
Dear Diary ,
I thought it was end of my life . I was happily on the way home . I js bought my 7inch Guess at Metro with Mum . While on the way home , in the train . In sudden i was so restless . And i almost fainted . I told mum as she's sitting , i need to sit . She was just happily talking with hyer Boyyf . So i squad down . Then , she gave me the sit . I was relief . But , all my skn , mouth , face , turn so BLUE ! & thought that its was end , i keep mengucap inside my heart . Mum sat beside me , and gave me oil , so i did rub and rest at mum shoulder . So reach Admiralty , i seriously cant stand long , i felt lyke my legs do not have bones to support me . Sat at Macdonald waiting for Buker , gladly , after buker , hearing Azan , i was relief , and back tuh a normal person . Mum told both my siblings , i was shocked though , cause i , myself , didnt know i was so Blue ! I was blessed i could continue my life and celebrate Hari Raye . Insyaallah !
Didnt mange to tell boyyf . I had some quarrelwith Boyf js now.
Dearest boyyf ,
I dont wanna quarrrel with you . Its not being mature or not . To think mature , i can manage everything myself . I js want us to be happy . But then , i felt so damn hurt , i had enough of crying . And i olso want you to know , putting a name , its fair if we can do it a same . and please , mind your words . Its so hurt . Think twice before you speak everything , its reallly hurt for me . I understand you , but sometimes you dont understand me . I been very pateint now daeys . And please its not because of mature a not . aytes .
Love,
YayaCintaa
I'm helping mum with preparation of Hari Raya , hopefully tomorrown boyyf Buker with my family . As , its hys first tyme meeting my family . Hopefully jadd .
Till here ,
YayaCintaaaa ;D