитαиĝ-★ ; says:
nak2 !!
heh !
plsh3 .

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( He gave that flying kiss )
★-ɣαɣ[α]ҝιʀσ`сιитαɓιитαиĝ-★ ; says:
bie , thankyou bie !!
((:

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adeq says:
welcome syng
★-ɣαɣ[α]ҝιʀσ`сιитαɓιитαиĝ-★ ; says:
((:
i mish you truckloadss !!!
adeq says:
same2
★-ɣαɣ[α]ҝιʀσ`сιитαɓιитαиĝ-★ ; says:
wait til my new laptop darh leh masok internet . den kan webcam tuhgether .
hehhs ..
adeq says:
ok syng
i nk kene balek taw
mama
i tkde org jage
★-ɣαɣ[α]ҝιʀσ`сιитαɓιитαиĝ-★ ; says:
huh ?
maksod eu ?
adeq says:
mama i kat rumah sorg
nobody takecare of her
★-ɣαɣ[α]ҝιʀσ`сιитαɓιитαиĝ-★ ; says:
ohhkaeys shyq ..
adeq says:
last kay

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( A Peace Sign )
★-ɣαɣ[α]ҝιʀσ`сιитαɓιитαиĝ-★ ; says:
aha !
okkaeys .
takecare baybe .
baybe , aku cinta dirimu !!
love you loads .
adeq says:
ok will...you t0o...anytink msg miie kay...bye...mimpi yang terindah
★-ɣαɣ[α]ҝιʀσ`сιитαɓιитαиĝ-★ ; says:
mimpi indah shyq !
adeq says:
love u to0...
1 day
jus wait
bye
...
★-ɣαɣ[α]ҝιʀσ`сιитαɓιитαиĝ-★ ; says:
byeee !
muaaachks
adeq says:
don' forget miie
★-ɣαɣ[α]ҝιʀσ`сιитαɓιитαиĝ-★ ; says:
i wont , always in heart
adeq says:
bye
★-ɣαɣ[α]ҝιʀσ`сιитαɓιитαиĝ-★ ; says:
byee sy=hyq
*shyq.

And seriously i miss hym aload ! Sungguh tak sangke , and he showed me , hys performance kat Anderson , sungguh kelakar . Nak jady monyet tak jady . Pastu aleak musibah , sayanq oi , sebelom nak panjat tuh check dulu kuat tak . jangan sembarang panjat jer . sungguh not nice ceh , .. see this video .

Funny right , sungguh not nice . Kecian deir , aha ! i was giggle ~ ing all the way .
And yesh baybe , I MISH YOU TRUCKLOADS !

Love of my life .

This kinnda a testing of my new laptop . Which i greatfull loving it . And im kindda now , enjoying my single life , cause , im still having the Vacation of having a single life . and i need nails cutting . as my finger nail are LONG !

Baybe , i js missed my realtionship life which with my ex's . but , also im having fun right now , which i like it ! im hoping that one day , i could find a better guy , for my future life , which still a long way to go .

Anbelieveable that its gonna be half a year gone , cause , it really fast . im hoping that i have a great future ahead , i wouldnt be what i am now , and im not the ghurl in the past . im now a strong ghurl , which thinks that guys comes and goes . which is truely true . Knowing my ex boyfriend have move on , and im glad he is .

Aha ! Greatfull hope they last long , Yaya anti korang pon tetap dalam hati i cared , Aha ! If they are happy im happy tuh . Have a great future ahead guys !

Besti Yayan , come home soon aytes , i missh truck loads larh darla ! Cant wait tuh tell you what happen in Singapore , and there not much thing . as its all the same , .. Im just happy with my life , and guys are all surrounding me .

Especially some of them , who really wants me tuh be their ghurlfriend , asap . Aha ! surprising actually . I may look gorgeous but , i still have my weekness aytes .

You guys may say it now , that im " nice , cute , or what-so-ever " .. but if your in realtionship is allBullshits of you guys saying that .. Aha ! I know guys , just hopefully there ONE guy in this WORLD could show that hys different from others . And sadly , that there none .

I dont know if you all believe in Fortune Teller , i had one Teacher in school that can tell us about our future by our Right Palm , and hard to say , that im 50-50 believe . And what he says is that , im gonna have a brighht future , but still there's still a few circumference to take note of , lyke money , and life . Money , i can have truckloads of money , but sometimes , people will ask for it . and trying tuh be so nice , js to get some of money part . Well, i dont care if you guys need money , cause im not stingy . if i can effort , i'll go for it . But if i can effort , im sorry but next tyme . Life ? I maybe having a great job , and not one job but tons of jobs . but its indepence of myself tuh choose the right job and not having a wrong decision . And hopefully i can make it .

Well, what i wanna say about some guys that i know each day , ..

Firstly , Casper , Your a nice guys actually . But i thought that happines of you is there , just abit strange . Cant elaborate more ..

Secondly , Sharizal , your a nice guy . I didnt know you that much , and never seen you before , what i know your a nice guy wet were ot the phone . A cicil Defence guys are nice , but sometimes i just dont believe it they are totaly nice . And thans to Aidil BigBird who introduce hym tuh me . Hopefully , i could see you in reality ..

Thirdly , Catering Son , Aha ! I just dont know what hys name , But hys good looking and hys educated . Whsi mum approve me with hym . And hys My catering son , which really he wants me tuh be hys "menantu" . Anak hantu boleh ? *laugh* i really hope hys a nice guy , bvut cant say much , cause Dont judge a book by its cover . You wouldnt know a nice guy outside can be other outside right ? So hopefully hys not .

Forthly , Melvin , Im kindda into you , but then your pure chinese , which i dont mind , but .. *thinking*

Im loving my life right now , as you wouldnt know that actually , having guy overing you is great , but the matters of you can or cannot .. Single is best . Which i dont care and im NOT so desperately wants a Boyfriend ! Lyke my ex boyfriends , who desperately wants a guy ! Aha ! it a BIG , nono ! Im not !

Im just a normal ghurl , who still wants a Life , and yesh , now i got my own princip ! A guy whom wanna be with must EXCEPT what i am ! You dont , just go away ! cause i dont give a them ! and i lyke tuh be myself ! i love the way i want , and i dont care what people say ! Cause , im being originality !

And about my Seni ? Well , im still into Seni , till went ? cant stop . cause its my keturunan . And i believe i can manage it . Those tak terime tuh , korang nyer pasal aytes , cause i got the blood of Kudakepang . Im loving my Barang that im having . Soon , im gona wear you ! just what aytes . cause i really love you ! Its part of me , and im totaly excited .

Life is one thing you should treasure , and we are not living for the rest of our life , js a short while . So do enjoy it !

Love of my Life , i just come back from Prabu performance , and its totaly damn great ! Now let me update a few things ,

To Nananayli ,
Sayang, no matter what stay strong kaeys . And im sure you can . Laki bukan satu didunia niek , ramai sayang . Ilang satu , Dapat seribu . But , if can talk things out with hym , maner tawuk okkaeys aleak ? and im sure, your a strong ghurl ! Girl Superpower ! *giggle*

To Acai ,
Please dont hurt Nana , you wasnt lyke this went i know you. Since you mix around with "hym". You changed . Nana may not realise , but i realise it , cause i know you first . Please dont me so "terperdayer" kater2 dorang . You have a great ghurlfriend , js not regret if oneday you loose her .

To Myra ,
Same goes to you baybe . Be strong , you can find a better guy . Just stay strong !

I think i should continue blogging later in the evening , cause ,

Im on the phone with Sharizal and Soon with Einn . Single is the best ! (:

& one more day , Yayan is back !

Labels: Bestfriend

Sunday, June 21, 2009

Dear Sayang ,

It gonna be a long post today ..

Firstly i manage tuh settle evrything with all my Dewi-dewi . Which im glad that everything is all over . And i wont be cracking head anymore . I apologised onces again , if there's my mistake . To Nana , Kynn and Yana , you are all my BEST dewi ghurlfriends . and i cant loose you ALL . Onces again i apologised .

And now , im continue ~ ing Blogging . Still , im still my another part is still hurt , cause of previous stuff . Which my close once know about it .. Im trying tuh get rid of everything , and strating a new brand new life . Single pon takper , asalkan hidup BAHAGIA !!
I heard alot of Single Ladies out there which is my close-close ghurlfriends ..

Example ;

AdieqPampered ; Darh lame Single
FiahBaybe ; Also Same , since you broke with The Mr.A , you did find a replacement but still , ... No hope .
Then ikabintang ; Baybe , theres aload of guy out there , no hym alone , so dont sad2 aytes ! Im here for you .
YanaSachek ; Still Waiting for Nas ? Right ? Yearh , you should . Hys a nice man !
The main , Single Ladies , Well , one day we will find a better guy right ?

And those in Realationship ,

Kynn Baybe - Hafiz ;
Nananaylu - AcaiKecheeq ;
Myra Darling - Aidil BigBird ;
ALL OF YOU LAST LONG AYTES !

And i did a family photo taking with mum js yesterday , and its for trial . Mange to take back 2 pictures home , the rest was deleted , cause , mum cant manage tuh buy the promotion the gave , it $3ooo+ . Wahdu !
Mum wants to buy for me new laptop tomorrow , and i cant manage tuh spend $3000+ just for a photoshot , eventhough is worth it , cause once you pay this amount , you can use this for your entire life .. example , married photos , engagement , party , chalet & What-so-ever , .. for Free ! Grrr ! Creak head totaly . So , yearh , this will be the pictures .

Now about my Passsion . Anak Seni , Kuda Kepang . 4th July theres Performance kat Simei , and block will be comfrim . And i seriously begge my god-father , Cikdean , to get that Setanan before that date ! Grrr ! Mati-mati i want it before that date . if not i gonna wait lyke another keluaran , and its really frustrated . I dont wanna use Yana setanan cause , thats belong tuh hers and , if i and she mabok tuhgether , she will be the first one tuh balek kan , and im the second . And its totally tired ! i cant manage . Totaly ! its not that i dont wanna shared it but , its tiring . If your in Kudakepang , you will know . Penat ! Wahdu !

What else i wanna talk about ? Oh yarh , my bestfriend in Kumpulan !

Actually , I been missing Yayan for this past few daeys . Hys was away outside country in Pening , with hys family members . And im totaly mish hym and console hym about whats happening !
Yayan , I mish you truckloads . I mish those daeys we spent tuhgether , in club , dance~ing the romantic version , *laugh* . And at Swensen , where we both had candle light dinner ! Wahdu ! Touching !
I totaly mish you alads, bestfriend ! You come back we go karoake , okkaeys ?

& had news that , school opening was postpone tuh another a week or two ! HEAVEN ! totaly ! Can enjoy and sleep late in the morning . *laugh* Im lyke Burung hantu taw , malam , bagon . Pagy tido . Aha ! Had panda eyes , surf me right . And im loving my school holiday ! Thanks tuh H1N1 , swine flu !!

I had hard breathing since i ate aload of Durians , excuse me . No one can stop me eating that okkaeys . Im a " Hantu Durian " taaww .. I still have few boxes of durian inside my fridge , and i tell you , im still cravinf for it . Biase larh , darh musim durian . Mangos too ! Yumm ! Feel lyke eating again . But must take care weight . *giggles* Im fat you know !

Well, im suppposed to sleep now , but im not tired yet , cause i ussually sleep at 2plus to 3am in the morning . Actually i had plans tomorrow , im going out tomorrow with mama and the dewi2 to watch Prabu at woodlands . Great ! but before that gonna buy , my laptop first , arg , ccraving for Viao Laptop ! As its the Great Singapore Sales ! Please , let the price go down !

Since yesterday event , I didnt much into Tagged . cause im concentrating on Blogg . And those who add me at tagged , thanks for adding ! And those who wanna know me ? certain people ajer boleh . Sorry taw .. Im a cerewet type . *giggle* But, im seriously not ready larh sweets .

Korang nak korang tunggu larh sampai musim Durian tahun depan , .. Im tired of love , i dont wanna be loved now . I js need love . *giggle* Im tired larh , .. nak love2 niek . And i heard aload of story from , my kumpulan about , my ex boyfriend . Argh ! Just feel so hurt . But still , im forgeting hym .. And im stoping aready . Tak sanggup ..

To adieqpampered , I Mish youu larh darla ! I see you soon , and Casper is a nice guy . *smile*
To Kynn Baybe , Yaya dgn Yayan cumer Kawan ajer larh Sayang .
To Nananayli , I Love you !

To all my Readers , Thankyou for Reading , and please tagged me and comment about my pictures (:

I Got to Go Now ,

Love ,

YAYA`cintabintang

Labels: Life Move On

Friday, June 19, 2009

I mish my beloved bestfiend ! Yayan , Lagy 4 hari . Cepat aleak !! (:

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

Its aready 12plus in the morning , and im still awake . I wanna declare that eventhough im not with adeq , but im still contacting . Lyke ttm . And i js had a call from hym js now ,

Adeq : hello sayang
Yaya : ello bie , belom tido lagy ?
Adeq : Belom .
Yaya : Asal niek ? besokkan nak kene bangon pagy .
Adeq : i tersadah , teringatkan eu .
Yaya : yelarh . gy larh tido aleak .
Adeq : Okkaeys larh .
Yaya : Goodnight Sayang
Adeq : goodnight baybe .

Pelikkan ? tapy cute .

Yaya sekarang nak cuber bina hidop baru . tapy satu janji yaya , yaya tetap tunggu adeq . Biarlarh orang nak kater yaya aper , tapy untuk yaya , adeq memang baek . Memang he got tattoo or whatever izit , but for me doesnt matter with me . Dan tak semua orang yang ber tattoo niek jahat . tak2 , ader jugak baek . cumer kiter tatwu ajer ..

Adeq , walaupon kiter berpisah , tapy tetap contact kaes ? And yaya harap tak ungkir janji adeq . Biarlah aper orang nak kater , sekarang , kalo dorang tetap tak suker yaya kawan nan adeq , yaya tatawu nak cakap aper lagy . dorang nak yaya kawan nan binatang kot . Agy pon , yaya darh cukop besar nak tawuk mane baek , maner jahat . Sepandai-pandai tupai melompat ahkirnya jatoh kat tanah jugak .

Sepandai-pandai saper2 nak rahsia nan yaya , satu hari yaya tawuk jugak . Yaya tak nak orang rahsia2 nan yaya , kalo ader yang tak suker . Ilang yaya kaeys .

Anw, pade semua yang terime sms yaya , dgn keputusan yaya , kalo keputusan tuh betol2 yang semua ingin kan yaya darh tunaikan . tapy , jangan halang yaya saper yaya nak kawan , yaya berhak kawan dgn saper2 pon . So , jangan halang yaya . Yaya mohon byk .

Yaya not intrested in guy skrg , cause dalam hati yaya tetap name , Muhd adimin . Sampai biler ? itu tidak pasti . Tapy yaya harap jangan pikir burok tentang yaya dgn adeq . Tolong larh semua , takmo pikirkan diri sendiri kaeys . yaya mohon pikirkan yaya .

Yaya darh cukop menangis , dan yaya tak pasti kalo ini betol2 keputusan utk tinggalkan adeq . tapy demi semua yaya terpakse . Yaya harap semua darh bahagia sekarang . Sejahat2 adeq , deir tetap tawuk saper diri adeq .

Kalo satu hari nanty , korang dapat orang yang korang sayang sangat , dan tiber2 ader yang benci dgn hubungan korang . Aper rase korang ? Sedih ? Hampe ? Merane ? Pikiran ? Kenaper setiap kali aku nak bahagia , orang tak suker . Bila aku sedih orang simpati ! Kan ?

Inilarh hidupan yaya sekrang , manerime segale dugaan dengan rela hati . Aper kesilapan yaya selamer ini , sampaikan yaya selalu ditahan .

Yer ! memang betol semua sayang kan yaya , but for onces , hust think about people feelings . And im mature enough . Yesh true , adeq its not good for me , but deep down hys a fine guy . Memang ! memang yaya baru kenal deir , but he've waited so long ! Same goes to me . I've waited to get the laughter and love back .

Adeq knows me , the day i know Mohd Zulkifli , on the 5th of July 2008 ! And zul got me first , and others cant have the chances , count how many months he have waited . And im with adeq on the 13th Jun 2009 . How many months and days ? 11months and 8 daeys !! saper nak pergy tunggu ? memang in between he have other ghurl . same goes tuh me .. And im single , and hys single . we confrount out our feelings . And decided tuh get together . But wht happen now ?

Hanyer tinggal kenangan ? Its lyke why ? Im hurt , i cried . tak pernah2 , dalam seumur hidop yaya , yaya menagis dgn lelaki yaya baru stead js for 2daeys ! its where you wants that love grows . end up ? semua musnah ..

And i tell you on the 14th of June 2009 . Yaya and adeq had missunderstanding . I was outside club , and he called my cell phone . and my cell wasnt with me . And the same tyme mum got tuh know i smoke . I was having tuh problems went i reached my cell i saw 16 miss call . And he was pissed off with . i called hym , and text , saying sorry . at the same tyme telling mama , im sorry . see how stress i am . then , i text adeq ,

Yaya : Bie, i betol2 mintak maaf i tak dgr tady .
Adeq : takpperlarh gy enjoy puas2.
Yaya : Bie , im so sorry truckloads.
Adeq : (No reply)
Yaya : bie , im sorry .

He called ..

Adeq : aper lagy ? (raise tone)
Yaya : i mintak maaf . im really sorry baybe !
Adeq : (quite)
Yaya : bie msg i , i nak kerne confront mama , mama dpt tawuk i isap rokok .
Adeq : Hmph . (letak phone )

Text hym again while confrounting mama . Then we stopped at Yishun , to eat . On the way to Swensen .

texting ..

Yaya : Baybe , i gy yishun taw
Adeq : gy larh (sarcastic)
Yaya : Baybe , i mintak maaf . im really sorry .

He called , seriously this tyme i was afraid to answer . takot deir mengamok , thenn , ..

Adeq : Baybe takmo naughty taw . (bbual baek)
Yaya : Bie , i mintak maaf taw sayang
Adeq : takpe larh , baybe takmo naughty kaes2.
Yaya : okeayys sayang .
Adeq : Nanty aper2 msg i kaes baybe .
Yaya : okkaeys , i love you sayang .
Adeq : i love you Bie .

Hangup . See , how sweet he hys . and for goodness sake tak satu laki pon brani kater gitu kat phone . my ex pon tak pernah , especially Zul . Itu kalo darh naek , pill semua jalan . Im glad that Adeq really give and take . I know its my fault , end up he doesnt want tuh drag the problem . and samer2 mintak maaf . GOSH ! i just dont know why pople dont like ?

And went i tell hym yesterday that , i cant continue of parents and kumpulan .
He respct it , until i cried none stop . and telling yayan , wawan and izat who come over my house , korang darh puas skrg ? darh puas darh ? samapi nanges2 .

And i told adeq ,

Yaya : Adeq , yaya cant stop crying
Adeq : darh larh yaya , no matter adeq tetap tunggu yaya , kaeys syng ?
Yaya : (tak reply)

He called ,

Adeq : Yaya takmo nages kaes , no matter what adeq syng yaya kaes . Yaya tkmo uat kerje bodoh kaeys baybe . adeq tetap tunggu yaya till the end . kaeys sayng ?
Yaya : shobb2
Adeq : Darh makan belom .
Yaya : darh tady .
Adeq : okkaeys , aper2 msg adeq kaeys .
Yaya : okkaaeys .
Adeq : Bubbyeee syng .
Yaya : bye .

Hangup . He really cares about me . And im falling for hym , but why ader yang tak terime ? sampai sekarang i yaya masih tak paham . Yaya gonna meet hym later in 12 hrs tyme . So now, i should go to bed , and mimpi indah .

To Mohd Adimin , Yaya tetap tunggu adeq . dan itu janji Yaya ! Yaya sayang adeq , till the end .

And saper2 yang tersingung yaya mintak maaf banyak2 . Yaya bukan nak saket kan hati korang , tapy yaya nak luarkan aper yang ader dihati yaya . Harap semua paham .

Sampai disini sahajer ,
Mohon maaf ,
Ihklas dari hati ,

Nur Halimatuz Sa'adiah

~★-ɣαɣ[α]ҝιʀσ`сιитαɓιитαиĝ-★ ; Property ~

Monday, June 15, 2009

To dearest Muhammad Adimin ,

I hope you can except everything , But no matter what your in me heart aytes baybe . I apologized if i have hurt you before . But , promise is a promise . One day we gonna be back . No matter what baybe . Cause your not replaceable . But , if you find a better ghurl just go on aytes baybe . Onces again , deep down i still love you . And your mine till the end . But js there others who prevent it . And baybe , mean what you say , that you gonna wait for me . Im not gonna fall again . I Promise . Im tired . Lets other say im stupid , useless , selffish , or watever . Lets our love takes us to the future aytes . You once waited for me , and you once loose me , and im sure you wont loose me again . I love you truckloads . Eventhough its END of us , but one day we will be back aytes baybe ?

With Trucks Love ,

★-ɣαɣ[α]ҝιʀσ`сιитαɓιитαиĝ-★ ;

Dear Earthlings ,

I wonder if this is my mistakes . I tried to make myself happy . End up its doesnt at all . I dont understand , sometimes . Im just stuck here in my own world . I have to except all decision , and knowing that they are right . But i really need space for myself . Knowing the world . Its all matters with a relationship . Yes , i know im not suitable for hym , but it just that we are contacting with each other . I just dont know . And im really confused right now . Can i be happy for the last tyme (neverknows) , enjoying the love of life . Its what we call life , enjoying life , knowing what life , and know knowledge outside there .

I maybe showing a bright smile , i maybe having a great future , but deep inside , i just dont know who knows . I want to be loved , i want a loved . But , its not up tuh my expectation . Why ? Sometimes isint it unfair ? What for bother , if im not interested ? Wouldnt that wasting time ?

I really appreciate everyone , EVERYONE ! Who makes me happy , and bring me that smile back . Thankyou so much . And i really3 appreciate .

Till now , im confused with one person , and thats , Mum .

Love,

Nur Halimatuz Sa'adiah

Yaya darh tukar layout taw Sayang , I love you baybe ! I see you soon taw sayang ..

Sunday, June 14, 2009

Im not gonna be updating much , im sorry !

Saturday, June 13, 2009

To adieqpampered ,

Yaya wanna say to you that , im just contacting with hym . We belom ader relationship pon . Im contacting with some guys too . Not hym alone , Im now thinking what the right choice for me . Adieq , dont worry aytes , no matter what i wont make eu dissappointed . I'll update you aytes if there's anything . Im sure i can face all the facts . And sometimes , I really like your advice to me , thankyou adieq . Really much appreciate .

Love,

Yaya`cintabintang .

Nananayli , I dont know if this gonna dissappoint you . I dont know what to say to you sayang . Please help me , You Know Adeq right ? And your hys ex . Darling , what should i do now ? Its like im stuck with hym ? And hys falling for me ? You know hym , please help me . I really need your advice . Im really sorry s i just got to know hym today . Please help me dear . Im so damn stress .

With Love, Yaya .

Friday, June 12, 2009

When suddenly he came into my heart went i need someone to talk too. He ask me if i have any girls thats single and interested with . But i told him that i don't have, i also tell him that I'm currently single and available . And I'm also finding a replacement . He ask what happen to my ex , i told him everything , which he also know whose my ex is . He was shocked , and tell me to be patient , hopefully one day , I'll find a better guy . And Sudden he told me , if I'm interested to know more about him . And i said , Sure, Why not ?

And also, he told me that he was in loved with me before , just that there someone who prevent him from having me as his girlfriend . And now , He told me that , He have lost me onces , and wont lost me again . His sweet and I'm kinda falling for him . Hopefully I'm blessed in this relationship . Insyaallah and Amin !

Baybecrush , I'm in loved with you . Hopefully we are into this relationship . Just Wait Till the day comes .

Loved,

YayaCintaBintang (:

Time check 12:57am and im still awake . Cant sleep cause its very2 hot . And any way , yesterday , I didnt blogg much cause of reasons . As im outside with my friends . Which is , Emelia , Yayan , Wawan , Izat , Mamat and Nas . Well , i wanna make it clear. Im not snatching anyone boyfriends aytes . So to make it clear , We are just F.R.I.E.N.D.S . not T.T.M , or what ever close friends . we are just friends . Anw , we went lepak under my block . Sing2 . then get screen from two police officer . *laugh* Then took pictures .

This is are the pictures ! For godness sake , Jangan pikir im having realtionship with them kaes ! Im NOT !! Im have a Life aytes . And im currently processing taw with a guy ! But not comferm yet . So jangan pikir that i got crush , or love , or whatever with them ! plsh2 dont think anything ! Get That .

Sometimes, Went i private my blogg , people may think im keeping things , went i public my blogg , they say loads of things . *curious* Why humans cant just keep it tuh themself ? And , i really hope that there's no conflict .
Currently my status of realationship . Processing , maybe . With who ? With outside guy . Not from Kumpulan , not from my cuz ex's . Or whoever related tuh Kumpulan or Cousins . Nope2 . Actually there's aload who wanna know me , but , not sure who's good for me . I'm still in my single life , and still not ready for a realionship . Im happy to be Single , and enjoying my own life without people evoiding me .

To Hazman , Thank ehk for teman~ing me .
To Fahmi , Jogging malam2 buter ? ader aper ehk ? You tuh jgn gatal2 . Ahahaha ! Cakap orang !
To Nas , Hi5 torn samer2 .
To Haqym , Sunday Clubb ? Okkaeys , let see .
To Adieqpampered , i mish you so much ! hari tuh tk dpt jumper ceh . biler nk jumper adeq lagy ?

I miss all my guyfriend at my contact list . and i miss texting with Fahmi ! Wahdu ! Malam2 gie jogging , sampai skrg belom aleak . Maner larh laki tuh ? *laugh* Okkaeys , how i know this guy right ? From tagged , Hys 19 , ns , 163cm , 50kg . And i abit taller . Wahdu ! susah mcm ginie .

And plsh dont think im flirting . NO ! Enjoying my life . and anyway , mama kater , biar jual mahal jgn jual murah . Betol ? *laugh*

Skrg pon tgh kenal2 dengan budak baru lagy , whadu ! it will never stop . *laugh*

I think i should list down what type of guy i want .

Understanding
Loving
Give and take
Knowledgeable
Independent
Educated
Not a controller
Clubs but not a drinker
I dont mind smoker , cause i smoke
Looks doesnt matter
Hearts matter
Except who i am , what i am
Knowing the right things and wrong things
No scrects in Realationship
That can be with me till i sleep and went i wake up hys there for me
Knowing everything about me , what i like and dislike
Not a hot temper
Control my childness
Control my temper ESPECIALLY during RED FLAG !
Im Cerewet ghurl , so do stand it !

There's more . and i'll tell you what type of ghurl i am . To list down , there aloads . those who knows me especially , my close one , lyke MAMA ! she know me BEST ! *laugh*

Understanding
Loving
Caring
Im 100% PATIENT !
Dont take advantage on me
Im cerewet in cetain things
I hate drinkers
i hate backstabbbers
i dont entertain no life people
i hate being used
i hate nagging
i hate shouting
Dont show me attitude or i show you mine
Im childish EXCEPT IT
but , im MATURE enough !
I cry aloads so dont make me cry
Im not a sweet talker , i say with sincerly
I dont like HIGH HOPES ! if you didnt mean it
I like nice compliment
I hate rumours
I have sense of humor , all of us have
Im not like other girls , who are Bitching around
Im a person you will never be
Im not Preety ! js cute .
Im not a prefect ghurl
I have sickness ; heartproblem . Except it !
I GIVE AND TAKE !
If i love a person i will treasure it !
Im fanatic , *laugh* in certain things

Aload kan ? Padan muker ! Hahahas . Who know me the best ? MAMA ! So if you wanna know me , you have tuh know my mum , So what im a mummy ghurls ! is goood tuh be one , cause one day you will realise if theres somone close tuh you , you are being love lyke in heaven ! & i tell you , i love my mum truck loads . then i love a guy . Opps sorry ! *laugh* Im a bit fanatic . Cause went comes tuh Family , im the one fighting for it .

And stop being jealous of my god father , hys the best ! Father , your the BEST ! They are jealous , i js hate it , Skrg saper nak bukak mulot , sila bukak . Cuase some of you , js dont appreciate what people have done good things to you . Too teach peolpe lyke this , by telling them the truth , and say that your really hurting someone who love and trust you aload !

There you go , a long post ! Time check 230am im the morning ! Dont know what to do , Hazman aready sound me tuh sleep . Okkaeys i should go to bed i think . But not sure i can anot , cause its damn hot !! Feel lyke bathing again ! Fuuuuuuh !

Im Happily Loving my life , i repeat again ehk , Im Happily enjoying my life !

Okkaeys , im out .

Peace Be Apon You Readers,

Yaya`cintabintang !

Thursday, June 11, 2009

Will Be updating soon ! With Pictures .

To adieq pampered ! Laugh out Loud aytes ! (: I LOVE YOU , BAYBE ! anw ,
that guy tak msg pon . hehhhes . hahahas . kidding .

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

I wanna thank adieqpampered for kenal~ing me with a guy . But still , i havent get hys msg yet . Well , thankyou so much for cheering me and knowing what a type of guy i want . And im not puting high hopes actually , tak mengharap sgt taww .

Im finding a guy , with understanding love , care and concern and also know about love . And take care of me , and can teman me till i sleep and went i wake up hys there for me . Boleh tak ? Hahahahs .

I wont be updating much now , and once again , thankyou adieq . I repeat again ehk , Thankyou Adieq !

Love,

Yaya (:

I should get everything back tuh normal . eventhough its hard tuh let you go deep inside . But im forcing myself too forget about it . I seriously do not know if this is me . But , im doing this cause of you . I appreciate much if this was the right thing that your doing . But , its not mine . Im still hurt . But there no point of saying as its over . May the Pass flows away and a new life ahead . Get things back tuh normal , and im sure i can make it .

I may not be smiling as before . I may not be showing my life into Kumpulan anymore . But no worries , i'll be fine . Im still into my passion of Dancing . But i may not be concentrating in outside Kumpulan . Knowing my mistake right now , of not having a realtionship in the same Kumpulan .

Im not ready tuh have a realationship right now , enjoy my single life first . And i'll make sure it gonnabe enjoyful . What im doing now , no one can stop . And i can be whoever i wann . Being single theres Life . Which is what Yayan said tuh me , its true . Having A realationship , there No Life . And i bet its totaly true . You can contact whoever you wan , be whoever you want . As long as you wont disturbe people life .

Thank to Mama and Father for the Support . I love you . And still deep inside im hurt . Eventhough i went this thick nd thin , im still moving on my life . Its just the hurt , hopefull its cure as soon as possible .

And , to my little sis , Shahidah . How you hate her , its what your brother want it . Just dont think it too hard . Im sure he know whats best for hym . And eu know that hys a lovely brother . But , it doesnt matter anything , just yourself . Dont get influence by other aytes sis . Your impression of your self , and your body language shows everything of you . Show hym your respect , and im sure he respect you . You may fight for your right but do think about other too aytes darling . No matter what you have my support darling . I love you till the end .

And it all over , you cant turn back the clock . And start everything new . Its the fact that you hve to xcept . I may have difficulties , but having a right mindset , it will helps . People may think that im easly moving on . but deep inside im not . I was not s strong ghurl before . I was not as strong as others . But now , i have learn . There no pont of crying . And you have loads of years upcoming . I bet that i can have a bright future . And having a right path way , its the matter you can make it anot .

And i bet some of my friends are also sad tuh hear what i am now . I know you all wanted tuh see me happy and have a good realtionship . and Hoping htat i wont get hurt again . i apologised much , and thankyou for all you advice . Im still continue ~ ing mylife . Its really a tear of joy if you could read all my past post . With my ex's . its really a love with never ending story . Well , life move on .

And im sure , one day theres a guy who really prove me that hys not lyke others . And he gonna show me what really a true love means . Hopefully one day with a bless from god and mum . Insyaallah dan AMIN !

For those who saw my cell phone contact list , under "guyfriends" . Yesh im contacting 2 of it . And really its a pleasure knowing them . And i sould tell you guys earlier that im only concentrating on my N levels and wont be having a realtionship . May god willing too .

Mama told me that she will find me jodoh , i think let her find me a good and adorable guy thats suit for me . And she have on in her mind , which is , i dont know who . But seen hym before . The day i Know Zul , and thats the day i know that guy too . Hopefully hys a good guy .

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With the new cell phone , & Im Loving it . Tuh Hym , if your still with me . My LG phone could be yours . Im sorry that it cant be now . May Your Happy Now .

Deep inside im still loving you !

To My dearest Adieq Pamered ! ((:

Its Fit ! (: Its not loose ! & use it everyday ! (: Hehhhs . Thankyou baybee ! ILOVEYOU !

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

Thank Mum For the Birthday Present !! Mum Bought for me the new phone that i wanted aloadd !! ((:

Mine the red phone ! ((: Thank you MAMA !! I LOVE YOU !

Im kindda having a single Life right now . Hym ? He went back with Hys ghurl . Which is , whatever .

Dont put high hope on someone , and say sweethings , if you never mean it . Get that !

Adieqpampered ! I mish you ! I love you ! ((: Anyway , Im back tuh my single life , Relink you soon ! ((:

Gonna be at Yishun later . See Yar . Wont be updating much . thankyou !

Monday, June 8, 2009

Hbby , i dont know what my wrong . And what i did till your angry with me ? I dont know if this is my fault . Or this is all bacause of me . You didnt tell me that eu finish work , eu didnt update me anything . why must you eu duh this tuh me ? Im dam hurt . I never wanna hurt you . i never wanna let you down . But, why musst you do this tuh me ?

You drank , and eu bring up about Ryan . I just dont know why ? till eu maki hym . I js dont know why ? Have i did anything wrong with ? Have i kept anything tuh you ? Why ? I js feel lyke ending everything . And where yours promises ? You told me you wont drink behind me . but you did . Js dont think about yourself . about mine ? Have been pateint all this while .

& for goodness sake . i dont know what happen . & its all started with a private call ? And your angry with that ? till you say about Ryan ? Argh ~ ! thats story was long ago . and its ended . What my fault ? What ? I feel so stress . & i never take 3 stick of ciggrate a day !! Im dam stess . Do what right for you . Im dam hurt .

I have been hurt before my birthday , and now . its almost a week . why must this happen ? Why me ? Argh !!

I hate everything . why must this happen ? why ? i dont know what my fault . What ?!!! IM DAMN HURT !!

HURTT !!

Havent you people had enough ? Havent you people hurt me enough ? Havent you see your self hurt before ?

DONT RUIN MY LIFE !

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Currently with Dearest Sister . And , Im just wondering wheres my Boyfriend ? Its gonna 530pm Soon . & He havent text me yet . Argh , was my Hubby ? I just dont wann think negetively . Being positive right now . And hopefully he text me soon aytes . Please , Dont make me worried ceh darling . Haish . Baybe , im afraid of loosing you . Totaly afraid .

Its end of party , and its end of Birthday . But my love will never end , Weeee !

Currently , Im at home , back tuh school tomorrow , last lesson . & I will be home straight . Will be have plans after that , but totaly i wish i could spent with Sayang . Jyeah , yesterday wasnt that enough . Though , we had funn , right Sayang ? Sayang working . & busy with hys work .

& waiting for beloved sis tuh come . Yesh , I mish her aloads ! She My Sister , She My Bestfriend , She My ghurlfriend , She My everything . & I LOVE HER TRUCK LOADS !! 6th years of friendship & still counting ! I Love you , Nur Azillah Bte Sambri !

Haters , Haters , Haters !
Seriously I dont Care , You cant Ruin My Life , & you cant stop me who i wanna be . & who i wanna loved .
The more you hate the more , i make you Jealous . Im So sorry , But you have tuh xcept it baybe . Im deeply in love . I can be Sacartist , I can Be Fanatic , I can be anything that you thinking , But you cant STOP me .

Im super glad that Boyfriend , console me & told me just not cared about them . Yesh , as what he say was true . You dont need tuh crack your head just because of them . & just think that there are js inmatured . Yesh , true . & no matter what , my passion of Dancing with never stop . Anak Seni Kuda Kepang , its my top list . I Wont stop it , & no matter what my realstionship will never put inside this Passion . Uh ~ Uh .

My life is perfectly , great . I cant bare to loose any of them . Cause no matter what they are my everything . Especially , Mum ! I love you till Death !! Thankyou for those Party , and Clubs , Presents and everything ! I really appreciate much . Mum Asked me ,

Mama : Kakak , is this your happiest party ?
Yaya : Yesh . ofcause .
Mama : I hope you like it & no matter what me and cikdean(godfather) and gave the best for you !
Yaya : Thanks Mama for everything , I appreciate much .
Mama : Welcome , and till death i Love you .
Yaya : I love you mama .

Onces again mum , Thankyou truckloads .

Yesterday , event was damn Funn !!

I woke up At 10plus , & mum was toking otp with godfather . Fuhh ~ ! & told me that we are going club . Yearh . Text Yana , Myra , and Boyfriend . Boyfriend Wished me ,

Goodmorning Baybe , Happy Birthday Sayangku . May all your dreams come true . I love you , Muaks .

I was damn happy , Cause tyme keluaran , he DIDNT wish me . I was waiting . & went ask hym ,

Yaya : Bie , Biler you nak wish i ? Semua darh wish . Abeh you blm wish ?
Hbby : Biler burday you ?
Yaya : Besok .
Hbby : Abeh ?
Yaya :
Sacartist laugh .

Then on the actual day , that is was he wished me . Thanky you Hbby !!

Then he text me ,

Hbby : Bie , i nak gy club tapy i tak ader kasut ?
Yaya : Pakai slipper larh .
Hbby : Mane boleh , tak suit i ceh .
Yaya : Mane kasut2 eu ?
Hbby : Zul pakai gy kerje .
Yaya : (wth) Pakai kasot papa ker , helfi ker .
Hbby : (Late reply . ahaha) Klakar per . You enjoy larh . i tak yarh gy .
Yaya : (pissed off ) I nak you gy jugak .
Hbby : I tak ader kasut .
Yaya : Nanty pakai sandal i . I pakai slipper you .
Hbby : Okkaes , i kemas umah den ciap .
Yaya : Okkaes .

Js because of Kasot taww , *laugh* . Meet Hym , Aidil Burung and Myra Darling at Somerset . Yana with me . & off tuh godfather club . Sat at the Karoake Lounge and Mum dedicate Birthday Song . Boyfriend Laughing all the way , Silly guy ! Then went outsidde dance floor , & Myra and Yana dance . & So bad they pull me . & I dance . I pulled Boyfriend , & myra pulled Aidil . And we Dance . Yearh , we dance lyke crazy .

Boyfriend and Aidil Drank plus myra . I smile2 at Boyfriend . They had fun . Yearh me too .
After that went Tambuah Emas , to eat . Oh well , We had aload of laughter , thanks tuh Boyfriend . With all the Laughter . I just cant stop laughing . its all with Craps . Mum laugh till she cry . Ahahaha ! Mama , Mama .

That why i say , went Mohammad Zulfadli Cames Back all the laughter was back , and the saddness flew away ! Thanks Baby ! You cheer me up , & thankyou for making us laugh lyke crazy .

After all that we take train and we went home . There is where , i say thankyou to Boyfriend . Really appreciate much . I have nothing much tuh update anymore . & this Sunday we are going clubbing again . Gonna bring my Lovely Sister . Hope she can follow .

Aytea , till here . Update soon .

Hope You Lyke It (:

Sunday, June 7, 2009

First of all , i wanna say a BIG THANKYOU to all who wishes me HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY ! its really my Happiest Birthday ever . Eventhough there saddness , but theres always the happiest come first . All who wishes me by Tagged , Thankyou . By Friendster , thankyou . By cellphone , Thankyou ! Much appreciate . & those present ! Yesh !

To ADIEQPAMPERED ! Thankyou , i love your gift ! (: I have read your blogg ! i appreciate much . ILY !!

For those who miis me performing on Saturday , no worries , photo will be upload in 2 weeks tyme as i have 2 camera mans tuh edit all my photos and videos . So , js wait . I Promise you , you will love it .

Next today event , Yesh ! the actually birthday . Im sorry if i didnt invite some of them , but anw , i had fun today ! with all my love onces especially with Hbby . Today , we went tuh club , & thanks tuh Father , cikdean , who invite us tuh hys club & dance , and also dedicate the Birthday song tuh me . Really have aload of laughter nd joyness , how hard it seems tuh of me xcepting the fact , im still taking it with patients .

Photos will be uploaded tomorrow , as im damn tired .

Dedication for Hbby ,

Thankyou for spending tyme with me . I really appreciate much . Went you come back , all the laughter was there , and all the saddness went away . I really enjoy today , eventhough you know that im fighting for patients and you know that i really love you . I js cant bare you to go far from me . its hard for me tuh let you go , as i love you . Baybe , dont make me cry aytes , eventhough she's also loving you , let me tell ypu , i love you more . Im seriusly fighting for patients . Im hurt dearest , deep inside . totally . I love you , & i will prove it that , i sinerly love you ! Baybe , i hope that you , wont let me go . I deeply love you ! Ones again , thankyou for spending tyme with me during my special day . & i really want tuh be with eu forever . Thankyou dearest ! ((:

Loved ,

Yaya ; Bintangmu .

Labels: Wishes

Friday, June 5, 2009

Its about tomorrow will be the day , im so damn nervous . Anw , tomorrow my lovely sister will be coming tomomorrow in the morning , and guru , Cikdean with Hbby ! (: Tomorrow morning , yesh ! So happy . I sleep the whole day today , had half day again . & slept in the afternoon . till evening , and i went back from Kude place . Thank who wishes me Happy Birthday . Appreciate much .

Js cant wait for tomomorrow , & yearh . Im watching nanatanjung . after this sleeping again . im tired .

wishes for myself ,

Happy Birthday to myself , i wish that i will past my n level . and , i wish that i have a bright future . Moga panjang umur murah rezeki . Theres more aytes . Happy 16th Birthday .

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Thursday, June 4, 2009

I wonder where all my love onces ? Kynn , Nana and Myra ? Why you avoid my calls ?

Korang ader paper yg sembunyikan yaya ? Hmm . Please dont make me so suspicious
& what happen i have made up my mind , i know Yana gonna be hurt . I'm sorry Bie .

Give me this oppurnity aytes , tuh be with hym for onces . i wont dissappoint you .

Sayang, I love you .We really having hard tyme now adaes . & i seriously dont wanna quarrel with you js because of small matter aytres . & baybe , i really cant bare to loose you . Js dont make me lost hopes aytes .

And i wanna declare something aytes , im sorry if what im gonna say gonna tersingung some people .

My blogg , my tagged , my friendster whatever in the net im having , your not allowed to comments negative things about me . & it all my property , whatever i wanna say , its all in heart . & you cant stop what i wanna say or be with . Or controling my life . My boyfriend didnt control me that thight . & i begged that , if you disagreed with what im saying . Kindly , say feedbacks . Say in a proper manner , and i'll show you my respect. I will never let you down , & i will changed if there need too . My attitude , what i am , im using my own origanality . not copy righted . So please , i understand that there loads of conflict , and mouth by mouth , or whatever izit , js mind your words . Stop being jealous about others and be kind to people . If people are nice to you , respect them . cause your given a chance tuh changed . & Dont waste that chance .

Aytes , forgive me again if i hurt your feelings . its random .

Its about a day left , i will be busy with stuff . & mum told me everything is planned well . Js some missunderstanding about Saturday event. & really hope it goes smoothly . & dont wann anything tuh happen . I really hope that gonna be a happy day for me . Really thanking mum , for this party . Is just a Birthday event and we have used up 2,000 plus . Belom nak kawin lagy , i think it gonna be 20 times that amount . Thankyou mum for this event .

Gonna be wishing what i want i blow the candle . Mainly i wish i pass my N Levels . & thats for sure . Aytes , im gonna be going bed soon , tomorrow schooling , will be taking halfday again . getting ready for Saturday . im totally nevous . Seriously , nervous .

Got to go Now , Takecare , & im sorry onces again .

Originality ,

Yaya`cintabintang .

P.S : Abang Soldier , Promise me you wont hurt me ?

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