Its so hard for me to believe of giving hym another chance . All this while , he had been hiding somewhere in this country . I just dont know weather this is my right decision . Hard to believe hym now , cause i gave hym loads of chances . If you seen this blogg, previous post . There's aload of stories about hym . The way i love , care , cuddle , everything about hym , is all stated .

I did meet hym last 2 days . & spending a day with . With hym by hys side , one thing that i feel , A F R A I D of getting the 3rd time . I wonder why he come back suddenly . That day went i was walking home finding cab , i hugged hym . And say , " B , i takot . I takot you pempermainkan cinta i lagy . " And he replied , " Takk shyq . I takk akan . " I say , " How sure are you ? i takot you tinggalkan macam dulu . " he replied , " i janji i takk akan tinggalkan you . " And he kissed me at my forehead . And im went home .

There's still more . All hys text , msg , everything i keep in heart and mind .

He changed hys tagged . The same thing as what he did last tyme . But will it last long ? or will he repeate the same old thing ?

I seriously having a confusion in my mind now .

I wass so surprised , went i was getting ready , a called from Ijan ( hys brother ) ;

Ijan : Nie Yaya ?
Me : Yerr . Saper niek ?
Ijan : Nie kakak ipar ijan ?
Me : ( Terkejot ) Yerr . Asal ijan ?

Conversation goes ..

Kakak ipar ? Haish . To sadd to predict everything . How i wish he was lyke this last tyme .

Got to go ,

Love,

YayaCintaa <3>

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