
Nur Halimatuz Sa'adiah.Yaya For Short.
Sixteen.
A Secondary Graduating Student.
I am who I am .
No one can judge me.
Your Respect are my strength.
You treat me well , I'll treat you better.
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![]() Nur Halimatuz Sa'adiah.Yaya For Short. Sixteen. A Secondary Graduating Student. I am who I am . No one can judge me. Your Respect are my strength. You treat me well , I'll treat you better. |
Friday, July 31, 2009
![]() Dear Husband, I have been waitinq tuh tell you somthinq that i hide since we get back tuhgether .. its have been kept quite long . Bhye , You been a good role model to me . And eventhough your a "hawtstuff" guy . which your contacting with who ever girl . Serious , i dunn mind ! I pon mengaku jugak i pon "hawtstuff" and guys keept contactinq with me . To give and take , i have STOP contactinq with guys . And bhye , You have change ! change in a better way . Sorry if this gonna hurt you . Dulu , tyme i baru-baru nan you , you letak qambar sekali . but your status , "sinqle." then , we went off , but still contactinq . you delete our picture , then we went seperates ways . I mengalah , cause i cant get rid of you out of my mine , and i love you . So, thaat tyme, i decide to , gave you a msg and text you back . And heard about your hand . I cried . Cause, i didnt know what happen . Then SUDDENLY , NOW , you show me that you really love and sincerly about me . All the pictures in your taqqed mean everythinq ! Naq kater you darh berani letak "engage" dah berani letak qambar i ! And taq DELETE comment i ! Baybe , you show me improvement . And i melt with those words ! Bhye , Get this words , NO ONE CAN SEPERATES US . taq kire mama ataw saper2 ! Keputusan i tetap ! I Sayangkan you , dan i taq boleh pisah denqan you ! You milik i . You adelah segale nyer untuk i ! I love you deep down in my heart , tiada penganti dirimu ! Bhye , If this gonna be my LAST word to you , I Love you so much and kalo i taq ader nanty , find some one better that can love you . And baybe , dimana dirimu ader , disitu larh i akan ade ! I Love you truck loads . Love, Your Wife , Yaya`cinta Wednesday, July 29, 2009
![]() I mish Ddyshyq aload !
Currently i gave up with my D&T work ! Sungguh STRESS ! SKIP ~ Ddy, mmy mish aload larh . Where are you larh shyq ? You kater jer naqq msg . Haish . Kadanq - kadang , i feel that your usinq me , sometimes i think you love me aload . Ntarh larh shyq . Please , change yourself aytes ! You been showinq me some improvement . Just continue what your are . Be sincer tuh youself shyq . Im sure you get someone that really understand you baybe . Tarian tomorrow , i think im goinq tomorrow . I want to relese stress . Tarian is better i think . Preparinq for Saturday . And hopefully , tarian wont give me problem ! Ghurlfriends , i meet you soon ~ I had enough of school work . Penat sangat . Im havinq body aches . And im havinq rest asap ! Dont wanna think much ! ![]() Akurh naqq update !
Tuesday didnt update cause of some reasons , So this is Tuesday ! Woke up for school, had breakfast . Text Laky kurh , told hym im mish hym ! Than off to school . Had P.E , Skateboard lesson . Believe me i fall ! *laugh* Burok giler babi ~ ! Then , had our break , for thefirst tyme ever i didnt finish up my food ! Waste ! Cause i dont have the appite to eat . SKIP ! i had Malay lesson then, Maths lesson . As normal revision . Then come LCD , Cikgu Noraini was tell us that she will be having Grow Coachinq . So , yearh . I was the 3rd person . Then, chatted with her , about family and told her that im from Kudakepang tarian , she was "shocked" . went she knows that i ate Kace and stuff . Well , she a religious teacher so , yearh . She did say that its not good for me and stuff . Just Listen . And cikgu , cikgu mcm orang SPAM bloqq sayer . She ask me likye this . Cikgu ; Maaflah kalau saya tanyer awak , Awak niek tukar2 lelaki ? betol ker ? Me ; Tukar2 laky ? Taq larh cikgu . Sayer byk kawan laky . Tapi tetap sayer setia nan saturh . Cikgu ; (paiseh) Me ; (SMILE) Tolong larh , tak salah sayer ramai teman laky ! Dengan class pon sayer get along ! :D Then had another 2 period of Contact tyme . So , its our free tmye . Chatterd with Ghurlfriends in class . Cakap pasal "bapok" and stuff ! macam-macam . Laugh all the way had a great tyme ! Then school ends at 215 sharp . I have plans after school with dearest Syahna , of findinq a job but end up cancel . Cause of stupid me didnt brinq the house key ,not me alone ! Siblings pon samer ! taq ader orang bwk kunci rumah !! Naq kenek tunggu mama balek at 6plus . Reach home , lucky my tingkap bilik tak lock . manage tuh thorw my Dnt Board inside . Try tuh take the key near my Door . Still cannot . Macam - macam care cuber tetap taq boleh . I give up , i and sister plus her friend went foodcourt . Makan ! then , i have upset stomach !! Seriously not my day . Went tuh Sis's Friend house , tompang tandas . then while sitting at the Sofa , i fell a sleep ! till 630 ! PENAT ! Mama called us meet kat Macdonald , then ate fries . Then went up . Get change , watch Anugerah ! Catty , get well soon ! ;D Eventhough your sick your me No. 1 Female Fan ! Wawan , Kamurh Hawt Bangett ! Watch Jihan for awhile then cleep ! TODAY Assual woke up , breakfast . Text laky kurh , then went out . Sampai skolah have 3 periods od D&T sunqquh tak suker ! at last abes jugak , tinqqal nak buat Presentation Board and Journal ! wth ! Cepat larh abes ! Then , had 2 periods of Malay , Thanqs ehk Heikel cause kaw oilih akurh buat Perbualan ! Sungguh menyeramkan ! Its lyke infrount of the whole class ! Semau kater - kater baku ! Fuhh ! Cikgu noraini was proud ! Ehk heikel , at least akurh taw tgk porn tayme akurh bosan ! akurh uat bende yang berfaedah tawuuk ! HAHA ~ ! Break tyme , then 2 periods of Maths . Revision . Algebra , really Senang ! cumer yang fraction ajer , confused . Then 2 periods of CPA , got call from lakykurh , i was lyke sembunyi - sembunyi pakai hp . Hym ; Bhye , taqmo msg hp i taww. Me ; Asal ? Hym ; Hp i kenek curik ! Me ; haiyo ! okok ! Hym ; kat ner niek ? Me ; school . i ader class . Got to go ! Hym ; Okkaeys ! I was like ! Aduiiiii ! Phone ilanqq ?! Mcm aner niek ? mcm aner naq contact ? Cpa lesson curik-curik masok internet . check taqqed , sen msg tuh lakykurh . "DADY ! Macam aner hp boleh ilang ? Macam maner i naq contact you ? Kol i at 115sharp ! :D " then had EL . Revision . 215 Hopin lakykurh kol . then didnt kol . Waited . Waited . Waited . Reach home , as usuaal , lappy then smoke . then suddenly at 5plus phone ranq . blinkinq ~ Camp/Sayangkurh ! Cepat2 angkat ! Me ; BHYE ! Hym ; hey baybe . Uat aperh tuh ? Me ; tgh tgk Upin and Ipin ! I tunggu call you ceh . Hym ; i work larh shyq Me ; Okkaeys , asal taq check taqqed ? Hym ; i maner pakai taqqed lagy ? Jan yang pakai taqqed i . Me ; Abeh kalo ijan pakai , pompan bagy you comment , doranq pikir you tawuq ! Hym ; Yelarh , pasal tuh tagged i ! Me ; Tawuq pon ! Hym ; LAUGH. bhye darh mkn ? Me ; Taq , puase . For Saturday . Hym ; Mepek ceh ! Me ; Biar larh . Hym ; Nanty caket taww . Me ; memang tgh caket ! Hym ; Caket aperh ? Me ; Caket kuat !! HAHA ~ ! Hym ; LAUGH ! I pon camer . Lepas niek i naq gy gelanq ! Me ; gy larh ! Hym ; YEARH !Shyq i bagy ! Me ; Otak you , i jer boleh ! LAUGH ! Hym ; LAUGH ! taq larh baybe . maen - maen jer larh . Me ; LAUGH ! Conversation goes . Then he have to fall in . So MAYBE he will be texting me later ~ NO IDEA ! And now im stuck at home alone , while other went down and eat ! I have no appite at all . So , have to do my D&T PB now ! Monday, July 27, 2009
![]() I had nightmare today ! Which i seriously tak percayer oyy ! I had a class from Sharizal , which sunqquh irratatinq ! and menyakitkan hati . So, i quickly hangup . then suddenly got call from a mysterious person ! Which i serious dont know who ! Conversation goes like this ; Hym ; hello uat aperh ? Me ; tgh on the net . ~ dalam hati (net mesti sharizal lagy ! bingit akurh !) Hym ; Kenal taq niek saper ? Me ; erm , taq tawuk , banyak sgt num call hari niek (bbual fana) Hym ; taq kenal taq perh . byeee ! Me ; ehk nie caper ? Hym ; Adeq ! Me ; HUH ?! tio bo ? (terperanjat) Hym ; (diam) Me ; Serious perh , niek adeq ? Hym ; yupp . Me l i taq mimpi ? Hym ; sepak muker cendiri ! Me ; BHYE !! (shoutinq/cryinq) Hym ; silence. Me ; bhye, sorry taw i pikir si sharizal tuh . sorry taw bhye . Hym ; (laughing) taqperh . Me ; bhye i mish you ! i mish you ! i mish you ! Hym ; i mish you tuh !! Coversation goes . OHMYGOD ! akurh sunqquh taq percayer ! he say ppd deir low , tros gy bwh top up kan deir larh ceh . I just cant stop msginq hym ! akurh shyq Mohd adimin sgt2 ! Insyallah jumper you besok . Weeee ~ ! Baybe , i mish youu !! Akurh cinta dia ~ ! Dia larh bintanqku ! dia larh segalah nya !! Sunday, July 26, 2009
![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Im updatinq now , was away just now , gy tengok Sarkas Putero keluaran . Rate ? Averaqe . Last part gerek . Okkeys golekk ! Besok school ! Going to sleep ! P.S ; Kechik Wijaya Hawwwt Gilerhh ! ;D Saturday, July 25, 2009
![]() Dearest Mohd Adimin ! ~ Akurh rindu dirimu ! Adeq , jangan lupa yaya kalo adeq dah kat dalam , okkaeys ? Yaya ridu sangat kat adeq ! The last text was about you asking me about my sickness , Baybe ! i mish you , and the last chat . I really mish you ! i mish the way you treat me , and the way you tell me that you love me . Eventhough , that all just kater-kater manis . But still i mish youu ! Kalo dah kat dalam jangan lupa ingat yang yaya selalu kat hati adeq ! I just cant bare to see you merane . If i could help , i help . but , your gone now . Kalo dah keluar , tolonq ilanq yaya ! as what you promise me , yang you akan carik i biler you dah keluar . I cried went you told me about the new break . Kenape semua oranq yanq akuh shyq semua pergy ? Walaupon , im attach . & hys "could" be attach . But still in both heart , we are still together . Shyq , text-text you i taq pernah delete ! dan qambar you selalu disimpan ! i mish yooooou ! Akan kiter bertemu lagi ! Dearest Lil' Sister ! ~ Adeq kakak ! niek kakak persan kat adeq , adeq baru naq meningkat . Banyak lagy laki-laki kat dunia niek . Bukan dia sorang ajer ! Kalo Wawan nak maen kayu 3 , pergy larh . Deir masih nak enjoy life ! Kalo akak dapat sepuloh laky mcm giniek akak darh lame tinqqalkan . tak gune deq ! Seriously, enjoy life deq . One day , you find a better guy . Lepas kan Wawan tuh , dah terbukti dea tuh nak mempermaenkan adeq ! Tolonq larh deq , adeq tak akan rugi aperh2 . deir akan rugi ! Adeq dah byk bersabar , sampai biler kan ? Break it and continue Life aytes ? Stay Happy alwaeys , Lil' Sis ! Dearest Nana, Kynn, Myra & Yana ! ~ I mish all of you aload ! Hope we meet again ghurlfriends and , i wanna say sorry about the past ! Weee ~ Im sorry if i did hurt your feelinqs . I heard you guys ader talk2 about me , well , i dun mind larh shyq , if you got somethinq tuh say to me , just say olrites ? I olso wanna know about what . okkaeys larh ghurlfriend , I Misssssh you ! ![]() Dearest Boyfriend ! ~ I love you ! I mish you ! I want you ! I see you soon ! Dearest SPAMMER ! ~ I HATE YOU ! HAHA ~ ! Actually, spammers ? Do you have anything better to do ? Than Spam People Blogg ? Merepek sia korang ! Seriously not happy , SET TYME DATE AND PLACE ! Thankyou ! Till Here ! Labels: Kasih sayangku tak akan hilanq ![]() Back For Bloqqing now . aytes ! Lets update ! Today , didnt go Chalet . Sorry KakSiti ! Hope you have a wonderful birthday ! Tomorrow, will be going Sarkas Putro Keluran , mereka undanq kami . So , im goinq , cause thats my cuzin Kumpulan also ! So , i see them tomorrow ! Everything normal , except the Spammer's ! Hey2 Kiki , aperh laqy kaw tak puas hati nan akurh uh ? Kaw masih naq jadd "internet gangster" ker ? Tolonq larh zaman biler tuh ? Taq out dated ker ? Skrg darh 2009 , maner ader spam2 laqy ! Please larh , your welcome to be my friend kalo ade niat baek . Kalo masih benci , disilakan keluar dari bloqq akurh ! Laqy pon your not invited ! HAHA ! So , whoever you are , kalo nak berkawan , your WELCOME ! Kalo naq dendam , JANGAN KEMBALI Just come back from Causway , and my throat is still killinq me , Ate at SiamKitchen . So , order Pineapple rich end up i eat , tomyam soup ! Cause of throat favors . Went to the New Cotton On shop , thanks mum for the jeans and shirts ! Really grant it aload ! Love , Bbyboy out tuh Manchoy House . As usuall ! Dont bother about hym actually . So, didnt text me , and i olso dont care . He's "BIG" enough to take care of hymself ! YUPP ! But still , i love hym though . Meetinq hym soon . Not sure went , so hopefully ! Nothinq much more . Sayonara !
Will Be Back For Bloqqinq ! ThankYou !
Friday, July 24, 2009
![]() To who-ever thats Anti~inq me , I dont give a damn aytes ! you guys are such a LOOSER ! of not owninq up who you are ! Kalo masih taq puas hati , SET TYME AND PLACE ! kiter turon ! So please , dont come come back again . Im updating , I've move on . And , im in love woth this Lil ' Boyfriend of mine ! So, please ehk , akurh taq tukar-tukar jantan . Biar Kawan seribu matear biar SATU !! pleash uhk . akurh bukan small kidd . Akurh tawuq aperh makne cinta . Dan akurn tak susah kan hidop koranq semua ! Kalo kaw benci , kaw kuar . Kalo Kaw suker , kaw BACER ! Kalo taq , BERAMBUS ! Liyashyaaqq ! Move on taww baybe ! No matter what i will alwaeys support you kaeys baybe ! Just fcuk off with dat couple , we see kalo doranq last lonq ker taqq . Okkaeys . I Love you LiyaaaaShyq !! ((: To the FANATICGERL ! name stop it ehk , naq step maner nyer fanatic , kaww jangan qanqqu myra boleh taq ! kalo ader pepek kaw tulis namer kaw larh sial ! Jaqan nak maki mak oranq ! Asal ? Kaw ader hal perh nan puki mak akurh ? Ntar2 muker kaw laqy pecahh larh sial ! SIAKSIAK ! ader hati nak jadyy gangster internet ! Ehk , GET A LIFE , BITCH ! Im out !
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
![]() Updatinqq , tyme check 12am almost 1am . Supposed tuh be cleepinq , but later larh . Not tired . Chattinq with myra darlinq and some friends . Update aqain ! P.S : YAYA MOVING ONN OYY !
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
Yaya tenqah Move on Oyyy !!Stop Botherinq ehk Passerbyy ! Stay Away Cause your not needed !! Thanqqs aload ! ![]() Laeving Kakai is totally hurt for me , but still life have to move on . I have made my decision . Abang adeq comes and goes , and now .. I made my decision tuh be with boboy shyq . Hopefully im doinq a right thinq . Will be soon updatinq about Bbyboy ..
![]() To Kakai , If your readinq this ..
Im endinq this realationship with you , its really hurt me aloads . Akurh taqnaq di bodohkan laqyy ! Pergy larh , your love onces is waitinq for you . Akurh bukan milikmu . Dan dgr kater ku ini , Guys come and goes . Make your Right decision . Kater-katermu semua naq maniskan diriku . I had twice , and now with you . Im movinq on . Biar akurh yanq undur diri dulu . Yesh i fall for you , but ... there's no point either ! I seriously hate it aloads .. And no point of crying .. Cause you wouldnt care .. Be happy with , MSK .. Watever soo .. ![]() I had enough of hurts . Baybe , make up your decision who you wanna be with . Be sincerly with relationship . If you love her more just move on . Jaqan mepermainkan cintaku . I had been giving in . And its for me to see that you have another person . I love you aloads but .. Its your decision too love me or her aytes . And im not qonna force yyou . Js make up your mind asap . And tell me . I rela give in .. I js come back from hospital . I had high fever 39.0 degree . And mum ask me to go NUH hospital . Took cab to hospital , and seriously i felt so restless . Register my name . My hearts pump so fast . I was told be in a room alone . So i was bored. Doctor let me rest and he did check . Gave me panadol so that my fever went down .. I rest , then about an hour , i was discharage . Great ! Pay hospital bills then ate , take cab went home . I have nuthinq much tuhh update aready .. Js i felt sad that all my love onces didnt text me . What a dissapointment . Thanqs myraaybe for you care , only you knows how i feel .. Got to go Now , .. P.s : Baybeboy , your hurtinq me .
Monday, July 20, 2009
![]() Didnt went school today , had High Fever again ~ its lyke wth ! Me & Sis was well prepared for school , and js we both wanna salam mama . She ask the both of us tuh take tempreture . So yearh we did , I had 37.1degree & sis got 37.7degree . Mum told us tuh change tuh home cloths and both of us sleep . Text Dearest , i didnt went school . & he called me askinq why didnt go school . So did tell hym . & He wanted tuh meet me so yearh he come down till , 9plus . Woke up mum told us tuh go clinic , so me and sis went . Called dearest meet at clinic , and he say okkeyys . Nurse took my tempreture its heats 38.0 degree . And sis 39.0 degree . So terrible and lucky were the first patient so jyearh . Doctor gave me 2 daeys mc , today and tomorrow and will be restinq . Went up with dearest plus hys friend and sis . I slept with Dearest , but kindda not ~ talk craps . Duh "stupid" thinqs and smoke .. Still , he take care of me . Then played guitar , he sanq one sonq for me , Dearest , thankyousomuch ! ~ Aku akan terime cintaimu itu . Then Yayan come , so he slept plus Dearest's friend slept , so i talk2 . and see phones ~ what-so-ever . Then suddenly i felt so sleepy , i slept at my room . And mum call me tuh qo then , Yayan needs tuh see the doctore so yearh .. I went up first and cleep . then teman Dearest . Thanqs aload ehk dearest for that "maki ~ ing" thinq . Wait till Mahgrib ends , and they went back . Top up dearest ppd card so he CAN MSQ ME ONLY ! read this ehk dearest ! Kawan biar Ramai , Matear biar SATU ! To dearest , deep inside eventhough im hurt , but i dont show . But still tuh be fair . We both are the same .. I dont care what you wanna do as long as you love me and faithfull with me aytes . I love you aloads . Dan satu hari akan ku buktikan cintaku padamu . Got to go , im totally weak .
Sunday, July 19, 2009
I just come back from clubbinq , sungguh penat . So , im qoing tuh cleep soon . I had cough and takken that cough syrup . So yearh , tired . I have nuthinq much tuh update .. Js tuh Myraa Darlinq , please stay strong and i will alwaeys be with youu alwaeys . ILY ! Nuthing much ~ Dearest baybe , i love you !
I have decided to move on my seni , and give in . Well , mum have decided tuh have the closing keluaran on the 8th August . So , dearest scp , please dont givee any money aytes . Its farewell party too . Im goinq out aready , and may not return . Thanks S.c.p for all the sweets memories . Im gonna mish you'll truckloads . Currently im updating while waitinq for mum tuh get ready , Im goinq out tuh club at Father's Club . So will be back at night . Hopefully i cann online and update . Dearest Baybe , I Mish you and i love you ! Thanks For supporting me , and understandinq me . ~
Saturday, July 18, 2009
Mum angry with me cause of Kuda again , its lyke whyee ? I oslo not sure . & mum keep naqqing lyke this .
*Sigh* I just dont know larh weather tuh fall anot ? Scared ? Kindda . But im craving my "so-long-TTM" . Watever mum saying , im js lyke hearing . But really , what she is true . If i fall for sumone , i will fall for hym deeply . But end up , menqhilanq . I learn my mistake last tyme , of lovinq a guy with high hopes . & i js donn want it tuh happen again . I maybe contactinq aload of guys now a daeys . But he came , and now . Im avoindinq every guy who's contacting with me . believe anot . i dont entertaint them if i have someone special . Cause i treat me lyke my Boyfriend . Hopefully , this qonna be my right decision . Cause im startinq tuh fall in love aqain .
Kuda ? LOST ! just because of kuda , im cryinq . i love this Seni aload . & i dont want tuh tinqqal kan Seni . I told baba that im concentrating with Prelim and N level . After that ? i js dont know weather tuh continue anot . Sometimes , katerh2 dwq menyakitkan . tapy , tetap sabar . Ntarh larh .. Byk pikiran . Js get rid of Kuda now , and studies important ! Im changinq myself into a proper human being . ~ i think . I thought dropping out from d&t class . I js hate that topic aloads . but , its waste . Naq dekat cehh . Monday have tuh stay back after school finish my Artifect . & im done for d&t . SpecialQuotes ; Just Believe that Miracles Happen ! Cause im lovinq you deeply . Im updatinq because someone ask me tuh update . So bhye , Jangan complain bored . *smiles* I just came back from Kuda kat 253 , Yishun . Totally tired . Rps undanq Scp mabok . So 4 dewi nd 4 dewa . Mabok till tak sedarh diri . ~ PENAT ! & i meet bbhye for awhile . & for sudden my ex boyfriend child went up tuh me callinq me "ibu" aqain . and i was like , Yaya : Bilal , ambek maenan niek . Bilal : Ibu nahh (giving hys toys) Yaya : Bukan ibu , Kakak . Bilal : (diam ) Laqu O`o .. (Laqu ketahuan) Yaya : (keluarkan hp) . Bilal : Mama . Yaya : (shocked!) Then i keep quite . tatawu naq kater aperhh . Up tuh you larh darlinqq wanna call me what . Asalkan your appy kaeys baby ! I mish you larh shyq ! And now , im close with Kak Seri , Bilal Mother . So yearh , she darh masok SCP. Dengan rela hati , i say out my feeling at rumah Baba . So everything is fine now . Js i get scoldinq with mama . Cause of Kuda . Im still wonderinq weather tuh stay or backoff . Perlim coming . 14th August !! Argh ! Takot gilerhh . Wishinq KynnBaybe , All the Best for O Level ! Buwat betol2 taw shyqq ! ((: I wanna say somthing tuh my special person ; Im starting tuh fall in love again . And im tryinq tuh qet the fear of " bustard ~ ing " off . So i hope you know , Eventhough im nuthinq tuh you . Deep inside i love you . And i know , you know that . Mean everything you say , that you wont leave me alone . Promise me , that you will be there for me always . ; 사랑해요 ! (i love you ! ) Tomorrow im out with Family plus Myrabaybe , watchinq Ice Age 3 . Hopfully my shoes wont give me problem again . Oh yarrh , i js bought Lascote shoes , its really hurtinq my leq with all over bubbles . Now im totally bored tuh the maxx , watchinq APM ! Borinqq qiler larhhh ! ~ Aperh laqy naq update ? Ermmm , lastlast kayy ! I wanna sayy , i mishh that hawtstuff guyy ! Ilysm shyannqq !! Labels: i want you ONLY
Yaya gonna be awayy for the tyme being , till the tyme is backk .
Labels: aku cinta dirimu Thursday, July 16, 2009
![]() To Mama And Papa , Happy Anniversary ! Semoga Panjang Umor dan kekal abady ! Amin~ ! Walaupon yaya bukan caper2 , Tappy yaya wish Mama and Papa , long life aytes ! (: Dan moga2 mama dgn papa , bahagia bersama anak-anak mama dan papa tersayang ! Dari anakmu adeq dan yaya . Just come back from school . and finnaly lesson starts pernormal . And really had hard tyme catching up my studies .. Ohmy ! Hopefully gonna be normal soon . ![]() Bbyadeq , Mish you truckloads ! & Happy Anniversary Papa & Mama ! Semoga panjang umorr ! Now, Myradarlinq beside me helping her with her blogg . And soon Yayan , wawan and izat coming . So yearh ! Will update later .. Ps : Kenapa si dia jady pilihan mu ? ~ adeq
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
& tuhday i start my normal school with tempreture all over , sickness has cure but my still sorethroat and bodyache still there . Still i try my best tuh manage myself . There's no lesson today , what we did is paper cranes , & mange tuh do 500+ . Will be continue~ing tomorrow .. Hopefully, i wont feel so restless . Well, my life gonna be back as per normal . What happen tuh me the past few daeys is just a life which i donnt want tuh be . I have learn my mistake of being in love . Its totally hard for me now adaeys tuh fall for a guy easily . eventhough there's still guys are wanting for me . Well , i much appreciate if we're closefriends like, TTM. But not more than that . Its hard for me now tuh love a person . Ex boyfriend came back tuh life , and i js wanting hym for so long . Well, Bbyadeq , aka bbyakiro . He came back in my life out of sudden . As what we chatted the past few daeys . And , i js know that hys injured bcause of me . Bbyadeq, dunn hurt yourself again . I feel the pain for your injury. Recover soon . And , i promise you . And it will never be broken . Stay happy aytes . Enjoy your life .. And im sure you gonna find your Mrs.Right . Eventhough your craving for me .. And i , myself miss the past . Im sure you stay strong , and still i will alwaeys accompany you . TTM, BbyKakai . Stay what you are . And its hard for me to express my feelings tuhwards you as your with her .. & its not easy for me tuh see you in hurt . If you lve her just move on . there's no one will stop you . not even me . You own your life , not me . Choose the right girl for you .. And you will alwaeys be love . Studies are now not getting as normal with teacher on MC's and with H1N1 thing . Its hard now as we need teachers tuh teach us . But went came in Relief teacher which they teach us differently its totally haard tuh understand . And i did not attend tuhday D&T coursework , as im down with my sickness . I need rest . As its hard for me tuh cincentrate with my heavy head ! Let me explain what i want , and what others should understand me . I just want close friend tuh be around me , i dont care ghurl or boy . As long as they really want a friends . Friends like what ? Lyke TTM , bestfriends , closefriends , friendsforever and etc . but NO realationship . And i dont care if you people wanna say im flirting with whoever , and saying love with who ever .. Its my life my problem . Except what i am , and love what i am . You dont own my life though . But , i know what im doing .. I may be Bitch ~ ing around . But then , im not ruining your life . I do cause i want . I do cause i want have a great teenage life . Dont you want it ? Being single is better than relationship , as having a relationship you been controll by your gf/bf .. And hard for you tuh have peace . Loads of quarrel all over . And i had learn my mistakes with my past , past , past , boyfriends . Even friends cant control you as , your nuthing tuh them . eventhough they treat you so special . Its a matter of life , if you could except everything . Yesh , you may say , " Dulu kaw yang nak sgt ader mataer . " Now , its different . I dont care i got boyfriend anot . Itu semua tak penting . Hang around with whoever you want and do whatever you like . cause , life is precious . you do it once in a life tyme . Right ? So hopefully some could understand what i want now in my life , how long you waited for me , i may have feelings for you , but having a realtionship , a big NO ! till went ? till im ready . And i still have a long way tuh go ! Enjoy Life people ! CHEEERRS ~ ! Labels: Aku Bukan Boneka Monday, July 13, 2009
![]() Love is Totaly Blind . Mama broke off with me best father ! *tears* And i broke up with Hady. And Ex boyfriend , broke off with hys ghurl . Totaly shadd . There's a video that Hady gave me . Sad but still im moving life . Im done with love . Thankyou ! ![]() Chatted with dearest exbyfriend . He js broke up same as me . And today is our 1mthsary . i did wish hym .
! уαуα`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says: ohh , anw . happy one month aniversary ! adeq says: happy one month aniversary too you too ! уαуα`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says: (: adeq says: anytink msg bye ! уαуα`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says: aytes you too .. byeeeee . got something to say ? adeq says: signing off..YaY {A} DeQ that wat i m going to say bye ! уαуα`¢ιηтαвιηтαηg ! says: yay[a]deq selalu dihati ! byeeee . takecare darla ! Mishing hym truckloads ! And had a new link . Hopefully its means aload tuh me . ![]() Alright longpost i bet . After all , i didnt update for so long . Kinnda Sick with 2 daeys MC ! Bored . I wanna say too some people , Firstly , To Hady , Im sorry , hear's your explanation , i maybe hurting you . But let us both hurt . I want you to know , i cant be able to open my heart to anybody . You nor yayan or others guys . Seriously , im not ready for a relationship. After all, i get hurt from my previous guy, im afraid to fall in love again . Im declaring myself , if you wanna say , im a playghurl or what , .. its up tuh you ! i dont care ! Cause , im enjoying my life . If you think im Botching around with guys, its up tuh you ! Cause , you have no right tuh judge me . And my life . Cmon we are both 16 , i dont want any "Serious" realtionship . You guys wanna be my TTM , its fine with me . Cause , im treating all the same . And please , im not stupid . And what guys want . Tired of love ! and hoping that you could fine someone better , cause im not yours . Please last long woth other ghurls . May we come again one day . Apologise truck loads . Secondly, To BbyBoy , I bet your wating for me after i break up , but please dont put high hopes ! Im not ready yet aytes . And you can be my TTM , not more than a lover . aytes ? Seriously , guys come and goes easily . I bet some agree with me . Im damn tired of fighting and im hoping that you please understand me . Thirdly, To Yayan, You been waiting for me since the past June Holidays . And you badly fall for me . Thanks for understanding that we cann only be TTM, but not more than that . cause , im not ready . You know me much . I hope you can respect what my decision is . Thanks truck loads ! Forthly, Adieqpampered, Babe sorry didnt read your blog for the past few daeys , cause im kindda sick . On Saturday , i was having headaces and fever till now . Im sorry if your angry with me . Hope you enjoy your birthday party ! And , baybe ! Stay PWEEEEEEEEEEEEETY ! Fivethly, Woodgrove is s now down with tempreture taking everyday non stop , and also , we have particular guy had the flueanza , so , some teachers are quarintine . but school is not closind down . I wish we could . And now , im sick lyke high fever . Recovering soon , going back school on Wednesday . So yearh . Im gonna mish my Skateboard lesson tomorrow . Sixthly, To Bbyakiro ! Happy One Monthsary . Forgive me for what i did . And last long with your love one ! *smiles* Nothing much to update, will be updating later .
Friday, July 10, 2009
Im having a new realationship, but i js dont know weather its right a not . Since Zul & Chacha , I & Dydi . Have settle . And now im afriad of somthing in the past might happen again .And, the past few daeys, i been having loads of stress and and having my n level . ARGH ! damn stress . I wont be updating much .. TO ADEIQ PAMPERED ! HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY !! (: Sunday, July 5, 2009
Kau Menyakiti Hatiku ,
Semalam keluran scp , its all started lyke this , wake up early in the morning get ready , put make up , go yishun interchange meet yayan , they 5 min late , padahal i come late . *laugh* . Take 804 , stop kat rumah baba . then pasan Wiron and off tuh bus , sat with adeq shahidah . and off tuh Simei , in the bus make up Mairah , on the way tuh Simei , stop one corner wait for Father(cikdean) , then i went tuh back sit and saw my ex boyfriend with hys ex wife . Ex wife deir wants tuh jealous me *puuuuih* Jangan harap aku nak cemburu . then father came and off tuh Simei , reach and see the tempat verynice and sweit . emas2 barang . get ready for Semah , after semah , Tarian . Then Mabok . Me , Yana , Ryan , Hafiz and didi . Didi tak dpt naek . Kecian . Then after mabok , rest tarian Batam , then Tarian Sinta , then Dewa mabok . Ex boyfriend zul come with hys ghurlfriend , plus mama lin and papa lin . Did salam mama and papa . for the first tyme papa was so happy with me ! Papa , i know your hurt deep inside . No mateer what please stay strong . Mama , please take care of your condition . Still , i care for you . Then lepas dewa mabok . rest . Meet Kakak Yuyul then salam . get ready for mabok . carik Vascoat , yana ask me tuh use Abg syam wants , i say no . Then she scold me ! argh ! Verynice , cant remember who mabok . till mahgrib rest . gave back Vasecoat tuh Abang syam , seri was "jealous" . Padan muker ! makan with yayan . then , Guru ask me tuh mabok again . i say okkeay go gelek . then patner with zul , then Father come tuh me , "yaya, okkaeys ?" i keep quite then say "okkaeys" . Mama come to me , and ask "Are you sure ?" i say "yesh. i dont mind." Yana larh niek plan . *laugh* then , kak nisa say , " zul nan yaya takmo carik pasal " . then kak nisa chang zul place tuh Abg faizal , tukar tempat . I was relief ! then mabok2 , i saw someone who not our kumpulan pegang Cabot ! i was so fed up , i went tuh guru , ask guru tuh follow , then lepaskan kuda , and go tuh that person and take that cabot give guru . "padan muker kau , chacha ! Kau joget chacha pon canteq ! " Chacha pompan zul . Huh ! Geram , beside chacha , was seri , ex wife , abg syam . Huh ! dorang tak kecot ! TAKOT ! Then mabok2 , till baek kan with yana . Then i was so happy . then , saw zul balek , then after muntah tros gy tgk kuda , then realise , Kuda deir pecah ! Then nanges ! Padan muker ! ( im so mean!) saper suroh maen ganas ? huh ! ambek kaw obat . then after everything was done , tgh kemas2 barang2 , then saw Papa amin talk with a guy plus chacha and Zul . Niek mesti ader cerite . then heard something from , Father , he say Pompan tuh darh ader mataer , tapy silent break den go with zul . then that guy tak puas hati . that guy confrount then . Pompan tuh nak kene decide antare satu . that ghurl , choose Zul , You will regret chacha ! I was laughing evil way ! Now, i feel so relief , what comes aorund goes around . What you did to me , have a written ! Serve you right Zul. Wanted have a fight then , everyone stop . then done . Im over with that , kemas2 nak bus . then sat with yayan . cant sleep cause i cough2 . then sampah umah baba , i mandy . then rest kat lantai . i was tired . then eat . then go home midnight aready . so take cab go home , Midnight charge , then aleak tros cleep . Wake up today , and later going out with Kuda Mates to Siti house as there's Kenduri . yearh . And to akirobby , i once know you as Akirobby , but you change . Im just hurt of what you did . Janji mu hanye kosong ! Kau yang aku tidak percayei !! Kecik_esai will NEVER EXIST ! i hate you truck loads ! tiada maaf bagy mu ! Thats all i wanna update . Byeeee ! Friday, July 3, 2009
1) Besides your lips,where is your favourite spot to get kiss?; Forhead & Neck 2) How do you feel when you wake up this morning? ; Tired darla . 3) Who was the last person you took photo with? ; With Yayan , still at my phone . Thanks tuh Myra Darlinq . 4) Would you consider yourself to be spoiled? ; No comments 5) Would you ever donate blood? ; one day i will . 6)Have you had a bestfriend who was an opposite sex? ; Yesh , Yayan and mostly Ghurlfriends[penting] ! 7) Do you want someone dead? ; No, ofcourse 8) What does your last msg says? ; " Call Yaya " sending to Yayan . 9)What are you thinking right now? ; AkiroBby - You Lied To Me, & i will never forgive you ! ; Yayan - Should I Be Yours ? ; Ghurlfriends - please dont hurt me , ccause your'll are my special friends ; Myself - FIND A BOYFRIEND ASAP ! 10)Do you wish someone to be with you right now? ; Special Boyfriend . 11)What is the tyme you go to bed last night? ; 11++ . 12)Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now? ; Pasar Malam , baju tido . Cinderella nyer dress . 13)Is someone on your mind? ; Yesh , Akirobby ! 14)Who was the last person texted you? ; Yayan 15)Tag 8 random people to do this survey! ; ADIEQPAMPERED ; IkaChucky ; Addah ; Fiah ; Nananayli ; Myradarlinq ; Adeq Shahidah ; Kakaielmo 16) Who is no 2 having relationship with? ; Chucky's Property 17) Is no 3 a male or female? ; Female 18) Say something about no 1. ; Adieqsayanq , I LOVE YOU ! Sri Cempaka Puteh Keluaran 4th July 2009 Myra Darlinq 15th Birthday Simei Block 229, Street 4 12pm - 10pm
1) Single, Taken, or Crushing?
` Single and Available 2) Are you happy with who you are? ` Yesh , ofcause . 3) When you meet the right person, do you fall fast? ` Fall Fast ? Nope . Must Know that person well first . 4) Have you ever had your heart broken? ` Yesh , alwaeys . 5) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is ok? ` Yes . 6) Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you? ` I believe in second chances . But once i hate that person i hate forever . 7) Have you talked about marriage with another person? ` Yesh with Ex Boyfriend . 8) Do you want children? ` yesh . 9) How many? ` T W I N S 10) Would you consider adoption? ` A big NO ! 11) If somebody liked you right now, what do you think is a cool way to let you know? ` I aready Know who Lykes me now ! *laugh* 12) Do you enjoy playing hard to get? ` Huh ? 13) Be honest, do you play the "game" when you are dating? ` Huh ? 14) Do you believe love at first sight exists? ` YesYesYes . 15) Are you romantic? ` Not Sure . 16) Do you believe that you can change someone? ` Yesh . 17) If you could get married anywhere, money not an object where would it be? ` Austrailia 18) Do you have feelings for someone right now? ` Nope , havent had one yet . 19) Have you ever wished you could've had someone but you couldn't? ` Yesh , my ex boyfriend . 20) Have you ever broken a heart? ` A BIG YESH !! 21) Would you ever fight somebody over your significant other? ` Yesh . Fight for the right . 22)What would you say about your last ex? ` I LOVE YOU , BUT I HATE YOU , AKIRO ! Thursday, July 2, 2009
I will be updating after i come back from Geylang !Thankyou ! Wednesday, July 1, 2009
Kenape ?Hati aku kecewa dengan kumpulan aku sendiri .. Im tired . |