As you have know that i'll be celebrating my birthday on 6th June, actually my burday on 7th June . So the suprise is i'll be having Keluaran on that day tuh. & yearh, thanks mum for the surprise. On 30th May . Yesh, i want tuh celebrate my birthday with all my love onces, but, i js feel that, Hbby didnt put an effort on it. Well, im sorry if i wrote this on my blog. cause, your not giving attention tuh me anymore. so, i have no else tuh say out . I js feel bad, i know im at fault, of hugging fad . but i js treat hym as a brother. nd starting that day , both of us didnt contact much . the only thing i can do, is jus keep quite and didnt say much .

I js feel that every year i had the same burday, tears everywhere . went i was in sec 2, with my ex, i had birthday party, and end up, we didnt celebrate much . Went i was in sec 3, i had combine birthday party with my ex on hys birthday. then on my birthday, he break up with me. tears also . then now, also the same. its lyke, WHY ?

Hbby nd i didnt communicate as how we used tuh be, i js feel that hys not lyke before. WHY ? is he the same as others guy ? i really hope not . i still cant stand what he is . but, why must he be lyke this. Sampai yaya kater yaya nak off hp, and he js say, "yelarh." who on earth wanna say that to a ghurl . my ex, pon samer . argh ! dalam otak yaya, semua nyer samer. aper yang bezer ? cumer ruper . haish . WHY ?

Pasal nak mady mabok balek, Abang, yaya memang nak abg mabok. tapy tady, yaya darh nmpk , yaya takot . yaya takot kehilangan abg , yaya takot if what eu say about the mabok thing come back. and i might loss you . i dont want tuh loss you, i begged . i may not tell , but in my heart . I cant loss you . Its eur decision abang . im not avoiding you aytes .

TEARS .