& tuhday i start my normal school with tempreture all over , sickness has cure but my still sorethroat and bodyache still there . Still i try my best tuh manage myself . There's no lesson today , what we did is paper cranes , & mange tuh do 500+ . Will be continue~ing tomorrow .. Hopefully, i wont feel so restless .

Well, my life gonna be back as per normal . What happen tuh me the past few daeys is just a life which i donnt want tuh be . I have learn my mistake of being in love . Its totally hard for me now adaeys tuh fall for a guy easily . eventhough there's still guys are wanting for me . Well , i much appreciate if we're closefriends like, TTM. But not more than that . Its hard for me now tuh love a person .

Ex boyfriend came back tuh life , and i js wanting hym for so long . Well, Bbyadeq , aka bbyakiro . He came back in my life out of sudden . As what we chatted the past few daeys . And , i js know that hys injured bcause of me . Bbyadeq, dunn hurt yourself again . I feel the pain for your injury. Recover soon . And , i promise you . And it will never be broken . Stay happy aytes . Enjoy your life .. And im sure you gonna find your Mrs.Right . Eventhough your craving for me .. And i , myself miss the past . Im sure you stay strong , and still i will alwaeys accompany you .

TTM, BbyKakai . Stay what you are . And its hard for me to express my feelings tuhwards you as your with her .. & its not easy for me tuh see you in hurt . If you lve her just move on . there's no one will stop you . not even me . You own your life , not me . Choose the right girl for you .. And you will alwaeys be love .

Studies are now not getting as normal with teacher on MC's and with H1N1 thing . Its hard now as we need teachers tuh teach us . But went came in Relief teacher which they teach us differently its totally haard tuh understand . And i did not attend tuhday D&T coursework , as im down with my sickness . I need rest . As its hard for me tuh cincentrate with my heavy head !

Let me explain what i want , and what others should understand me . I just want close friend tuh be around me , i dont care ghurl or boy . As long as they really want a friends . Friends like what ? Lyke TTM , bestfriends , closefriends , friendsforever and etc . but NO realationship . And i dont care if you people wanna say im flirting with whoever , and saying love with who ever .. Its my life my problem . Except what i am , and love what i am . You dont own my life though . But , i know what im doing .. I may be Bitch ~ ing around . But then , im not ruining your life . I do cause i want . I do cause i want have a great teenage life . Dont you want it ?

Being single is better than relationship , as having a relationship you been controll by your gf/bf .. And hard for you tuh have peace . Loads of quarrel all over . And i had learn my mistakes with my past , past , past , boyfriends . Even friends cant control you as , your nuthing tuh them . eventhough they treat you so special . Its a matter of life , if you could except everything .

Yesh , you may say , " Dulu kaw yang nak sgt ader mataer . " Now , its different . I dont care i got boyfriend anot . Itu semua tak penting . Hang around with whoever you want and do whatever you like . cause , life is precious . you do it once in a life tyme . Right ?

So hopefully some could understand what i want now in my life , how long you waited for me , i may have feelings for you , but having a realtionship , a big NO ! till went ? till im ready . And i still have a long way tuh go ! Enjoy Life people ! CHEEERRS ~ !