Nur Halimatuz Sa'adiah.Yaya For Short.
Sixteen.
A Secondary Graduating Student.
I am who I am .
No one can judge me.
Your Respect are my strength.
You treat me well , I'll treat you better.
Monday, September 21, 2009
Dear Diary ,
Let me update for this year Hari Raya . Its all so DIFFERENT . There's no Happiness at all .
19th September 2009
I did aload of house cleaning . Change my bed layout . And throw aload of stuff . In this house im the only tall ghurl . So i helped mum with the Certains . Black end white thin strips . Its v v v v nice .
Boyyf text me he hys on the way . I was shit ! Havent bath yet . So quikly had a bath and i wear baju kurung with tights . Okkaeys , i didnt put own my make up pwder , wth eyebrow drawn . Then , Boyyf text me hys infrount on my list . I meet Boyyf . He prefer me with natural face . Which i sayy , "eeeeeew~" to hym . NoNo ! I look soplae without make up ouhkkaeys ? Help mama with buker . Arrange food . Its so sweet . Hearing azan , i bacer doa makan . Sweet banget ! We ate . Hearing radio , went they announce that the next day Raye . I was lyke Alhamdullilah . I am so Happy2 . Hearing takbir , it burst me into tears . I couldnt stop crying upon remembering my late grandmother . Plus , my dearest Brother . Who unable to celebrate with us as family . And this year we celebrate without a dad around . Its hys DEAD ! hys alive , but he got no brains to clebrate with uh .
Dear Abang Firdaus ,
Yaya ampun Maaf Zahir dan Batin . Kalaw yaya pernah menyakitkan hati abang or buat abg kecewe . Maafkan yaya yerr . Yaya naq abang bahagia . And yaya will be visiting you this coming Friday . Tunngu yaya ohkaeys ? I mish you , I love you , Mwuuuuaaahhk ! Abang i mish you sweet voices , and your Kisses !
Your Truely Sister ,
Yayaaaa ;D
Thanks to Boyyf who comfront me . I did ask forgiveness to Boyyf . Cause i really did aload of mistake to Boyyf .
Dear Boyyf ,
Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir Dan Batin . B , i tawuq i banyak saketkan hati you , i byk terluker kan hati you . I mohon maaf pat you . Walaupon , we byk gadoh - gadoh tappy tetap i shyq you bhyk2 . B , sempena bulan mulia ini , i harap we stay long kaeys b , I love you till elternity ! Only you , i have .
Love,
Yayaaaa ;D
We did play Bunga api , with Boyyf and siblings plus , lili brother friends . Well , i did enjoy . But poor thing Boyyf have to go geylang meet hys friends . So he left early . Erm , v well . I teman hym down , smokesmoke . Then went up . Watch Tv . at 2plus then i went bed .
20th September 2009
I woke up early at 8plus . Watch tv . And Bath . I was the first one who woke up early ! Haha ! Mum was surprised . So i ate aload in that morning . And i went my room , i make up . Cuase , my make up will takes 1 hour . So yearh , make up . make up . make up . Mum iron clothes . Then , worn the green baju . Nice ! We took photos .
Let me update for this year Hari Raya . Its all so DIFFERENT . There's no Happiness at all .
19th September 2009
I did aload of house cleaning . Change my bed layout . And throw aload of stuff . In this house im the only tall ghurl . So i helped mum with the Certains . Black end white thin strips . Its v v v v nice .
Boyyf text me he hys on the way . I was shit ! Havent bath yet . So quikly had a bath and i wear baju kurung with tights . Okkaeys , i didnt put own my make up pwder , wth eyebrow drawn . Then , Boyyf text me hys infrount on my list . I meet Boyyf . He prefer me with natural face . Which i sayy , "eeeeeew~" to hym . NoNo ! I look soplae without make up ouhkkaeys ? Help mama with buker . Arrange food . Its so sweet . Hearing azan , i bacer doa makan . Sweet banget ! We ate . Hearing radio , went they announce that the next day Raye . I was lyke Alhamdullilah . I am so Happy2 . Hearing takbir , it burst me into tears . I couldnt stop crying upon remembering my late grandmother . Plus , my dearest Brother . Who unable to celebrate with us as family . And this year we celebrate without a dad around . Its hys DEAD ! hys alive , but he got no brains to clebrate with uh .
Dear Abang Firdaus ,
Yaya ampun Maaf Zahir dan Batin . Kalaw yaya pernah menyakitkan hati abang or buat abg kecewe . Maafkan yaya yerr . Yaya naq abang bahagia . And yaya will be visiting you this coming Friday . Tunngu yaya ohkaeys ? I mish you , I love you , Mwuuuuaaahhk ! Abang i mish you sweet voices , and your Kisses !
Your Truely Sister ,
Yayaaaa ;D
Thanks to Boyyf who comfront me . I did ask forgiveness to Boyyf . Cause i really did aload of mistake to Boyyf .
Dear Boyyf ,
Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir Dan Batin . B , i tawuq i banyak saketkan hati you , i byk terluker kan hati you . I mohon maaf pat you . Walaupon , we byk gadoh - gadoh tappy tetap i shyq you bhyk2 . B , sempena bulan mulia ini , i harap we stay long kaeys b , I love you till elternity ! Only you , i have .
Love,
Yayaaaa ;D
We did play Bunga api , with Boyyf and siblings plus , lili brother friends . Well , i did enjoy . But poor thing Boyyf have to go geylang meet hys friends . So he left early . Erm , v well . I teman hym down , smokesmoke . Then went up . Watch Tv . at 2plus then i went bed .
20th September 2009
I woke up early at 8plus . Watch tv . And Bath . I was the first one who woke up early ! Haha ! Mum was surprised . So i ate aload in that morning . And i went my room , i make up . Cuase , my make up will takes 1 hour . So yearh , make up . make up . make up . Mum iron clothes . Then , worn the green baju . Nice ! We took photos .
Totally nice , but i didnt manage to seek forgiveness from mum . But , for her we did her best .
Dear Mama ,
Kakak ampun maaf zahir dan batin . Akak banyak susahkan mama . Banyak uat mama sedih . Maafkan akak ma . Dan akak tawuq , tahun ini berbeze , cause Papa taq der . Mama jangan sedih - sedih , cause kakak nan adeq - adeq will always be with you . Once again , kakak mintak maaf , Minal Aidil Walfaizin , Mohon maaf zahir dan Batin .
Love ,
Anak mu .
Yayaaaa ;D
Off to nenek house , i seriously dont like facing Mum side . But what to its Bulan mulia , so i have too face them . Took cab . Stop infrount of nenek house , 147 Yishun . And i saw baba House . argh ! I mish them aload ! So , went up , meet nenek . Nenek was surprise to see my mum lonnnnnng hair . and mine , so natural . Haha ! its fake ohkaeys ?
Eat , eat eat . Then Untie Linda , ask me to teman her . Smoksmoke . I really got an UNDERSTANDING untie ! Haha ! ;D So , talk , talk with her . Then talk tuh nenek about abang fir , saying that abang fir will be staying with us NEXT YEAR ! lyke hell year ! waiting for 14Oct2010 ! Soon ! Soon ! Soon ! Will meet hym v v v v SOON ! Nenek ask Mama : Betol Kaw nak jager Deir ? Mama : Aus dah janji nak jager orang . I was there . Its lyke , nenek afraid that Abg Aus will did hys old things back . Insyaallah , with the help of me , i wont let mama down . Abg aus will me taken care by me !
Till , 3plus , followed nenek go , Nyanyi house , than , atok side , nyanyi house also . Hapy , hapy . Went i reached at Atok side . Firstly i saw , Cik Mimi . I really lyke to see hym . And the onlything i ask hym is , " Mane Hidayat ? " . he say , hidayat went overseas . I was lyke , kenape hidayat tak bilang akurh ? Sad Sad Sad ! Then mum talk to Cik Mimi . She cried . I aready know about what . Then , suddenly , Cik Mimi , call me , so he talk about my father . I just agree whatever she say . And he did say about , Hidayat . He is actually inside . cause of rioting ! My breadth STOP ! ohmygod . i didnt know Hidayat was lyke that .
Fyi , hidayat once lyke me before . And its was 2years past . before he went NS , till he finish now .I miss you aload Yayat ! :'( So thats was my last house , i went back after that . To tired , cause og heels . Penat giler ! So went im back home , and rest . I ate . Then on laptop chat with Boyyf . told hym aload . about 1plus i went to sleep .
22nd September 2009
Today , i didnt went out . Cuase mum say , mum wont be going anywhere aready . So jyearh . I was at home . All the long . My throut and Nose was giving me problem . i ate adeq's medication . seriously , sleepy enough ! So , i went to sleep . Then nenek arrive . So did talk to nenek . About tyme nenek went home . So , yearh . So i went back to sleep . About 7 , i wake up and get wash up . So i was so fresh . Eat . then m now im blogging . Will be going school tomorrow . Cause some of my friends going . N level in 2 weeks tyme . So jyearh ! Preparing for it .
Boyyf will be online ~ ing later . So , hopefully i can chat with hym .
Alright , I got to go .
Love,
YayaCintaaaaaa ;D