Nur Halimatuz Sa'adiah.Yaya For Short.
Sixteen.
A Secondary Graduating Student.
I am who I am .
No one can judge me.
Your Respect are my strength.
You treat me well , I'll treat you better.
Monday, June 15, 2009
Dear Earthlings ,
I wonder if this is my mistakes . I tried to make myself happy . End up its doesnt at all . I dont understand , sometimes . Im just stuck here in my own world . I have to except all decision , and knowing that they are right . But i really need space for myself . Knowing the world . Its all matters with a relationship . Yes , i know im not suitable for hym , but it just that we are contacting with each other . I just dont know . And im really confused right now . Can i be happy for the last tyme (neverknows) , enjoying the love of life . Its what we call life , enjoying life , knowing what life , and know knowledge outside there .
I maybe showing a bright smile , i maybe having a great future , but deep inside , i just dont know who knows . I want to be loved , i want a loved . But , its not up tuh my expectation . Why ? Sometimes isint it unfair ? What for bother , if im not interested ? Wouldnt that wasting time ?
I really appreciate everyone , EVERYONE ! Who makes me happy , and bring me that smile back . Thankyou so much . And i really3 appreciate .
Till now , im confused with one person , and thats , Mum .
Love,
I wonder if this is my mistakes . I tried to make myself happy . End up its doesnt at all . I dont understand , sometimes . Im just stuck here in my own world . I have to except all decision , and knowing that they are right . But i really need space for myself . Knowing the world . Its all matters with a relationship . Yes , i know im not suitable for hym , but it just that we are contacting with each other . I just dont know . And im really confused right now . Can i be happy for the last tyme (neverknows) , enjoying the love of life . Its what we call life , enjoying life , knowing what life , and know knowledge outside there .
I maybe showing a bright smile , i maybe having a great future , but deep inside , i just dont know who knows . I want to be loved , i want a loved . But , its not up tuh my expectation . Why ? Sometimes isint it unfair ? What for bother , if im not interested ? Wouldnt that wasting time ?
I really appreciate everyone , EVERYONE ! Who makes me happy , and bring me that smile back . Thankyou so much . And i really3 appreciate .
Till now , im confused with one person , and thats , Mum .
Love,
Nur Halimatuz Sa'adiah