Nur Halimatuz Sa'adiah.Yaya For Short.
Sixteen.
A Secondary Graduating Student.
I am who I am .
No one can judge me.
Your Respect are my strength.
You treat me well , I'll treat you better.
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
Its aready 12plus in the morning , and im still awake . I wanna declare that eventhough im not with adeq , but im still contacting . Lyke ttm . And i js had a call from hym js now ,
Adeq : hello sayang
Yaya : ello bie , belom tido lagy ?
Adeq : Belom .
Yaya : Asal niek ? besokkan nak kene bangon pagy .
Adeq : i tersadah , teringatkan eu .
Yaya : yelarh . gy larh tido aleak .
Adeq : Okkaeys larh .
Yaya : Goodnight Sayang
Adeq : goodnight baybe .
Pelikkan ? tapy cute .
Yaya sekarang nak cuber bina hidop baru . tapy satu janji yaya , yaya tetap tunggu adeq . Biarlarh orang nak kater yaya aper , tapy untuk yaya , adeq memang baek . Memang he got tattoo or whatever izit , but for me doesnt matter with me . Dan tak semua orang yang ber tattoo niek jahat . tak2 , ader jugak baek . cumer kiter tatwu ajer ..
Adeq , walaupon kiter berpisah , tapy tetap contact kaes ? And yaya harap tak ungkir janji adeq . Biarlah aper orang nak kater , sekarang , kalo dorang tetap tak suker yaya kawan nan adeq , yaya tatawu nak cakap aper lagy . dorang nak yaya kawan nan binatang kot . Agy pon , yaya darh cukop besar nak tawuk mane baek , maner jahat . Sepandai-pandai tupai melompat ahkirnya jatoh kat tanah jugak .
Sepandai-pandai saper2 nak rahsia nan yaya , satu hari yaya tawuk jugak . Yaya tak nak orang rahsia2 nan yaya , kalo ader yang tak suker . Ilang yaya kaeys .
Anw, pade semua yang terime sms yaya , dgn keputusan yaya , kalo keputusan tuh betol2 yang semua ingin kan yaya darh tunaikan . tapy , jangan halang yaya saper yaya nak kawan , yaya berhak kawan dgn saper2 pon . So , jangan halang yaya . Yaya mohon byk .
Yaya not intrested in guy skrg , cause dalam hati yaya tetap name , Muhd adimin . Sampai biler ? itu tidak pasti . Tapy yaya harap jangan pikir burok tentang yaya dgn adeq . Tolong larh semua , takmo pikirkan diri sendiri kaeys . yaya mohon pikirkan yaya .
Yaya darh cukop menangis , dan yaya tak pasti kalo ini betol2 keputusan utk tinggalkan adeq . tapy demi semua yaya terpakse . Yaya harap semua darh bahagia sekarang . Sejahat2 adeq , deir tetap tawuk saper diri adeq .
Kalo satu hari nanty , korang dapat orang yang korang sayang sangat , dan tiber2 ader yang benci dgn hubungan korang . Aper rase korang ? Sedih ? Hampe ? Merane ? Pikiran ? Kenaper setiap kali aku nak bahagia , orang tak suker . Bila aku sedih orang simpati ! Kan ?
Inilarh hidupan yaya sekrang , manerime segale dugaan dengan rela hati . Aper kesilapan yaya selamer ini , sampaikan yaya selalu ditahan .
Yer ! memang betol semua sayang kan yaya , but for onces , hust think about people feelings . And im mature enough . Yesh true , adeq its not good for me , but deep down hys a fine guy . Memang ! memang yaya baru kenal deir , but he've waited so long ! Same goes to me . I've waited to get the laughter and love back .
Adeq knows me , the day i know Mohd Zulkifli , on the 5th of July 2008 ! And zul got me first , and others cant have the chances , count how many months he have waited . And im with adeq on the 13th Jun 2009 . How many months and days ? 11months and 8 daeys !! saper nak pergy tunggu ? memang in between he have other ghurl . same goes tuh me .. And im single , and hys single . we confrount out our feelings . And decided tuh get together . But wht happen now ?
Hanyer tinggal kenangan ? Its lyke why ? Im hurt , i cried . tak pernah2 , dalam seumur hidop yaya , yaya menagis dgn lelaki yaya baru stead js for 2daeys ! its where you wants that love grows . end up ? semua musnah ..
And i tell you on the 14th of June 2009 . Yaya and adeq had missunderstanding . I was outside club , and he called my cell phone . and my cell wasnt with me . And the same tyme mum got tuh know i smoke . I was having tuh problems went i reached my cell i saw 16 miss call . And he was pissed off with . i called hym , and text , saying sorry . at the same tyme telling mama , im sorry . see how stress i am . then , i text adeq ,
Yaya : Bie, i betol2 mintak maaf i tak dgr tady .
Adeq : takpperlarh gy enjoy puas2.
Yaya : Bie , im so sorry truckloads.
Adeq : (No reply)
Yaya : bie , im sorry .
He called ..
Adeq : aper lagy ? (raise tone)
Yaya : i mintak maaf . im really sorry baybe !
Adeq : (quite)
Yaya : bie msg i , i nak kerne confront mama , mama dpt tawuk i isap rokok .
Adeq : Hmph . (letak phone )
Text hym again while confrounting mama . Then we stopped at Yishun , to eat . On the way to Swensen .
texting ..
Yaya : Baybe , i gy yishun taw
Adeq : gy larh (sarcastic)
Yaya : Baybe , i mintak maaf . im really sorry .
He called , seriously this tyme i was afraid to answer . takot deir mengamok , thenn , ..
Adeq : Baybe takmo naughty taw . (bbual baek)
Yaya : Bie , i mintak maaf taw sayang
Adeq : takpe larh , baybe takmo naughty kaes2.
Yaya : okeayys sayang .
Adeq : Nanty aper2 msg i kaes baybe .
Yaya : okkaeys , i love you sayang .
Adeq : i love you Bie .
Hangup . See , how sweet he hys . and for goodness sake tak satu laki pon brani kater gitu kat phone . my ex pon tak pernah , especially Zul . Itu kalo darh naek , pill semua jalan . Im glad that Adeq really give and take . I know its my fault , end up he doesnt want tuh drag the problem . and samer2 mintak maaf . GOSH ! i just dont know why pople dont like ?
And went i tell hym yesterday that , i cant continue of parents and kumpulan .
He respct it , until i cried none stop . and telling yayan , wawan and izat who come over my house , korang darh puas skrg ? darh puas darh ? samapi nanges2 .
And i told adeq ,
Yaya : Adeq , yaya cant stop crying
Adeq : darh larh yaya , no matter adeq tetap tunggu yaya , kaeys syng ?
Yaya : (tak reply)
He called ,
Adeq : Yaya takmo nages kaes , no matter what adeq syng yaya kaes . Yaya tkmo uat kerje bodoh kaeys baybe . adeq tetap tunggu yaya till the end . kaeys sayng ?
Yaya : shobb2
Adeq : Darh makan belom .
Yaya : darh tady .
Adeq : okkaeys , aper2 msg adeq kaeys .
Yaya : okkaaeys .
Adeq : Bubbyeee syng .
Yaya : bye .
Hangup . He really cares about me . And im falling for hym , but why ader yang tak terime ? sampai sekarang i yaya masih tak paham . Yaya gonna meet hym later in 12 hrs tyme . So now, i should go to bed , and mimpi indah .
To Mohd Adimin , Yaya tetap tunggu adeq . dan itu janji Yaya ! Yaya sayang adeq , till the end .
And saper2 yang tersingung yaya mintak maaf banyak2 . Yaya bukan nak saket kan hati korang , tapy yaya nak luarkan aper yang ader dihati yaya . Harap semua paham .
Sampai disini sahajer ,
Mohon maaf ,
Ihklas dari hati ,
Nur Halimatuz Sa'adiah
~★-ɣαɣ[α]ҝιʀσ`сιитαɓιитαиĝ-★ ; Property ~
Adeq : hello sayang
Yaya : ello bie , belom tido lagy ?
Adeq : Belom .
Yaya : Asal niek ? besokkan nak kene bangon pagy .
Adeq : i tersadah , teringatkan eu .
Yaya : yelarh . gy larh tido aleak .
Adeq : Okkaeys larh .
Yaya : Goodnight Sayang
Adeq : goodnight baybe .
Pelikkan ? tapy cute .
Yaya sekarang nak cuber bina hidop baru . tapy satu janji yaya , yaya tetap tunggu adeq . Biarlarh orang nak kater yaya aper , tapy untuk yaya , adeq memang baek . Memang he got tattoo or whatever izit , but for me doesnt matter with me . Dan tak semua orang yang ber tattoo niek jahat . tak2 , ader jugak baek . cumer kiter tatwu ajer ..
Adeq , walaupon kiter berpisah , tapy tetap contact kaes ? And yaya harap tak ungkir janji adeq . Biarlah aper orang nak kater , sekarang , kalo dorang tetap tak suker yaya kawan nan adeq , yaya tatawu nak cakap aper lagy . dorang nak yaya kawan nan binatang kot . Agy pon , yaya darh cukop besar nak tawuk mane baek , maner jahat . Sepandai-pandai tupai melompat ahkirnya jatoh kat tanah jugak .
Sepandai-pandai saper2 nak rahsia nan yaya , satu hari yaya tawuk jugak . Yaya tak nak orang rahsia2 nan yaya , kalo ader yang tak suker . Ilang yaya kaeys .
Anw, pade semua yang terime sms yaya , dgn keputusan yaya , kalo keputusan tuh betol2 yang semua ingin kan yaya darh tunaikan . tapy , jangan halang yaya saper yaya nak kawan , yaya berhak kawan dgn saper2 pon . So , jangan halang yaya . Yaya mohon byk .
Yaya not intrested in guy skrg , cause dalam hati yaya tetap name , Muhd adimin . Sampai biler ? itu tidak pasti . Tapy yaya harap jangan pikir burok tentang yaya dgn adeq . Tolong larh semua , takmo pikirkan diri sendiri kaeys . yaya mohon pikirkan yaya .
Yaya darh cukop menangis , dan yaya tak pasti kalo ini betol2 keputusan utk tinggalkan adeq . tapy demi semua yaya terpakse . Yaya harap semua darh bahagia sekarang . Sejahat2 adeq , deir tetap tawuk saper diri adeq .
Kalo satu hari nanty , korang dapat orang yang korang sayang sangat , dan tiber2 ader yang benci dgn hubungan korang . Aper rase korang ? Sedih ? Hampe ? Merane ? Pikiran ? Kenaper setiap kali aku nak bahagia , orang tak suker . Bila aku sedih orang simpati ! Kan ?
Inilarh hidupan yaya sekrang , manerime segale dugaan dengan rela hati . Aper kesilapan yaya selamer ini , sampaikan yaya selalu ditahan .
Yer ! memang betol semua sayang kan yaya , but for onces , hust think about people feelings . And im mature enough . Yesh true , adeq its not good for me , but deep down hys a fine guy . Memang ! memang yaya baru kenal deir , but he've waited so long ! Same goes to me . I've waited to get the laughter and love back .
Adeq knows me , the day i know Mohd Zulkifli , on the 5th of July 2008 ! And zul got me first , and others cant have the chances , count how many months he have waited . And im with adeq on the 13th Jun 2009 . How many months and days ? 11months and 8 daeys !! saper nak pergy tunggu ? memang in between he have other ghurl . same goes tuh me .. And im single , and hys single . we confrount out our feelings . And decided tuh get together . But wht happen now ?
Hanyer tinggal kenangan ? Its lyke why ? Im hurt , i cried . tak pernah2 , dalam seumur hidop yaya , yaya menagis dgn lelaki yaya baru stead js for 2daeys ! its where you wants that love grows . end up ? semua musnah ..
And i tell you on the 14th of June 2009 . Yaya and adeq had missunderstanding . I was outside club , and he called my cell phone . and my cell wasnt with me . And the same tyme mum got tuh know i smoke . I was having tuh problems went i reached my cell i saw 16 miss call . And he was pissed off with . i called hym , and text , saying sorry . at the same tyme telling mama , im sorry . see how stress i am . then , i text adeq ,
Yaya : Bie, i betol2 mintak maaf i tak dgr tady .
Adeq : takpperlarh gy enjoy puas2.
Yaya : Bie , im so sorry truckloads.
Adeq : (No reply)
Yaya : bie , im sorry .
He called ..
Adeq : aper lagy ? (raise tone)
Yaya : i mintak maaf . im really sorry baybe !
Adeq : (quite)
Yaya : bie msg i , i nak kerne confront mama , mama dpt tawuk i isap rokok .
Adeq : Hmph . (letak phone )
Text hym again while confrounting mama . Then we stopped at Yishun , to eat . On the way to Swensen .
texting ..
Yaya : Baybe , i gy yishun taw
Adeq : gy larh (sarcastic)
Yaya : Baybe , i mintak maaf . im really sorry .
He called , seriously this tyme i was afraid to answer . takot deir mengamok , thenn , ..
Adeq : Baybe takmo naughty taw . (bbual baek)
Yaya : Bie , i mintak maaf taw sayang
Adeq : takpe larh , baybe takmo naughty kaes2.
Yaya : okeayys sayang .
Adeq : Nanty aper2 msg i kaes baybe .
Yaya : okkaeys , i love you sayang .
Adeq : i love you Bie .
Hangup . See , how sweet he hys . and for goodness sake tak satu laki pon brani kater gitu kat phone . my ex pon tak pernah , especially Zul . Itu kalo darh naek , pill semua jalan . Im glad that Adeq really give and take . I know its my fault , end up he doesnt want tuh drag the problem . and samer2 mintak maaf . GOSH ! i just dont know why pople dont like ?
And went i tell hym yesterday that , i cant continue of parents and kumpulan .
He respct it , until i cried none stop . and telling yayan , wawan and izat who come over my house , korang darh puas skrg ? darh puas darh ? samapi nanges2 .
And i told adeq ,
Yaya : Adeq , yaya cant stop crying
Adeq : darh larh yaya , no matter adeq tetap tunggu yaya , kaeys syng ?
Yaya : (tak reply)
He called ,
Adeq : Yaya takmo nages kaes , no matter what adeq syng yaya kaes . Yaya tkmo uat kerje bodoh kaeys baybe . adeq tetap tunggu yaya till the end . kaeys sayng ?
Yaya : shobb2
Adeq : Darh makan belom .
Yaya : darh tady .
Adeq : okkaeys , aper2 msg adeq kaeys .
Yaya : okkaaeys .
Adeq : Bubbyeee syng .
Yaya : bye .
Hangup . He really cares about me . And im falling for hym , but why ader yang tak terime ? sampai sekarang i yaya masih tak paham . Yaya gonna meet hym later in 12 hrs tyme . So now, i should go to bed , and mimpi indah .
To Mohd Adimin , Yaya tetap tunggu adeq . dan itu janji Yaya ! Yaya sayang adeq , till the end .
And saper2 yang tersingung yaya mintak maaf banyak2 . Yaya bukan nak saket kan hati korang , tapy yaya nak luarkan aper yang ader dihati yaya . Harap semua paham .
Sampai disini sahajer ,
Mohon maaf ,
Ihklas dari hati ,
Nur Halimatuz Sa'adiah
~★-ɣαɣ[α]ҝιʀσ`сιитαɓιитαиĝ-★ ; Property ~