
Mum angry with me cause of Kuda again , its lyke whyee ? I oslo not sure . & mum keep naqqing lyke this .
"Kau kalo darh sukerh kat satu oranq dqn akurh pon kaw luperh ! Kan akurh suroh kaw kawan dulu ! Asik naq bercinta ajer ! Darh kenek tinqqal braper banyak kali , kaw nak kenek laqy kerh ? Tak serik - serik ehk ? Tawuk nanty nanges ! Laqy saturh , akurh nak kaw keluar kuda . Kaaw tak malu ker ? Baba darh malu kan kaw dpan oranq ramai msih naq masok ? keluar ajer larh !"
*Sigh* I just dont know larh weather tuh fall anot ? Scared ? Kindda . But im craving my "so-long-TTM" . Watever mum saying , im js lyke hearing . But really , what she is true . If i fall for sumone , i will fall for hym deeply . But end up , menqhilanq .
I learn my mistake last tyme , of lovinq a guy with high hopes . & i js donn want it tuh happen again . I maybe contactinq aload of guys now a daeys . But he came , and now . Im avoindinq every guy who's contacting with me . believe anot . i dont entertaint them if i have someone special . Cause i treat me lyke my Boyfriend . Hopefully , this qonna be my right decision . Cause im startinq tuh fall in love aqain .
Kuda ? LOST ! just because of kuda , im cryinq . i love this Seni aload . & i dont want tuh tinqqal kan Seni . I told baba that im concentrating with Prelim and N level . After that ? i js dont know weather tuh continue anot . Sometimes , katerh2 dwq menyakitkan . tapy , tetap sabar . Ntarh larh .. Byk pikiran . Js get rid of Kuda now , and studies important !
Im changinq myself into a proper human being . ~ i think . I thought dropping out from d&t class . I js hate that topic aloads . but , its waste . Naq dekat cehh . Monday have tuh stay back after school finish my Artifect . & im done for d&t .
SpecialQuotes ; Just Believe that Miracles Happen ! Cause im lovinq you deeply .