Nur Halimatuz Sa'adiah.Yaya For Short.
Sixteen.
A Secondary Graduating Student.
I am who I am .
No one can judge me.
Your Respect are my strength.
You treat me well , I'll treat you better.
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
UPDATING SOON BAYBE ! (:
SINGLE LADY ; WITH LIFE MOVE ON .
HAPPY STORIA ! (:
My problem with abang syam still havent settle yet, meeting hym tuhday, and hope everything goes fine. I js cant leave w/o hym. But, if thats hys decision of going sepearted ways , yaya cumer redha . I js dont know what ways tuh prove hym that i still love hym . But still , i love hym . Yaya sabar . And gfor god sake, hys really "kuat cemburu" . Its all my fault . i didnt know there succh a guy lyke that . but, i still have pateint . and i still wan us to continue.
Didnt turn up school as im sick . And, while waiting for the doc, there was a baby boo, lyke Bilal . And i was about tuh cry . As i totally mish hym aloads ! Izit end of us ? i dont want it tuh end . cause i love you still .
**tears**
Didnt turn up school as im sick . And, while waiting for the doc, there was a baby boo, lyke Bilal . And i was about tuh cry . As i totally mish hym aloads ! Izit end of us ? i dont want it tuh end . cause i love you still .
**tears**
Monday, May 25, 2009
IM SORRY HUBBY, FORGIVE ME ! IM SICK, AND DIDNT EAT ANYTHING , PLEASE DONT MAKE ME LYKE THIS ! TILL YOU FORGIVE ME AND START EVERYTHING TOGETHER TO NEW LIFE, MY LIFE WILL BE PERNORMAL . PLEASE , IM SICK TILL I VOMIT BLOOD . PLEASE . BELIEVE ME ITS TRUE . AND MY BREATHING STARTS TO BE SLOW AND WEAK .
Janji-Janjimu - Aryl Suerylski
Verse:
Sejak ku mengenali mu,
Wajah mu selalu dimata ku,
Ku berikan sepenuh hati ku,
Kepada mu oh kekasih ku,
Tapi kau meninggalkan aku...
Sinaran dimata mu,
Dan alunan merdu suara mu,
Ku menantikan semua itu,
Datang kembali kepada ku,
Seperti dahulu..
***Chorus***
Kau pergi tanpa kata-kata,
Ku fikir hanya untuk seketika,
Rupanya kau meninggalkan ku,
Untuk selamanya...
Tak ingin ku melepaskan mu,
Kerna kau masih dihatiku,
Pulanglah wahai kekasih ku,
Jangan tinggal kan aku..
Verse 2:
Kesepian malam ini,
Membuatku teringat kembali,
Memori indah kita bersama,
Tak mudah ku melupakannya,
Untuk selama-lamanya...
Keresahan dihatiku,
Pabila memikirkan dirimu,
Kembalilah kepada diriku,
Sudi ku menerima mu,
Membina hidup baru...
Repeat ***Chorus***
Outro:
Dimanakah setiamu,
Dimanakah janjimu,
Kau berjanji sehidup-semati,
Mengapa kini kau mungkiri,
Janji-janji mu kasih....
For You Dearest, I NEED YOU BACK ! ): ; tears
Dear Hubby,
I have been thinking to myself a lot lately over what went wrong and what makes me feel terribly awful. I have to accept that lies and falsehoods won't lead me anywhere, but I guess I was just really head over heels falling for you! I might have done many silly things but I just couldn't help doing such stupid things just to win back your attention.
I really went through a lot trying to prove a point, because lately I have noticed that you seem to turn cold whenever we chat. I am not sure, but I hope that my feeling is wrong. I should have been giving some reasons for what I feel. Perhaps you've been busy these past few days or have a lot of pressure at your work? I'm just not really use to it; I mean you seem quite cold. Whenever we chat, I just want to have the best of it, the best of you and the best of us. I might have said it's a "game" but it is not. I am really longing to have you back. I want to see you and hang out with you.
I know that I have hurt you for what I've done and I am asking for your forgiveness and hoping that we could start all over again. I really cherish those moments when everything was going great, and you're so cool. I could hardly take the reality of losing you. I really want you back.
If loving you was wrong, I don't want to be right and if living without you is right, I would rather be wrong all my life. I love you and I always will.
Your Wife ,
Yaya
I have been thinking to myself a lot lately over what went wrong and what makes me feel terribly awful. I have to accept that lies and falsehoods won't lead me anywhere, but I guess I was just really head over heels falling for you! I might have done many silly things but I just couldn't help doing such stupid things just to win back your attention.
I really went through a lot trying to prove a point, because lately I have noticed that you seem to turn cold whenever we chat. I am not sure, but I hope that my feeling is wrong. I should have been giving some reasons for what I feel. Perhaps you've been busy these past few days or have a lot of pressure at your work? I'm just not really use to it; I mean you seem quite cold. Whenever we chat, I just want to have the best of it, the best of you and the best of us. I might have said it's a "game" but it is not. I am really longing to have you back. I want to see you and hang out with you.
I know that I have hurt you for what I've done and I am asking for your forgiveness and hoping that we could start all over again. I really cherish those moments when everything was going great, and you're so cool. I could hardly take the reality of losing you. I really want you back.
If loving you was wrong, I don't want to be right and if living without you is right, I would rather be wrong all my life. I love you and I always will.
Your Wife ,
Yaya
Baby if you read this, I really begged for forgiveness. I js dont know why your treating me lyke this. Deep in my heart, i cant except what eu did . And its really hurtfull. Why ? All this while, i had been patient of what you say tuh me. and i really gave you all you want . please larh dear, dont do this tuh me . mama xceot the kids, its really a joy for me. But, how about you, i had been crying the whole night and the whole day because if you, baybe, please dont duh dish tuh me, I love you . What we plan for this sat ? pleases baybe . I need you by myside, i cant leave w/o you ! please , your avoiding me . and letting me find the answer tuh eur questions in your mind . How about me ? have you ever think about me ? Why ? Js dont make me disappointed, please. I Begged. Do you want me tuh kneel down tuh you, so dat you can forgive me ? why ? please dear. I Wann happiness this whole week and next week tuh . Dont make me upsad . please .
I NEED YOU ABG SYAM ! PLEASE DONT LEAVE ME . IM SICK ND TIRED OF HURTING . PLEASE BAYBE, YOU GAVE ME HIGH HOPES, AND YOU DID THIS TO ME . WHERE ALL YOUR WORDS ? TERLUKE HATI INI , KNAPER ?TIDAK KAH DIRIMU TAWU , PERIT NYER HATI KU , APA YANG DIRIMU LAKUKAN KEPADA KU , MAAFKAN LARH SEMUA KESILAPAN KU . JANGAN TINGGALKAN DIRIKU . KU TAK SANGGUP MENERIMA SEGALA DUGAAN LALU . MAAFKAN LARH DAN KEMBALILAH KEPADA KU . AKU MASIH SAYANGKAN DIRIMU .
Sunday, May 24, 2009
As you have know that i'll be celebrating my birthday on 6th June, actually my burday on 7th June . So the suprise is i'll be having Keluaran on that day tuh. & yearh, thanks mum for the surprise. On 30th May . Yesh, i want tuh celebrate my birthday with all my love onces, but, i js feel that, Hbby didnt put an effort on it. Well, im sorry if i wrote this on my blog. cause, your not giving attention tuh me anymore. so, i have no else tuh say out . I js feel bad, i know im at fault, of hugging fad . but i js treat hym as a brother. nd starting that day , both of us didnt contact much . the only thing i can do, is jus keep quite and didnt say much .
I js feel that every year i had the same burday, tears everywhere . went i was in sec 2, with my ex, i had birthday party, and end up, we didnt celebrate much . Went i was in sec 3, i had combine birthday party with my ex on hys birthday. then on my birthday, he break up with me. tears also . then now, also the same. its lyke, WHY ?
Hbby nd i didnt communicate as how we used tuh be, i js feel that hys not lyke before. WHY ? is he the same as others guy ? i really hope not . i still cant stand what he is . but, why must he be lyke this. Sampai yaya kater yaya nak off hp, and he js say, "yelarh." who on earth wanna say that to a ghurl . my ex, pon samer . argh ! dalam otak yaya, semua nyer samer. aper yang bezer ? cumer ruper . haish . WHY ?
Pasal nak mady mabok balek, Abang, yaya memang nak abg mabok. tapy tady, yaya darh nmpk , yaya takot . yaya takot kehilangan abg , yaya takot if what eu say about the mabok thing come back. and i might loss you . i dont want tuh loss you, i begged . i may not tell , but in my heart . I cant loss you . Its eur decision abang . im not avoiding you aytes .
TEARS .
i mish those days, i spent tyme with you and the kids . please dont change the way you are. and be how eu use tuh treat me. cause i miss the old you . Dont make cry dear . i begged .
Saturday, May 23, 2009
Thursday, May 21, 2009
Sayangs !Im currently busy with my love onces, wont updating much2.
Nananayli, Yaya tak leh tgk blogg nana cehh )):
16 Days ; To Sweet Sixteen ((:
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
Can I change date ? (:30 MAY Tawww , pleash2 . Going Sentosa .
timing 2plus .
PLEASE CONTACT ABG SYAM FOR PLANNING (:
He
planning ! (:
Thankyou verynice Sayangs ! (:
HAPPY ADVANCE 16TH BIRTHDAY , HAFIZA !
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
Birthday Yaya , Yaya nak kene Saboh boleh ? *laugh out loud !!*& Yesh Theres gonna be an outing on 6 June(eventhough birthday on 7 June) ! & Im planning ! *smiles*
Kaes, now decided where to go ?
> Sentosa
> Esplande
> Marina Merage
> Zoo
> Night Safari
> Others
Please Choose, and i'll survey ! (:
Dear Husband,
I have know a guy who always touches my heart. He gives me high hopes, he gave me every of hys love. Hys care and concern is always 100% SUPER ! Eventhough its about a month knowing eachother, but i had known you about a year ! You treated me well, you treated me with loads love. Remember we first meet? Remember went i say, im dont know how tuh tompang people bike ? Remember how you teach me where to hold and tell me the right things about myself ? Where i teman you, go see your bike, then ate Mac at Queensway. And went Yishun park tuhgether to see Nature, went i started singing, and laughing. And baybe, you touches my heart. 2nd tyme of us meeting, You fetch me from school, and went Sembawang KFC to eat, and after we sat at my blog, i burn every of my pass photo infrount of you, and giving a hug, which i really need one. Im touched. And our 3rd meeting, where after keluaran we went tuh Changi Villiage tuh eat then tuh changi point tuh see Aeroplanes then went tuh the Johor Seneray which gave the first love, and i swear i love our date. There more about us , which i really treasure alot. I have never been given love this way and treated so well. Dearest, your my one and only. And i really mean what i say that i love you more then i love myself. Our first call, our first talk, i will never forget. Babye, your the guy who i wanted. Your the guy who i really treasure. I see you in my dreams, i see you every where in my eyes and souls. I will never dissappoint you. Your my baybe, your my everything. We never had a quarrel before, and i promise you, i will never start anything that will hurt you ! I love you aload, sayang ! And i promise you, i'll do anything , for our realationship. Im just have tuh wait, for you to proposed, and simply say Yesh to you ! & ill be a happiest angel in my life ! Sayang, your my one & only !
I LOVE YOU !
From your wife,
Yaya`cintabintang .
I have know a guy who always touches my heart. He gives me high hopes, he gave me every of hys love. Hys care and concern is always 100% SUPER ! Eventhough its about a month knowing eachother, but i had known you about a year ! You treated me well, you treated me with loads love. Remember we first meet? Remember went i say, im dont know how tuh tompang people bike ? Remember how you teach me where to hold and tell me the right things about myself ? Where i teman you, go see your bike, then ate Mac at Queensway. And went Yishun park tuhgether to see Nature, went i started singing, and laughing. And baybe, you touches my heart. 2nd tyme of us meeting, You fetch me from school, and went Sembawang KFC to eat, and after we sat at my blog, i burn every of my pass photo infrount of you, and giving a hug, which i really need one. Im touched. And our 3rd meeting, where after keluaran we went tuh Changi Villiage tuh eat then tuh changi point tuh see Aeroplanes then went tuh the Johor Seneray which gave the first love, and i swear i love our date. There more about us , which i really treasure alot. I have never been given love this way and treated so well. Dearest, your my one and only. And i really mean what i say that i love you more then i love myself. Our first call, our first talk, i will never forget. Babye, your the guy who i wanted. Your the guy who i really treasure. I see you in my dreams, i see you every where in my eyes and souls. I will never dissappoint you. Your my baybe, your my everything. We never had a quarrel before, and i promise you, i will never start anything that will hurt you ! I love you aload, sayang ! And i promise you, i'll do anything , for our realationship. Im just have tuh wait, for you to proposed, and simply say Yesh to you ! & ill be a happiest angel in my life ! Sayang, your my one & only !
I LOVE YOU !
From your wife,
Yaya`cintabintang .
Labels: HUSBAND, I LOVE YOU
Monday, May 18, 2009
I got mail from mybeloved Brother, in Prison . I Mish you so much ! (: & I did sent back ! Can wait till you were out , 14 October 2010.Hbby, I MISH YOU ! ):
Your Promised ~ hbby
You promised to hold my hand,
As we walked down the road of life
You promised to be my shoulder,
When I needed to cry.
You promised to be my eyes,
When I lost sight of my dreams.
You promised to be my legs,
When I was too weak to walk.
You promised to be my arms,
When I couldn't reach into your heart.
You promised to be my ears,
When I couldn't hear my own voice.
You promised to never leave me,
When I was feeling alone.
You promised to be my heart,
When I lost my reason to love.
You promised to listen to me,
When all I needed was to talk
You promised to love me,
When all I needed was a friend
You promised me all of this,
I in turn promised you~
To cherish you always,
And anything else I can do.
~Thank you for keeping your promises~
~And I will always Promise I will love you for forever more ~
For you sayang, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH !
Can i Have Outings AGAIN ?! (: Really had great tyme with all my love onces ! (:
& i js know that AidilBurng & Kak Siti have the same date as Nan[A]cai ! (: Lastlong Couples !
See KIRCHEAL , im not destroying any of their realationship ! They are Happy together ! & what happen to you ? Darh MIA jugak ker ? Tisk2. Tak payah larh MIA . Tak perlu . Kalo darh salah tuh, mengaku jer larh ! & baybe, your just making our WATERFACE down ! & for goodness sake, im not your dog aytes . Kau dgn Zulkecik , WORLD ! Kalo kawin kan pon, BEST ! Betol tak semua ? Everyone agreed with me . Well2, lets wait & see ! Less Happy More Hurting ! Kaes BEST !
And Wishing all This couples ;
Kynn ; Hafiz
Nana ; Aidil
Kak Siti ; AidilBurung
Yana ; Nas
Last LONNNNNNG Tawwww ! (:
& TO MYSELF ;
A GREAT HAPPY FAMILY ! (:
& i js know that AidilBurng & Kak Siti have the same date as Nan[A]cai ! (: Lastlong Couples !
See KIRCHEAL , im not destroying any of their realationship ! They are Happy together ! & what happen to you ? Darh MIA jugak ker ? Tisk2. Tak payah larh MIA . Tak perlu . Kalo darh salah tuh, mengaku jer larh ! & baybe, your just making our WATERFACE down ! & for goodness sake, im not your dog aytes . Kau dgn Zulkecik , WORLD ! Kalo kawin kan pon, BEST ! Betol tak semua ? Everyone agreed with me . Well2, lets wait & see ! Less Happy More Hurting ! Kaes BEST !
And Wishing all This couples ;
Kynn ; Hafiz
Nana ; Aidil
Kak Siti ; AidilBurung
Yana ; Nas
Last LONNNNNNG Tawwww ! (:
& TO MYSELF ;
A GREAT HAPPY FAMILY ! (:
Sunday, May 17, 2009
& i miss my husband alots ! baybe, went can we spent tyme again ?
Sayangs out tuh Pasir Ris, to continue hys renovating . Im stuck at home nd waiting for sayang tuh text me. And i wanna specially dedicate the song, Nobody, for sayang .
I dont want other person but you ! I dont want any replacement, but you !
And i want you forever !
Baybe, i wonder went can i be your truely wife ?
20days left .
cause, im totalt in love with you !
You know i still LOVE you baby,
And it will never change
I want nobody, nobody but you
I want nobody, nobody but you
I want no one else but you
Can't have anyone but you
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody
Why are you trying to push me away?
you know that I hate it,
you ignore what im saying
Why are you trying to send me to other?
You push me away like a little
each day why?
Saying that this is for my own good
Saying that you are just not worth it
Please, stop it right now coz'
you know me enough that i will come back to you no matter what!
I want nobody, nobody but you
I want nobody, nobody but you
I want no one else but you
Can't have anyone but you
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody
I want nobody, nobody but you
I want nobody, nobody but you
I want no one else but you
Can't have anyone but you
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody
All the pushing won't change my feelings
I am happy to have you,
more than willing to please you
i'm begging you please
don't walk away from me
Coz' i can't be happy away
from your side
Saying that this is for my own good
Saying that you are just not worth it
Please, stop it right now coz'
you know me enough that i will come back to you no matter what!
I want nobody, nobody but you
I want nobody, nobody but you
I want no one else but you
Can't have anyone but you
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody
I want nobody, nobody but you
I want nobody, nobody but you
I want no one else but you
Can't have anyone but you
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody
I don't want nobody, body
I don't want nobody, body
Life is unperfect without seeing you
I cannot have anyone but you... ahhh
I want nobody, nobody but you
I want nobody, nobody but you
I want no one else but you
Can't have anyone but you
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody
I want nobody, nobody but you
I want nobody, nobody but you
I want no one else but you
Can't have anyone but you
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody
Rap:
BacK to the days when we were
so young and wild and free
Everything we had back then
was like a dream
If only i could turn back time
Why do you keep on pushing me away?
why do you push me away?
I don't want nobody, nobody,
nobody. nobody but you
Dear Sayangs,
Went out yesterday, with all S.C.P members. Clebrating Aidil Burung Birthday , We went Esplande then back tuh yishun. Halfway Aidil Burung nak sembunyi. darh keco2, balek jugak . cause he tagging. 8 sharp must at home, then he terpaske larh have tuh comeback, abes larh . i mish the show cause, i went shop by cake. Lovely me & Nana . Photos will be at my Frindster, http://profiles.friendster.com/dialoved .
& YESH ! my son followed yesterday. He keep asking for dokong . Penat giler. Bpk deir mengamok semacam. I say tuh hym let me handle, then he keep "nagging" . I keep saying tuh my son, "Ibu dokong Bilal, nanty ibu kene marah nan Ayah taw ! " darh berape byk kali suroh tuwon taknak. end up, he keep crying, tak boleh see budak nanges, then i grab hym, i just dokong . penat ker , aper ker . gasak larh . Bpk deir darh marah2 . I just keep quite . & walked, going back Yishun, he sleep in the cab . Senyap cikit . Sayang betol yaya dgn anak yaya . Anw, Kak Siti nd Kynn. told me, i got bakat jadd mak . Boleh larh cikit2 . Brape byak kali i try tuh hide myself from my son, i dint want hym tuh see me . melalak semacam . one of a kind taw . darh nmpk nak dokong, dgn orang laen taknak taw, dgn ibu jer . tisk2 .
Assual, balek Sayang hantar . Standard . Comments. I just dont wanna talk about the Comments. Js take it, nd put inside head. Tatawu larh . Pening kepaple , pikirkan . Dont wanna talk about it .
Do view my Fs, and See the photos, jgn luper Comment .
Thankyou verynice.
Went out yesterday, with all S.C.P members. Clebrating Aidil Burung Birthday , We went Esplande then back tuh yishun. Halfway Aidil Burung nak sembunyi. darh keco2, balek jugak . cause he tagging. 8 sharp must at home, then he terpaske larh have tuh comeback, abes larh . i mish the show cause, i went shop by cake. Lovely me & Nana . Photos will be at my Frindster, http://profiles.friendster.com/dialoved .
& YESH ! my son followed yesterday. He keep asking for dokong . Penat giler. Bpk deir mengamok semacam. I say tuh hym let me handle, then he keep "nagging" . I keep saying tuh my son, "Ibu dokong Bilal, nanty ibu kene marah nan Ayah taw ! " darh berape byk kali suroh tuwon taknak. end up, he keep crying, tak boleh see budak nanges, then i grab hym, i just dokong . penat ker , aper ker . gasak larh . Bpk deir darh marah2 . I just keep quite . & walked, going back Yishun, he sleep in the cab . Senyap cikit . Sayang betol yaya dgn anak yaya . Anw, Kak Siti nd Kynn. told me, i got bakat jadd mak . Boleh larh cikit2 . Brape byak kali i try tuh hide myself from my son, i dint want hym tuh see me . melalak semacam . one of a kind taw . darh nmpk nak dokong, dgn orang laen taknak taw, dgn ibu jer . tisk2 .
Assual, balek Sayang hantar . Standard . Comments. I just dont wanna talk about the Comments. Js take it, nd put inside head. Tatawu larh . Pening kepaple , pikirkan . Dont wanna talk about it .
Do view my Fs, and See the photos, jgn luper Comment .
Thankyou verynice.
Friday, May 15, 2009
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ABG AIDIL BURUNG ! (:Celebrating tomorrow (: Bringing my babyboo along ! ILY !
THANKS SAYANG !
Darh biase darh kene tipu dgn orang. Sayang just recover from leg injury, and he told me he wont be playing. then he talk tuh me on the phone, i ask what he doing, he say tgh maen takraw. Then i was so pissed off, gy uh maen. Then i msg hym, "darh biase kene tipu." was really pissed off. So, i just let hym be. nak msg, msg. tknk takper. argh !
What wrong with me ? What wrong with my realationship ? & my beloved son. i totaly mish hym aloads. Why ?
Just tears .
What wrong with me ? What wrong with my realationship ? & my beloved son. i totaly mish hym aloads. Why ?
Just tears .
& yesh i jus come back from ICA, now with my lappy . i feel so sick and irratated with people who didnt reply my msg, without telling me anything. i have been waiting about 1hours plus. With no one text on cellphone. Thank uh sayang !
& to my lovely baybe, Nana&kynn !
Thankyou vernice for siding me. Seriously tak ghurl reaaly need on slap from me. So fcuked up with her !
Exams paper out,
English ~
Paper 1 ; 44.5 / 60
Paper 2 ; 55 / 80
Paper 3 ; -
Total : -
Maths ~
Paper 1 ; -
Paper 2 ; -
Total ; 46/100
Malay ~
Paper 1 ; 36/50
Paper 2 ; 12/15
Paper 3 ; 7/15
Total ; -
Design & Technology ~
Theory ; 26/50
Practical ; -
Total ; -
Computer Application ~
Theory ; 30/50
Practical ;
Total ; -
Elements Of Business Skills ~
(Monday baru dapat)
I guess, i can pass everything. But not that good then before. It really alot od "no" improvement at all.
I'l do my best for next test, which is Prelim ! & will study hard for it. Just wait and see .
& to my lovely baybe, Nana&kynn !
Thankyou vernice for siding me. Seriously tak ghurl reaaly need on slap from me. So fcuked up with her !
Exams paper out,
English ~
Paper 1 ; 44.5 / 60
Paper 2 ; 55 / 80
Paper 3 ; -
Total : -
Maths ~
Paper 1 ; -
Paper 2 ; -
Total ; 46/100
Malay ~
Paper 1 ; 36/50
Paper 2 ; 12/15
Paper 3 ; 7/15
Total ; -
Design & Technology ~
Theory ; 26/50
Practical ; -
Total ; -
Computer Application ~
Theory ; 30/50
Practical ;
Total ; -
Elements Of Business Skills ~
(Monday baru dapat)
I guess, i can pass everything. But not that good then before. It really alot od "no" improvement at all.
I'l do my best for next test, which is Prelim ! & will study hard for it. Just wait and see .
Currently , im using my cellph0ne tuh update blogg , im having dish strange feeling. I js dunn kn0w why im feeling this . Nd i really hope that what im feeling n0w , it will be true .
Im going ICA, to see abt passport think , nd currently n0t intrested . Jiwer dgn classmate, pergy jer larh . Setakat pergy nk makan jer, nd im n0w havin mindgrain inside the bus .
Tuh husband,
Im lucky that your n0t lyke abg kamil , nd eu cared me aload . But, i got this strange feeling abt our realationship . Which i dunn0e weather its true an0t . I just want tuh stick with eu nd be with eu till the end of my life . Plsh dunn fade my feelings . I love you alot . Nd i hope you could prove tuh me dat eur different then other guys . Nd i did hear stories fr0m abg kamil ghurlfriend , of what eu are . Nd prove me wr0ng , cause i trusted eu aload . Please dunn take my trust for granted .
I better get going , update s0on .
Loved,
Cintabintang
P.s : yaya sayang keluarge baru yaya !
Im going ICA, to see abt passport think , nd currently n0t intrested . Jiwer dgn classmate, pergy jer larh . Setakat pergy nk makan jer, nd im n0w havin mindgrain inside the bus .
Tuh husband,
Im lucky that your n0t lyke abg kamil , nd eu cared me aload . But, i got this strange feeling abt our realationship . Which i dunn0e weather its true an0t . I just want tuh stick with eu nd be with eu till the end of my life . Plsh dunn fade my feelings . I love you alot . Nd i hope you could prove tuh me dat eur different then other guys . Nd i did hear stories fr0m abg kamil ghurlfriend , of what eu are . Nd prove me wr0ng , cause i trusted eu aload . Please dunn take my trust for granted .
I better get going , update s0on .
Loved,
Cintabintang
P.s : yaya sayang keluarge baru yaya !
Thursday, May 14, 2009
& i did took this photo from NanaKecik Baybe Blogg ! *smiles* Its a nice photo totally ! Baybe, eventhough we dont know each other tha well, but i still Hormat you ! *smiles* I Love you baybe !
& I just got a msg from Yayan, with hys long words. I have nothing much tuh say. taknak haboh kan story. & i dont wanna masok campor till the day comes . Just wait & see .
& i got back my Midyear Paper for 2 subjects .
For maths ; 45/100
For English ; Paper 1 ; 41.5/60
Well, my worst paper ever . Got to bark up !
Dear Sayangs,
I just felt so stress and fed up at home with lots of problem. I just want tuh start a new brand family. Mum, its not i dont love you anymore, is just that i feel, i need my own world now. im grown up a girl. please dont always samekan me and father. Im not like him. i just felt that you always be blaming me. But for goodness sake im hurt inside .
And tuh my husband,
i should tell you personally but, i prefered telling you by blogg, sometimes all your comments i do hurts me. i just dont know how tuh say cause, yaya also jage perasaan sayang. yaya taknak saper2 terluka hati. Yaya memang takot. tapy, yaya nak sayang paham yang yaya bukan taknak dgr kater sayang. It takes time to change everything. Yesh, im into this realationship to the end. I may not show how hard my love tuh you, but only god knows how hard my love tuh you. I may not be so romantic, but i'll show you one day. Sayang, i know your just comment me for my own good, but sometimes its hurt tuh. I hope you understand. You may be pissed off with me. I also pissed off, of what you say tuh me. What i can do is show a fake smile and agreed whatever you say. Im sorry, cause i dont wanna hurt your feelings. I really hope you understand me dear. thankyou so much dear. Im really looking forward ruh this realationship till end dear. I never love a guy so deeply and have a confident in mysle of being so faithful. Please appreciate me dear. No matter what you did, no matter how hurt you hurt me, i still love you aloads.
To the ghurl who have 2 faces,
Tunggu sampai Fad balek, lagy 3hari. Kau takmo nak burok2 kan aku. Semua darh tawu saper betol. saper salah. aku tak pernah carik pasal nan kau. tapy kau yang nak carik pasal nan aku. Ingat, tak lamer lagy kau keluar dari kumpulan tuh. semua darh tak suker dgn perangai kau. Kau kater, semenjak aku masok s.c.p byk couples realtionship Cockup ? Otak kau ! saper yang masok s.c.p dulu ? saper yang jejak s.c.p dulu ? bodoh . Kau pikir aku aper sia, takde hati perasaan ? ehk, intention aku masok s.c.p pasal seni ! bukan pasal couple ! & jangan tudoh aku yang tulis psl mak fad kat gambar deir. Aku berani sumpah sia aku tak tulis ! kau nak matikan aku ? kau uat klakar kaper. kalo semua side kau, dwg semua bodoh ! tapy aku rase semua tak side kau larh . dorang pon nampak sendiri . takmo bangge diri, tak perlu sia . kiter tunggu, kalo Fad betol nak open table, aku tunggu !
I have nothing much to update, thats for all. & hope you like my new blog layouts.
Loved,
Yaya cintabintang
angel[s]tars
I just felt so stress and fed up at home with lots of problem. I just want tuh start a new brand family. Mum, its not i dont love you anymore, is just that i feel, i need my own world now. im grown up a girl. please dont always samekan me and father. Im not like him. i just felt that you always be blaming me. But for goodness sake im hurt inside .
And tuh my husband,
i should tell you personally but, i prefered telling you by blogg, sometimes all your comments i do hurts me. i just dont know how tuh say cause, yaya also jage perasaan sayang. yaya taknak saper2 terluka hati. Yaya memang takot. tapy, yaya nak sayang paham yang yaya bukan taknak dgr kater sayang. It takes time to change everything. Yesh, im into this realationship to the end. I may not show how hard my love tuh you, but only god knows how hard my love tuh you. I may not be so romantic, but i'll show you one day. Sayang, i know your just comment me for my own good, but sometimes its hurt tuh. I hope you understand. You may be pissed off with me. I also pissed off, of what you say tuh me. What i can do is show a fake smile and agreed whatever you say. Im sorry, cause i dont wanna hurt your feelings. I really hope you understand me dear. thankyou so much dear. Im really looking forward ruh this realationship till end dear. I never love a guy so deeply and have a confident in mysle of being so faithful. Please appreciate me dear. No matter what you did, no matter how hurt you hurt me, i still love you aloads.
To the ghurl who have 2 faces,
Tunggu sampai Fad balek, lagy 3hari. Kau takmo nak burok2 kan aku. Semua darh tawu saper betol. saper salah. aku tak pernah carik pasal nan kau. tapy kau yang nak carik pasal nan aku. Ingat, tak lamer lagy kau keluar dari kumpulan tuh. semua darh tak suker dgn perangai kau. Kau kater, semenjak aku masok s.c.p byk couples realtionship Cockup ? Otak kau ! saper yang masok s.c.p dulu ? saper yang jejak s.c.p dulu ? bodoh . Kau pikir aku aper sia, takde hati perasaan ? ehk, intention aku masok s.c.p pasal seni ! bukan pasal couple ! & jangan tudoh aku yang tulis psl mak fad kat gambar deir. Aku berani sumpah sia aku tak tulis ! kau nak matikan aku ? kau uat klakar kaper. kalo semua side kau, dwg semua bodoh ! tapy aku rase semua tak side kau larh . dorang pon nampak sendiri . takmo bangge diri, tak perlu sia . kiter tunggu, kalo Fad betol nak open table, aku tunggu !
I have nothing much to update, thats for all. & hope you like my new blog layouts.
Loved,
Yaya cintabintang
angel[s]tars
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Dear Sayangs,im currently stuck at home with nothing to do. Kindda bored as i js finish my last paper tuhday. it was like, ast last its done. I have no plans tuhday. and Sayang working overtyme tuhday. so, cant meet hym. Mish my munchkin aload. Meeting hym tomorrow, and bringing hym tuh Timezone, so he wont be bored at home. Besok pon tak skolah so, will be spending tyme with hym. last night was talking tuh hym on the phone. While sayang entertaining, haili. So, i did talk tuh hym,
Yaya : Hello
Bilal : Ibu !
Yaya : Bilal !
Bilal : (Laugh)
Yaya : Darh mamam ?
Bilal : Darh .
Yaya : Mamam aper ?
Bilal : o o unchh . (Kokocrunch)
Yaya : (laugh)
Bilal : (giggle)
Yaya : Bilal, Bilal sayang ibu ?
Bilal : Sayaaaaaang .
Yaya : Sayang ayah ?
Bilal : Sayaaaaanng .
The rest, i dunt understand what he say,*laugh* Nevermind baybe, next year you schooling aready. Ibu promise, i'll take fetch eu from school.
Sayang was blessed that hys son except me as hys mum. & Im glad that i been given happiness from a 3years old kid. Eventhough im not hys biological mum, but i will always act as one. Baybe, no matter what ibu love you. & tuh Sayang, your my everything. You been so honest tuh me for the past months i been with you. and i promise you i will never let you go. You, Bilal and Adilah, i have treat you as my blood. & i love all of you. I just cant get sperated from you. & Sayang, you have change me. eventhough i had difficulties of changing myself, but it really takes tyme. I promise, that all my clothing will changed. & no more "showing" . I have now understand what you are. i will never let you down.
I Love my family .
Monday, May 11, 2009
Dear Sayangs,My last post was on Saturday morning, What happen after that was, I was out tuh Yishun to see Tedja performance and 264. I was watching with sayang and yearh, did saw my cousin. So, it ends at 6plus, then i went CauswayPoit, played timezone. & called Sayang if he can teman me. then he say okkaeys. So he did teman me, & i walk around causway, nd bought Mother's day present. After that went Longjohn silver tuh eat, then went home. Sayang didnt bring extra helmet, so i went home with mum.
Sunday, HappyMother's Day. Woke up in the morning, gave mum the present we bought, then she went tuh work with Syafiq, i and adeq get change, and went tuh mum workplace. Mum brought us tuh Cineplax, thought of eating, but then we went karoake at Cineplex. Gerek ! Spend about 3hours in there, shouting screaming. & totaly my voice was nice. *laugh* After that, teman syafiq play warcraft, then wanna go home, ask sayang wanna meet up, he say he wants, then drop down Yishun, meet hym them went Yishun Golden Villiage and watch Xmen, wolverine. Its a great strories, you should watch. then went tuh Sembawang, eat nd talk. Then tuh my place, sit at my floor, talk about something till i cry. then send me home.
Monday, tuhday, Woke up in the morning, get change and waited for Sayang, he told me he at poly, then end up lame sgt he didnt go. I was eating breakfast, then he reached, ask hym tuh come up while waiting, then he waited, then went tuh Northplaza for hhys breakfast, then meet Hys cousin, Nas & hys bestfriend, Apai. Lepas makan smepat cuci motor. Then went Timur, its rains heavy, until my baju basar. Same goes tuh Sayang. Then sampai kat Timur, at Nenek house, my munchkin was shouting, "AYAH!". He didnt saw me. then was he saw me, "smile", den wispered, "ibu". Cute boy ! Sat at nenek place about 2hrsplus, wait till rain stop. & Sayang say he wanna take care Bilal for this whole week. So, brought Bilal home and i took cab with my munchkin, while Sayang take hys bike. then reached Yishun, its rains. Sayang told me tuh teman hym, go hys house. Malu giler ceh. All hys family members semua ader, xcept Abg Kamil nd Abg Zul. Bilal was shouting2. & went Sayang disturbed hym, he keep laughing2 . I was there tuh playing the games with hym. went sayang ask hym,
Sayang : Bilal, Bilal sayang saper ? ibu ker ayah ?
Bilal : Ibu
Yaya : (keep quite)
Sayang : Abeh ayah ?
Bilal : (keep quite) ibuuuu !
Yaya : smile ~ ing at sayang.
Then about tyme i need tuh go home, Bilal and Sayang adeq, Wan , followed us down. Bilal takot dgn Motor, i was carrying hym, while Syang start hys engine.
Bilal : ibu, takot! (hugging me tightly)
Yaya : Takde paper sayang.
Bilal : Ibuuuuu ! (makin kuat.)
Yaya : *laughing*
Then pass Bilal tuh Wan, and hys cute,
Yaya : Bilal, salam ibu.
Bilal : (salam)
Yaya : Kiss ibu .
Bilal : (Kiss right cheek, left cheek, Dahi then mouth.)
Yaya : Come ibu kiss. ( I Kiss hym how he kiss me.)
Bilal : Byeee ibu !
Yaya : Bye Bilal !
Then went off, Sayang drive me home, Sayang was saying tuh me,
Sayang : Bilal sayang saper ? ibu ayah ?
Yaya : (listening)
Sayang : Ibuuu.
Yaya : *LAUGHING* abeh abang sayang Ibu ke Bilal ?
Sayang : Dua2.
Both : *laughing*
reach at my block. then also we both have our own salam. *laugh*. But before went seperates ways, i will olways ask hym,
Yaya : Abang, ader pape nak tanyer?
Sayang : no, yaya ader paper nak tanyer ?
Yaya : no, abang ader pape nak ilang ?
Sayang : No, yaya ader pape nak ilang ?
Yaya : No, Abang ader paper nak comment ?
Sayang : (keep quite)
Yaya : Abang mesti ader pape nak comment, ilang yaya .
Sayang : Aper perasan yaya jumper nenek abang ?
Yaya : Okkaes larh, Why ?
Sayang : Takde, tanyer.
Yaya : ader paper lagy ?
Sayang : (see my clothing, & thumbs up)
Yaya : *blashing*
Then went back home. & Now blogging . *laugh*
nothing much tuh update animore, just i mish my another munchkin, adilah.
See you soon baybe girl . & Baybe boy, see you this week .
Ibu sayang kamu !
Saturday, May 9, 2009
Dear Sayangs,Apologised i didnt update yesterday, as im went out with Sayang. He fetch me from school, it was raining heavly. Then stayed at my house, wait till stop raining, then went out tuh yishun. Tuh Sayang shop meet haili, then went Rubiya, eat. Met kircheal, and i tell you, i didnt go tarian, as i have plans with Sayang. Sayang told me, i shouldnt worry if im with hym, they cant duh anything. Its true. Sayang give me supprt. & i tell you, i didnt talk much about Kude anymore. since i with Sayang, it changes. i js want hym tuh be always beside me. Sayang eur the best !
After eating, went tuh shell, top up oil. then went Cemetry, first went tuh Sayang Late mum, & did gave her prayers, and next tuh my late grandmum, did prayers, then tuh Sayang bestfriend, den tuh my ex boyfriend, about like 7 years back. Sayangg did tell what happen tuh hys close friend. really pity hym aload. After that went West Coast, its was so hot, so get some ice kacang. Then went back yishun, Sayang get change then went Northpoint thought og watching Movie, tapy takader. then, went long john, eat. Then went the New Northpoint, jalan2. then went the old Northpoint popular, was walking around the Kids stuff, and i thought of buying my kids toys, then their father say, dont need, later all undertable. *laugh*.
Then there Baby album , i was asking sayang ;
Yaya : Abang, abang ader gmabar Bilal kecik2 ?
Sayang : Ader, tapy semua ilang.
Yaya : Asal ?
Sayang : Ariff gy ilang kan memory card abang.
Yaya : Ohhh .
Sayang : Takpe larh next tyme kiter simpan.
Yaya : Next tyme biler abang ?
Sayang : Tunggu Yaya larh .
Yaya : *giggle* Wait few years later .
I was giggle ~ ing all the way. Tunggu larh lame2. Monday meeting My first angels, harap2 jadd . Cause monday im not schooling. I mish the two angels aload ! I really mish hym, calling me "ibu". All hys hugs nd kisses. Totaly i mish hym. They are two angels. I Love You, baybe !
Wont be updating much .
Labels: 28 days left ; SweetSixteen
Thursday, May 7, 2009
He Melted my heart & She gave me laughter
Dear Sayangs,
I really mish my two adorable kids, Gonna meet them pretty soon. Sorry didnt update yesterday as im currently so tired, meet Sayang yesterday then we both went bed early. Then tuhday also meet hym again. Then tomorrow, also the same, he gonna fetch me from school, then i get change then go Cemetery, visit hys late mum nd my late grandmother. Then, buy Mother's Day present. Jyearh !
This pass few days, i keep spending tyme with Sayang. I just cant stop meeting hym, hys different then other guys, Totaly different. I NEVER get a guy lyke hym at all. & I really appreciate what he done for me. I just can't bare to loose a guy like hym. I may not be that serious with my previous guys, but with hym i am. I am totally serious. & that trust was 100% trust. & i tell you i didnt take advantage of hym, like how i did tuh my previous "guy".
Baby, you have change my life tuh a better person. The way you treat me was so good that i dont know how tuh return it back. The more i know about you, the more i dont wanna loose you. I js love you alot. Knowing you about your pass didnt turn change me tuh a bad person, but it change me tuh a good person cause your an example tuh me. & no matter what, i will never take advantage of you baybe. With both kids with me, im sure i can have a happy family. I love you, Sayang !
Labels: Counting Down 30 Days ; Sweet 16
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
Dear Sayangs,
To my Baby Boo , I love you aloads.
You will be asking why am i on to this kids rite ? Currently, Let it be a treasure that will be kept secrectly.
Today exam was lyke, "fewwww". Malay paper, boleh tahan senang, Just the listening comprehension. Answer nak seakan2 samer ceh. Mdm Farrah set the paper. Boleh larh, & Happy Deverling ! (: She pregnant, & gonna be her due date soon. Congrats Mdm Farrah !
Did view my ex boyfriend tagged, i tell you, IM SO ANTINING HYM ! i comment about some of hys photos, sungguh menyakitkan. Got One picture, Got my name, " YAYA PROPERTY" i told hym tuh delete that picture. Then another one, the skimboard my mum bought for me, i say, "HUH? Asal tak buang skali?" then another photo he step cute, then i say, "Anak Aku lagy cute." *laugh*
Yesterday, abang bought me to Teban garden. And meet my little pumpkins. Sweets . Ibu, love you loads taww ! I js cant let the kids go.
& I have made up mind tuh stay long with Sayang forever. Hys my love one, hys my life, hys my everything .
To my Baby Boo , I love you aloads.
You will be asking why am i on to this kids rite ? Currently, Let it be a treasure that will be kept secrectly.
Today exam was lyke, "fewwww". Malay paper, boleh tahan senang, Just the listening comprehension. Answer nak seakan2 samer ceh. Mdm Farrah set the paper. Boleh larh, & Happy Deverling ! (: She pregnant, & gonna be her due date soon. Congrats Mdm Farrah !
Did view my ex boyfriend tagged, i tell you, IM SO ANTINING HYM ! i comment about some of hys photos, sungguh menyakitkan. Got One picture, Got my name, " YAYA PROPERTY" i told hym tuh delete that picture. Then another one, the skimboard my mum bought for me, i say, "HUH? Asal tak buang skali?" then another photo he step cute, then i say, "Anak Aku lagy cute." *laugh*
Yesterday, abang bought me to Teban garden. And meet my little pumpkins. Sweets . Ibu, love you loads taww ! I js cant let the kids go.
& I have made up mind tuh stay long with Sayang forever. Hys my love one, hys my life, hys my everything .
Monday, May 4, 2009
My one & only Property till my death , you willl never be apart from my heart . I Love you loads !
Hello Sayangs,
While waiting for Sayang tuh come , I wanna blogg . *smile* Today Maths Paper was like "shit" Its so hard ! (Padan muker aku, tak blajar !) *laugh* & yearh , went back straight after exam, and sit down hear till Sayang come . There's nuthing much tuh update actually . But, i wanna take AdieqPampered who forgive me ! I Love you so much, baybe ! I was lyke suprised tuh see her tagged me, cause i thought she still angry with me . *relief* she was not .
Sayang ask me to accompany hym go Teban, For some reasons . & yearh . Still waiting.
& i wanna thanked the people who comment me at my Fs . Thank You so much ! (:
While waiting for Sayang tuh come , I wanna blogg . *smile* Today Maths Paper was like "shit" Its so hard ! (Padan muker aku, tak blajar !) *laugh* & yearh , went back straight after exam, and sit down hear till Sayang come . There's nuthing much tuh update actually . But, i wanna take AdieqPampered who forgive me ! I Love you so much, baybe ! I was lyke suprised tuh see her tagged me, cause i thought she still angry with me . *relief* she was not .
Sayang ask me to accompany hym go Teban, For some reasons . & yearh . Still waiting.
& i wanna thanked the people who comment me at my Fs . Thank You so much ! (:
Sunday, May 3, 2009
Happy Birthday Sakinah ! (:
SURPRISE ! SURPRISE & MORE SUPRISE !
Yesterday Pictures have been uploaded at My fs, http://profiles.friendster.com/dialoved . So do view & see the "Caption" . *laugh* Im so anti ~ing my Ex Boyfriend Zul, He was out with us yesterday. & hys was shocked tuh death to see me & Sayang tuhgether ! (padan muker) & he was all the way texting with "whoever-the-person" . I dont wanna Know. & also, i got to know he got tagged ! " Dulu kau kater kau tak suker ader taffeg samapi kau delete aku punyer , Sekarang aku darh ader balek, Padan muker kau ! " http://www.tagged.com/yayacintabintang Do add me up at tagged ! I was so geram with what he did tuh me, & i really wanna take revenge ! But, i think about Sayang. Cause i love hym badly . & Wont do stupid things !
I update if im ready tuh tell all aytes ! (:
Yesterday Pictures have been uploaded at My fs, http://profiles.friendster.com/dialoved . So do view & see the "Caption" . *laugh* Im so anti ~ing my Ex Boyfriend Zul, He was out with us yesterday. & hys was shocked tuh death to see me & Sayang tuhgether ! (padan muker) & he was all the way texting with "whoever-the-person" . I dont wanna Know. & also, i got to know he got tagged ! " Dulu kau kater kau tak suker ader taffeg samapi kau delete aku punyer , Sekarang aku darh ader balek, Padan muker kau ! " http://www.tagged.com/yayacintabintang Do add me up at tagged ! I was so geram with what he did tuh me, & i really wanna take revenge ! But, i think about Sayang. Cause i love hym badly . & Wont do stupid things !
I update if im ready tuh tell all aytes ! (:
Saturday, May 2, 2009
Dear Sayangs,Wishing Happy Birthday to Sayang, Semoga panjang umur !
Today plan was messed up with both of us woke up late. Verynice, verynice. And Sayang got a birthdday bash from all hys guys friend at Aidil Burung House. Went Back home late last noght, and i woke up late js now morning. Get ready and while waiting for Sayang, i take pictures. & thaank to Lovely Sister for choosing me what dress to wear. & my theme for the day was sky blue. Jyeah ! Sayang reached, my place nd thankz tuh siblings for making hym a surprise, For goodness sake, i did makeover myself tuh look good ! & Sayang was supposed tuh close eyes, and went infrount of hym & he open, and hys surprised. Hys like, " Wahh ! Lawarnyer ! " *laugh*
Then off tuh Woodlands Point, change helmet and met abg apai. He Say this,
Abang Apai : Yaya !!
Yaya : Sayer !
Abang Apai : Masih Dgn Zulkecik ?
Yaya : Sejak Biler ? Darl Lame break .
Abang Apai : Tapp hari tuh abang tanyer Zul, kate masih tapp senyap2.
Yaya : Memang, darh break darh .
Abang Apai : ohh . Nie Abang Syam ambek nak gy aner ?
Yaya : Celebrate birthday abang syam larh.
Abang Apai : Ohh. Skrg dgn saper ?
Yaya : Dengan Abang Syam larh !
Abang Apai : HUH ! *surprise*
Yaya : *Laugh*
Then i got to go aready . Went Yishun, letak Bike, then Meet Aidil burung, Aidil Burung was lyke aying something to Sayang,
Aidil : Syam !
Sayang : Aper ?
Aidil : Kau nak tawuk, Apai baru call aku !
Sayang : *listening*
Aidil : Deir kater, " Aidil, kau nak tawuk Syam nan saper ? Deir nan Yaya larh !! Dorang gy tempat kerje aku ! "
Sayang : *Laugh*
Aidil : Aku layan kan jer larh, aku buat tatawuk, padehal aku org pertame tawuk ! *laugh*
Then waited for Haili then off tuh NorthPoint take train, didnt tak Bike, cause we Jiwer . Satu naek train semua naek train. Gerek per ? Verynice, verynice. Then, take train go Simei, tgk Anugerah . Reached there, & hear the "siren" sound . *Laugh* Aidil nd Nana Kecik reached there, then eat Long John and then Smoke, after that wait for Zul kecik and Aan ! Then see anugerah again, then went Tampines mall by train. Then, jalan2 then Sayang go xcraft . He bought for me Cap ! *smiles* Thank you ! Then Went back Yishun, go seperated ways, TOOK ALOT OF PICTURES ! then, went a place sit2 nd chat2. Then went WestCoast, eat ! *Weeee !* Then talk2 about ALOT2 of stuff ! Then went back home .
Puctures will be upload at my friendster . Thank You !
Friday, May 1, 2009
Happy Birthday Sayang ! (:Its 2nd May , midnight ! Sayang called me ! & talkking tuh me ! Wishing hym many2 wishes ! Weeee ! (:
Happy Birthday, Sayang ! Mayy All your dreams come true ! & No matter what i will olways be with you ! Sayang deir ! Darh 22nd larh cehh ! (: cehh2 ! *laaugh* Semoga Panjang Umor ! Amin !
my babby boo,
I'll be with you always ! (:
Got to go , baybe !
I LOVE YOU SAYANG !!
Dear Sayangs,
I went Cousin Study with Yana, with Kircheal and Adeq Shahidah. Have a few works then, about 2hrs went beside takraw courts and sit and chat, then Sayang come. I with Sayang, then ask yana tuh teman me. Talk craps and lots of laughing. & i really enjoy. About tyme, go sembawang with Sayang, eat KFC. then went somewhere sit and chat.
To Sayang,
I do love you alot. What you are, who you are. I dont care ! As long you love me ! & sincerly with me. I LOVE YOU, sayang ! know matter what i will always be with you, alrites . What other will say, i dont mind. & i will always supporting you. Your not alone, okkaeys ? Baybe, your my one & only .
Love, Yaya.
I have not much tuh update . & talking with Sayang !
& tomorrow is Sayang Birthday ! Wish you happy advance Birthday ! (:
I went Cousin Study with Yana, with Kircheal and Adeq Shahidah. Have a few works then, about 2hrs went beside takraw courts and sit and chat, then Sayang come. I with Sayang, then ask yana tuh teman me. Talk craps and lots of laughing. & i really enjoy. About tyme, go sembawang with Sayang, eat KFC. then went somewhere sit and chat.
To Sayang,
I do love you alot. What you are, who you are. I dont care ! As long you love me ! & sincerly with me. I LOVE YOU, sayang ! know matter what i will always be with you, alrites . What other will say, i dont mind. & i will always supporting you. Your not alone, okkaeys ? Baybe, your my one & only .
Love, Yaya.
I have not much tuh update . & talking with Sayang !
& tomorrow is Sayang Birthday ! Wish you happy advance Birthday ! (: